Loki had elected to return to NOVA. To don the guise of Johan once again. After all, though he had assisted in the initial downfall, he was sure they would rally. From the way Jihl had talked about it, he was sure that there would be at least one more assault that they had to deal with. If he could get a jump on that kind of thing, he was going to. He had spoken to Clint Barton and the man had remarked that he seemed different–better. That had been enough to wake something in the god. After all, if anyone had reason to look at him and see only hate and negativity, it was Barton. And he hadn’t. So he wanted to keep contributing. After all, at the core of him all Loki had ever wanted was to be recognized for his deeds. His worth.
Plus… there were sides to Jihl Nabel that others didn’t know. She was showing him things that made him wonder if she was beyond… something. Loki wouldn’t say he had been rehabilitated, but perhaps he had. He didn’t know how to class it, honestly. But he was different from how he was before. Perhaps, with education, Jihl could be too. And there was something in her that wasn’t monstrous. Did that part matter? According to the creed spit by some of the heroes on the League… it was all that mattered.
So when he showed up as Johan, he had made sure to cover his skin with what looked like healing bruises and had even added a brace on his wrist for good measure. He was going to tell the story of a short medical coma. It would be simple, as he had faked records at the local hospital for a John Doe, added a few helpful suggestions into the minds of some of the nurses to corroborate if anyone followed up. And now, here he was.
He hadn’t expected the hug, if he was completely honest, but he didn’t shrug away from it. Instead, he allowed his ‘good arm’ to wrap around the woman’s waste. “Sorry I’m a bit late for my shift,” he told her. “A number of weeks, if I’m not mistaken. I meant to call, but I was… detained, needless to say.”
It wasn’t appropriate, not in any sense, but she was a little beyond caring about such things right now. She’d been determined during their first interactions to keep Johan at arms length, as all NOVA employees should be, and via large she’d succeeded but... what did she have to show for such behaviour? Nothing. Nothing but regrets for her own professionalism. “I thought you were dead.” she quietly uttered into his chest, “I tried to contact your next of kin but I just couldn’t get through to them.” She’d tried all numbers, emails and even a fax on his HR forms but each time it had been bounced back. She’d felt guiltier with each failed attempt, unable to even pass on to his family that he was gone.
She licked her lips and pulled back a little, not letting go of him. “A-after Deathstroke... he even came for me and I barely.” She hadn’t survived, she’d been let go, and only because she’d had logic and luck on her side. “We lost so many and I had to report each one.” They all died performing their duty, they knew the risks, but that didn’t make the tears and wails of their family any easier to bare. Each one had cut as deep as the one before, and they’d all been her responsibility.
“W-where have you been?” she asked, looking up at him, eyes shining slightly. “How did you survive?” Had he been abandoned? Was that her fault as well? “The rubble of the building was scoured to recover bodies.” Some had only been identifiable from dental records. Hence her taking so long to deliver that difficult news. “There was no sign of you anywhere... I looked,” her voice went down to a whisper, “I promise I looked.”
Clearly not hard enough. “Please,” she finally let go of the man and gestured to the chair opposite her own, “Sit down, you’re probably exhausted.” Getting a better look at him she could see the bruises, the wrist brace, he looked like she had a few weeks or so ago, recovering from her bout with Deathstroke.