[insanelybeautifulnightmare]

Hayao Miyazaki

[toky09]

[feral-ballad]

Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”

[fairycosmos]

genuinely insane how difficult it is to participate in your own life

[stuckinapril]

I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

[fukushu]

Mesmerized Cat

[theunrequitedlover]

[miyaeto]

[manga-meow]

[blog-de-segunda]

Devil May Cry 5 – Visions of V – by Ogata Tomio

[rejoice-in-despair-deactivated2]

[snake-habitat1]

sorry babe, i can’t have sex right now, im posting about how much i want to kill myself online .

[vixensofdeath]

time is going too fast and I can’t keep up. the month seems to go by in a blink but the days are long. one day you wake up and realize a full month has passed, and you have nothing. you don’t have many memories, you don’t have the potential to do anything, and you don’t have many reasons to be here anymore.

[spiritualblissworld-deactivated]

Source

Usagi

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

[xo-psych0tic]

this. this one.

[insanelybeautifulnightmare]

I've always felt like I have a war raging inside of me. One side of me wants to end everything. I want it to all be over quickly. I'm at peace with that. I want to do nothing except lay in bed all day waiting for that moment to come. I want to be left completely alone. I want to ignore every call and text. I want to delete social media. I want to sink into the mattress and pretend that I don't exist. I want to push everyone away like I always have. But in the same breath, I crave connection. Deep and meaningful connection. I want to be surrounded by a community. I want to live this life to my full potential and not take it for granted. I want to see the beauty in simply existing.

One side of me is terrified. Terrified of wasting time and it all coming to an end too quickly. Terrified of living a life unfulfilled. Terrified of being left with regrets, but it's too late. Terrified of dying alone on my side of this wall I've built.