a girlish opacity in the mind of the world

nothing and yet a woman tma 20s her/it

[innerfemale]

im very uncharacteristically taking a plushie out into the world but today i have an excellent reason to do so

[innerfemale]

got to hang out with cora the pig god bless my stupid life

[innerfemale]

bonus ponies

[innerfemale]

learning something right now

[dumbdoegirl]

oh waiter! more oral through panties in the dive bar bathroom please!

[phiblecessation]

Privacy

[fairycosmos]

why do the cycles perpetuate so effectively. being lonely shouldnt make it harder for you to socialise and connect with others. in a world that made any sort of sense anyway

[innerfemale]

if i wanted to design a world to foment abuse and make misery certain it would look a lot like this one

[innerfemale]

i got unexpectedly emotional looking at pictures of myself from 8 or 9 months ago. why did i look so much more estrogenized almost a year ago what the hell is going on. anyway maybe there is hope for me

[mammalianmammals]

Northern Hog Badger (Arctonyx albogularis), family Mustelidae, Kaziranga Tiger Reserve, Assam, India

Once considered to be a subspecies of the Greater Hog Badger, A. collaris, which has now been split into 3 species.

photograph by Soumyajit Nandy

[innerfemale]

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა♡

[innerfemale]

what separates you from the most extreme suffering and tragedy isn't anything metaphysically special but instead just the ordinary separation of time and space that exists between you and anything else that might happen

[omnia-mors-aequat-nstrwa]

Flags of the funeral procession "Memento Mori" (19th-20th centuries)

[fuckyeahchinesefashion]

OP: This is the first time I've seen the Yellow River's sediment discharge with my own eyes.

[jingyuanyuan]

There's a Chinese meme that the Yellow River doesn't need rituals to present sacrifices because if it's hungry it'll come onto the shore and eat the sacrifices itself.

[asmuchasidliketo]

#some netizens also say chinese people like unification because only a powerful unified dynasty can survive the yellow river and sometimes #also the chang jiang when they decide to flood and change directions and kill and displace millions #also only large dynasties have the resources to do hydroengineering to try and control the yellow river #yellow river be like: if you don't hydroengineer you die #but if you do you might also die heehee #“we call these our mother rivers not because they are gentle but because we are too scared” tags on above post

(source: Wikipedia)

[setnet]

@mikkeneko

[alterac]

what in the

oh my god??

[cryoverkiltmilk]

People talk about how the Great Lakes are deadly because they are uncaring, but the Yellow River is literally out to get everyone.

[brinconvenient]

The Great Lakes are uncaring, don't care whether you live or die, ambivalent, pay no attention to you.

The Yellow River cares. Deeply. About you, specifically. And your death. And being the cause of it. It notices you and your intentions. You've been warned. Exercise your hubris accordingly.

[innerfemale]

sertraline and yakult for breakfast

[innerfemale]

it feels like there’s too much noise way way too much noise and then out of the noise occasionally arise specific concrete facts about the world that invalidate everything and fill me with such intense dread and sadness if only for an instant

[innerfemale]

how lucky for me that when i have a nightmare about a strange man closing in on me with a knife i get to wake up in safety and continue living. how unlucky for others that it isn’t imaginary and they die in agony and never go home. that’s all any of this is, a matter of luck. it’s that bleak. have fun coping

[elf-friendly]

Til death do us part

[innerfemale]

i have to hustle through my bedtime routine so i can get to the part where i get into bed and spend two hours reading yuri on my phone

[innerfemale]

daydreaming contentedly about being punished with a belt

[innerfemale]

aw im at a minor league baseball game and there’s someone cuddling a plushie :’-)