Stuff

i don't even know just stuff

[insomniatic-idiot]

That moment you realize the only reason you are alive is because of your anxiety that you would fail at dying

[insomniatic-idiot]

Current mood.

Not wanting to live. Not ready to die.

[insomniatic-idiot]

What I wish for...

I wish to do the most innocent things with you...

I wish I could hold your hand...

I wish I could kiss your cheek or your hands...

I wish I could hug you around the neck...

I wish I could bring you your favorite snacks...

or that I could bring you flowers and little stuffed animals...

I wish that I could see your smile and hear your laugh in person...

or that I could send you love letters, and little messages when I can’t sleep...

I wish I could stay up with you all night staring at the stars and talking about life...

I wish I could look into your eyes and tell you how much I love you...

I wish I could do anything with you...

I wish I could do everything with you...

[philandhistrash]

Do you ever ship something so hard that you physically hurt??

and want to shove a pencil through your ribs and into your heart???

[insomniatic-idiot]

All the time

[insomniatic-idiot]

Yes I have homework, and yes I did just put it off for two hours so I could bake brownies instead just because I wanted them.

[insomniatic-idiot]

About Ethan

One thing I love about Ethan is that he is like the person that 90% of us wish we were, he was a fan who met his idol and became friends, plus he has Amyplier and Septiishu as his “parents”

[insomniatic-idiot]

Dating

It’s funny how when people talk about my going to prom or dating and stuff like that my reply is always something like “blah no eww, why would I want to do that” when I’m reality I would love for someone to ask me out.

[insomniatic-idiot]

Cussing

My family has a no cussing rule in our house, I have never said the F-word in my life, yet while doing anything I constantly have Jacksepticeye in my head yelling "FUCK!!" In his Irish accent.

[insomniatic-idiot]

Dream

Ages 6-8: I want to be an astronaut!, I want to be a dancer!

Ages 11-14: I want to be a hairdresser! Or an artist! Or a musician!

Ages 16-18: I need to go to collage and get married.

Ages 22+: I just need a job

When did we stop dreaming?

[insomniatic-idiot]

Night time

Me: you know I could be so productive if I got a good nights sleep.

My brain at 3am: dude watch sports anime

[insomniatic-idiot]

An idea

a blog (or something of the like) that connects LGBT high school students as well as perhaps college students, this blog would let people who are not accepted by their parents to find a home to live in when they move to college, for example: if your parents didn’t accept you and you had to stay in the closet about your gender or sexuality you could go on the blog and be set up with someone in the same situation, the two of you could get to know each other and when you were old enough you could move out and the two (or more) of you could be room mates and help each other out and stuff, this blog would not only help you make friends who are in the same situation but also help you find people who could help you in life, also the blog could like help you find a place to live or something. Sorry if this sounds stupid to you but this is something i think would be really helpful and possible change a few lives.

[nno-risk-deactivated20220210]

why are all the girls on here so damn pretty and then there’s me, the ugly duckling

[insomniatic-idiot]

Even the ugly duckling turned out to be a swan

[insomniatic-idiot]

Sometimes you just have to say to yourself "life is too short, eat cheese"