dei gratia

"Once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return."

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

If I cry enough, will you come back.

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

a year

this past week was the anniversary of my moms death. and as much as i want to say i’m okay with it. i’m not. this year has been a different kind of hell for me. learning to live without her has been, and probably will always be, the most painful thing i’ve ever experienced. i cant count the number of times i cried myself to sleep, missing her or just wanted to talk to her about my life. 

whenever i see a girl and her mom together, at lunch or just shopping, it reminds me of what i no longer have and i cant help but be jealous of all the people in this world who still have their mothers. it hurts. and when i think about the future, all i can see is everything she wont be there for -- when i go wedding dress shopping, get married or have my first kid. all i can see is the void she left, a void no one can ever fill. sometimes i question if i’ll ever l look at my life and be truly happy. 

when she died, a part of me died with her. and there are times when i’m not sure i even want to live in a world without her. i i miss you so so much mommy. and i’ll never understand why God took you from us so early. i’ll probably never know but it doesn’t make the pain any easier to bear. there were so many things i wanted to do with you. our life together was just beginning. i miss you.

i love you always. 

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Couldn't have said it better.

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Too accurate not to share. Also love the voice.👌🏼

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

i needed this. 

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Don't wait. Everyday is a clean slate. Do what you always dreamed

[groundedonthedaily]

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

I keep thinking that this is just a bad dream and that I'm going to wakeup any second and everything will go away. But it's not. This is my life.

[gifsboom]

Video: Beluga sprays kid.

[haroldhutchinsofficialremad-blog]

please just unmute this vine

[mageofspacee-deactivated2016030]

man: “My wife said that i sound like Gru when I have road rage”

man: [yelling at a passing car, sounding like Gru]: “APPARENTLY YOU GOT YOUR DRIVER’S LICENCE FROM A CEREAL BOX!” 

[officialinternet]

Traffic comes to a standstill as two lions decide to roll around in the middle of a road on the edge of the Nairobi National Park in Kenya. (Via)

[raziel-korihor]

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Justin Bieber's Acoustic Version of "What Do You Mean" Is Almost Better Than the Original

Bieber thanks fans by breaking down his No. 1 hit with a perfect acoustic rendition.

i think i have a mini crush on jbiebs...

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. #lib2015 (at Life Is Beautiful)

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Today someone came to my house asking for my mother. I didn't realize how much it still hurt until I had to tell him she had passed away. But then again, I don't think you ever really get used to death. I still think about her everyday, wondering what life would be like if she was still healthy and a lecturing me. I miss her so damn much.

[intangibleth0ughts-blog]

Today marks the first year in 18 years that I didn't experience my first day of school. 😭😭😭 I didn't have an appropriate picture so here's a super embarrassing one from my show choir days, which I will probably delete very soon... #gettingold #imissschool #psych #butreally (at Arcadia High School (California))

[skandolous-blog-blog]

[carrotflowerqueen-deactivated20]

skandolous:

Ink Calendar designed by Oscar Diaz. The ink will slowly color each day of the month as time passes by.

literally the coolest fucking thing i’ve ever seen.

EVER.