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@insecure-teen-mentality
i think im going back to my sh addiction. i “quit” last year, but i knew i could start again if i wanted to. i had some relapses throughout that time but now its everyday. although most of the cuts are pretty shallow and superficial so i think it doesnt matter much.
i think one day im going to kill my mom, my brother and then kill myself. not one of us matter, we are all useless and no one cares about us. so i want to kill us all to stop bothering each other and everyone.
recently ive lost my sense of self. im almost 20 and it seems idk who i am or who i want to be. my “art talent” is wasteful and useless. whatever im studying is becoming a bore. idk what i like anymore or what i need. ive come to the conclusion im just nothing. last year i felt like someone, i liked particular music, i had a particular style, i felt nice being the way that i am. i was happy. now it feels like im nothing. yes i still like the style but is now gone cause it doesnt matter. idk what matters anymore. i feel like relationships don’t matter anymore. i want to cut again, i feel like i need to.
im waiting for the day i can finally kill myself
i need to die. i need the worst thing to ever happen happen to me. i hope i die. i hope in a few weeks i get into an accident do brutal that i cant even make it to the hospital. i hope my body is dumped in a ditch and never found i hope i fall off a clift i hope something heavy falls on my head. i just need to die. i need to die
i hope ill kill myself one day
i hate how i desperately need affection and validation but i will desperately push away anyone who is willing to be nice to me and help me
i hope i die
i deserve no one and nothing. i hope i die soon cause they reality is that nothing matters and my existence is meaningless.
everyday im getting more depressed about my friends going out, having boyfriends and getting intimate. i know people can be allowed to go on their own pace but that ive never been in a relationship its fucking pathetic.
i can barely fall in love and when i do its with someone who doesnt even care about me.
idk anymore im tired i wish i didnt live i wish i wasnt dealing with these emotions.
unholy desire
i sometimes get so bothered by my friends i self isolate cause i dont want to deal with them. then i feel bad cause im think bad stuff about them and then i remember im just a bad person and i shouldnt be alive and then i come back like its nothing
i like how the clock strikes midnight and my brain makes me remember how useless i am as a person and that i should kill myself, cut or drink
ive started taking pictures and selfies of myself. its so weird.
i am ugly. well not the worst but boring and dont really have anything about myself that makes me pretty.
still, i think im somewhat getting closer to how i always wanted to look and have gotten better making my own style and doing outfits.
i sometimes think about finally sharing my pictures, i guess im desperate for attention but i guess is cause i also want approval. of anyone as pathetic as that is.
i want to drink so badly. i need to numb this shit
i regret not stealing this craft knife so i can have it to cut myself
i have living i hate being human i hate everything i hate being me i hate everyone i hate myself i hate my body i hate that no one cares i hate that i dont care i hate that i dont matter and no on else matters i hate that i cant do shit and i deserve to not be here