I got a text from one of my science center friends today. I dropped them from all ny social media and such after one of the mentally and emotionally worst summers of my life, to which they could care less and made me feel bad for feeling hurt. And ever since I've dropped them, I've felt much happier. And as much as I'd love to be friends with this person again, more than almost anything, I don't trust this to go that direction anymore. I don't believe they actually care, I think they're just going through the motions so they can claim they didn't abandon me completely and I don't want any of it unless I have proof that they actually give a shit. So unless something happens otherwise I don't think I'm texting back today















