Ramblings

[bismuth]

season 1 // “change your mind”

[loycos]

Everyone: yeah Blue and Yellow are gonna fight!!! This is gonna be so EPIC!!!

Blue & Yellow: *slap each other for 20 seconds and then start crying about it*

[tertiarykid]

me at a gardening store: omg this plant was in animal crossing

[meizhun]

it’s been a long time

[marianascosta]

tastes like friendship!

[illufinch]

glowing blue mushrooms on animals is like top tier design

[salty-inc]

Cptsd bingo requested by anon!!!

[sendtoheaven]

my flowers are dying // 8.28.18, 9:34 pm

[autspoon]

You know something I hate and wish got acknowledged more? The anger and low tolerance I get from depression and trauma triggering.

I wish the link between anger issues and ptsd was talked about more. Because seriously… When I feel low, I take shit so personally and feel annoyed so easily.

I just get filled with frustration for everything and snap really easily.

The thing is too… Anger is also often a sign of trauma. It’s not always being all shaky and fragile, though I get like that sometimes too. But for me it’s mostly anger and despair.

[confidently-conflicting]

it’s so exhausting to be unable to believe and trust yourself about things. did it really happen like that, or am i overreacting? did that really happen, or am i misremembering? who knows what my sexuality is? not me. who knows what my gender is? not me! am i sure i’m feeling this emotion, or am i faking it? am i really right about my blood sugar, or am i overexaggerating my symptoms? do i really like this person as much as it feels like i do? do i really want to eat this food, or is it an escape? am i really feeling things as strongly as i think i am? won’t someone tell me who i am?

[alifechasingchaos]

Misplaced Anger.

Sometimes I notice myself being overcome with rage at little to no provocation.

Rage is absolutely terrifying when you can’t see it coming.

I find myself having breakdowns over small irritations or lashing out at those I love.

Trauma repressed an anger within me that’s forced to find alternate ways to be felt.

I’m so inherently angry for events I often refuse to accept, that I end up fixating on insignificant things to artificially ease my pain.

It’s much easier to be angry than it is to feel grief.

This misplaced anger fracturesy relationships, creates a perpetual anxiety, and is yet another source of overwhelming guilt.

And yet, confronting the source of my emotional distress is far more terrifying than embracing my rage.

[rabbitloser]

You should only do what makes you comfortable.

[sendtoheaven]

i’m allowed to grieve // 3 am, 7.16.18

[quiet-reassurance]

Forgive yourself for having been a child. Forgive yourself for not knowing what you know now.

[thedarkperidot]

You cannot heal in the same environment you were broken by.

[alraunee]

[littlealienproducts]

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