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Travelpictures on my Fujifilm X100F

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Did my first wordle today…now I have an app and am obsessed.

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Feyre was sketching on the bed when Rhysand walked in. She smiled at him in welcoming, then went back to drawing. Silently, Rhysand walked over to the bed and crawled into the space behind her. He wrapped his arms around Feyre and snuggled her neck.

„I missed you“, he murmured. Feyre huffed. „You were gone for two hours.“ „Exactly.“ She laughed and turned around to kiss him.

That‘s when her gaze caught on the mirror that hung across from them. They looked beautiful. Her with the sketchbook in her lap, bracketed between his legs and enveloped by his arms. Him smiling into her hair and his wings splayed out behind them.

It was love in its simplest form. Them spending time together, being present with each other and supporting their passions. The longer she looked at their mirror image the more a drawing formed in her head.

Quietly, she said „give me your hand“. He didn’t ask questions, just complied. She turned to a new page, made him hold the pen and then took his hand into hers. She began to draw with him curiously peeking over her shoulder.

It was quickly drawn line art, still she managed to let their love shine from the page. When she was done, she titled it ‚We are Art, my love‘

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Gewitterwolken im Kopf

Blitze knistern entlang meiner Nerven und Donner grollt in meinen Ohren.

Der Wind zerrt an meinen Haaren und Regen verschleiert meinen Blick.

Wolken verkleben meine Kehle und Frost belegt meine Zunge.

Der Sturm hat mich eingeholt.

Nein.

Ich bin der Sturm.

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Ich hab Gewitterwolken im Kopf.

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Die Sonne scheint. Die Bäume blühen. Menschen lachen. Es ist Frühling. Warum bin ich dann so traurig?

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Wannimmer ich in so eine niedergeschlagene Grundstimmung rutsche, habe ich Angst, dass ich wieder depressiv werde…

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Night shots in Spain

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I‘m back bitches😎

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You are sweet and genuine

I'm so glad that you're my friend!

I wonder how all my friends

can say such nice things about me

But no one likes me well enough

To ever fall in love with me

But you're so generous and kind!

Well thank you, tell that to the boy

I once gave my whole heart to

He didn't want it

Didn't see me like you do

And he's not the only one

Time and time again

I put my heart here on the line

And time and time again

They told me

Hey, you're nice and thank you,

but no thank you, I'm good

I wonder how all my friends

can say such nice things about me

But no one likes me well enough

To ever fall in love with me

What's the missing piece?

It's so easy to think

That I'm not good enough

And it's so hard to believe

All their kind words

All I want

Is to be loved

I wonder how all my friends

can say such nice things about me

But no one likes me well enough

To ever fall in love with me

Fighting for love is a tiring game

Maybe it's time to accept defeat

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✨👼 angel numbers 👼✨

the meanings behind those synchronistic #’s you keep seeing!! the universe loves to fuck us up with it’s numerical messages. 💝

1111, 111, 11:11 - a reminder that you create your own reality so be aware of your thoughts, beliefs, actions, and intentions. you’re on the path of manifesting your truest self and beginning a spiritual awakening! make a wish bitch! 

2222, 222, 2:22 - miracles are coming your way, seek balance, prepare for a fresh beginning. something you’ve been wanting is about to manifest, make sure it’s really what you want! you might also be manifesting a soulmate or twin flame at this time. 

3333, 333, 3:33 -  reconnect your mind body and spirit. you are being protected by the universe/ your guides/your angels/whatever you believe in. use your gifts/talents & focus your purpose. the ascended masters are with you. make a fucking decision. 

4444, 444, 4:44 - honor your body. you may have just met someone who’s a part of your soul family. you are being fully supported in your journey, you’re going through a spiritual ascension, listen to your intuition, trust in the process, your at harmony w/ the universe!

5555, 555, 5:55 - remember that your life has worth and significance. prepare for major change! trust your choices and make them for the right reason. be open & stay positive. 

6666, 666 - be conscious of the ripple affect your words & actions create, realign them with the universe. dream big babe & transform your life through positive thinking. this is a wakeup call to check your attitude! 

7777, 777 - you’re becoming your best self! congratulation, you’re also flowing in perfect harmony with the universe. if you’ve been reading a lot about spirituality, now is the time to put all that info to use. live a spiritual life!

8888, 888 - giving giving giving and receiving x10! you have knowledge and talents to share. find your greatest sense of purpose through giving the universe will reward you! your mindset of abundance is manifesting opportunities!

9999, 999 - closure & release. you need to let go of something in order to invite abundance into your life. justice is coming to help your ass. if you’ve had an ex on your mind, leave them behind and let karma do it’s shit! also, embrace who you are and abandon any superficial labels. 

1010, 10:10 - shit is working out in your highest good & you’re moving towards a new life path. a spiritual awakening is bringing you closer to the divine. take action towards the success you desire, your goals are being supported. 

1212, 12:12 - your dreams are being manifested right now! your wish has been received, all you have to do is stay positive. remember that your thoughts have power. you’re in the middle of a spiritual awakening! 

1234, 12:34 - the releasing of physical, spiritual, or emotional baggage! the universe is decluttering your life to give you spiritual clarity. you’re being lead to your soul purpose! you are a part of something greater now. 

reblog w/ your favorite angel number(s) and what they mean to you. I love hearing synchronicity stories! 💖💖💖

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Dating Apps be like: What are you looking for?

Short-term dating

Long-term dating

WHAT EVEN DOES THAT MEAN?

Do they mean dating in the sense of going on dates before you enter the relationship or dating as in exclusively dating and being in a relationship? And also, what defines short-term dating? For how long does that go on? Because, let's be real, in the grand scheme of things long-term dating could mean 10 years and short-term dating one year.

WHY DO YOU ALREADY CONFUSE ME TO THE NINES BEFORE I EVEN HAD THE CHANCE TO SWIPE?!

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Update: I give up

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Dating Apps be like: What are you looking for?

Short-term dating

Long-term dating

WHAT EVEN DOES THAT MEAN?

Do they mean dating in the sense of going on dates before you enter the relationship or dating as in exclusively dating and being in a relationship? And also, what defines short-term dating? For how long does that go on? Because, let's be real, in the grand scheme of things long-term dating could mean 10 years and short-term dating one year.

WHY DO YOU ALREADY CONFUSE ME TO THE NINES BEFORE I EVEN HAD THE CHANCE TO SWIPE?!

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How do you find the motivation to write after not doing it for awhile. I have ideas in my head and I want to write them out but can’t seem to do so.

"Motivation and her sister, Muse, are fickle mistresses. If you get them in your bed, trust that they won't stay there for long." One of my favorite professors at university told me that and I've kept it close to heart ever since. "Writing," my professor went , "is like any other thing that needs to get done. You simply have to "knuckle up" and do it."

Myself for instance, I haven't written a word in almost three months. Why? Computer crash. Lost all my WIPs, lost all my backups, lost all my world building notes... lost everything. And that just wrecks your day, you know? But I lost more than that, something that I can't put down on paper. I lost my train of thought and with it I forgot where I was going with my story. I had to start over. Fool that I am I didn't hand write any of it.

But through one saving grace, I emailed myself a copy of my most recent WIP (poor man's backup), I downloaded what I saved and started rebuilding what I need. I take notes as I reread what I have and think to myself, "Oh, that's useful." "Ah! I remember that! Need that for later." And with these few bits of information a picture begins to form in my head. I remember what I was thinking before the crash. Maybe it's not what I was thinking before precisely , I might crush it or it may turn out as crap. But at least I got it down and I can look back at it and think, "Ok, how can I do this better?" And that, Beautiful Writer, is what gets me to write again. That motivation, as elusive as a shadow in a bright room, drifts back into focus. I've been down in the dumps since the crash and I pray you'll never know that kind of depression. So it was very hard for me to try and get back into knuckling down. But before everything went south of me, I always allotted at least an hour or two a day to write. You may not be motivated to give it your all, but you're at least getting your thoughts down. And then one day, you'll look back at something you wrote and have a eureka moment. Motivation will take care of you from there.

Happy writing, my friend.

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Note to myself, so I never forget

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I just read: "This book is for anyone who has ever loved - in any sense of the word."

What does that mean? What does it entail? Who can pick up the book and think without a doubt: "Yes. I definitely belong to that group of people."

I know, I've had a serious crush before. I know, I've been in love with someone. I know, I love my family and friends. I loved my pets. I've read so much about love, I feel like I know what it's supposed to feel like. But all I know is unrequited love. I have never been in a relationship. So do I really know love after all? Can I still say, I've loved before? That I know what love is and feels like? And can you really exclude anyone from that group of people? Is anyone really able to not feel love? I guess, sociopaths are...but would they ever consider reading books like this?

(If you're wondering what book cover I'm talking about, it's "Last night at the telegraph club".)