A place for art dumping

Just a 19 year old creative- who is losing her spark for art but attempting to gain it back LOL

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UPDATE

I've decided to go ahead and move my art blog- I JUST noticed that it being connected to my main blog means that it can't ever be a primary blog and people will see my main blog if i follow them?

I'm always finding random problems and things that irk me LOL.

SOOOOOOoooooo go follow my new art blog squigglyines.tumblr.com (same domain name i just disconnected it from this email)

heheeeeee. Fresh start thingssss

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The way I haven't drawn in so long I can't even find a pencil 😭. Embarassing but we are going to make a strong attempt!!! Got my sketchbook and random markers readyyyyy

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It might be time to restart my art Instagram but honestly if I create ONE more Instagram account I'm going to scream. I may make it like this account though where it's just random doodles or something but I really don't know isjakakkakkslal

I REALLY wanna pick up painting again though after finding my paints locked away I have them in my grasp again and I 👁👁

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I swear a part of my personality is dying off and randomly deciding to art again but not actually drawing ;u;

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Quick little speedpaint to go along with my piece i just posted- saoirjeoirjawoirfoijw feels so great to draw something again. :DD

Clip Studio paint has really elevated since the last time i used it and its so amazing to see, and im super excited to test it out even more :DDD!!!

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Yall... I’m not going to lie im SUPER proud of this- I finally busted out my old laptop (I used specifically just for art back in the day) found my old tablet, got it all configured and...struggled for atleast an hour or two just with settings alone, but i fell in love with clip studio all over again. I forget how powerful computer programs are, (after using an ipad and procreate just for convenience and ease).

As powerful and amazing as procreate is, nothing equates to Clip studio and a good ole laptop/desktop to me omg- my first babyyyyy!

Anyway, found this beautiful model while scrolling on pinterest, and just KNEW I had to draw her in...what seems like a style coming along slowly but surely?

I’m feeling super stress free after drawing now a days, and I love the feeling. Now let me go to bed before I’m exhausted in the morning- though I already want to continue drawing.

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Just a random talk post lmao

I’ve decided to turn this into my own little like spam/art/writing tumblr i guess, only a few people follow me here, so I feel like it won’t bother anyone hehe

But I’ve recently returned into the realm of writing, and I have really been enjoying it so far. Over this past year and a half i fell off with virtually everything that i enjoy doing, from art, to writing, to even journaling, and one of my goals is to really start doing all of it again. I felt super free back when i would write and journal, and when i used to do art, it was such an amazing outlet no matter what the piece or sketch was about.

So heres to new pieces and really expressing myself again, I’ve been through so much in the last year and a half and though i wont get into what all those happenings have been, just know im back and im better :DDD

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Its so weird that at one point in time I could follow all my favorite artists on one platform, and now its like....one third are on twitter, one 16ths are on deviantart still, and one 25th are still on tumblr. The rest, (whatever that math is LOL) have disappeared into the void. :((( 

The worst part is I cant really remember what everyones usernames were either, so finding them would be the hardest thing ever. I’m just going to have to wait for them to randomly pop up on my feed one day- and who knows how long that’ll take. 

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Some late night doodles I did yesterday of my OCs, Silvia, Leanore, and Perrie! I went from not drawing them for atleast a year or so (or maybe it was a quick sketchy doodle a few months ago this summer) but this is the most I’ve drawn them in forever!

I think I have an idea of what style i’d like to go towards, but as me and a friend were speaking about I really need to just let my style flow after not drawing so seriously in a year.

I have a graphic design class coming up next semester, so might as well attempt to get some inspiration flowing now rather than later.

I also realized I have never shared my OCs really with the internet, so i may attempt to give them each their own little design page just to introduce them. These OCs are going on 7 years old, and I find that absolutely insaneeee!~

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Writing prompt #2

I got the sudden inspiration to do another writing prompt- this one is just off the top of my head though.

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The door creaked as Leanore opened it, shivering from the cold wind as she was welcomed by the warm house. She made it a point to quickly close the door, as the winter air was attempting to fight its way in. She hung up her coat, and took her shoes off by the door. It was late, so she attempted to be as quiet as possible until she turned the corner.

A frozen Silvia sat at the table, her phone in her hands, her favorite tea sitting in her mug next to her. She didn’t look up, as whatever occupied her on her phone held her attention. 

“Silvia?” Lea asked softly, shocked to see her Silvia up this late. Lea usually worked the late shifts, and would simply curl up after her shower next to a sleeping Silvia. The air in the room was different though, not just because of the cold air that had swept in- something else was wrong. 

Silvias gaze lifted for a second, meeting Leas eyes before back down to her phone. She opened her mouth to speak, but the words refused to drop into the air from her throat. 

Lea took a couple of steps forward, the moonlight shining onto her fiery red hair as her frame began to block the large kitchen window. The phone dropped from Silvias hands and onto the table. Her eyes met Lea’s again, this time pushing the phone across the table into Lea’s reach. Dropping Lea’s gaze, she seemed to be stuck on whatever it was on her phone. Lea tried to assess the situation before reaching for the phone, the stiff movements, the worrisome expression yet empty at the same time.

Silvia was not usually bouncing for joy at the door when Lea got home, but it was never this silent. Lea began thinking of anything she had done lately, the worst that she could come up with being she forget to put more toilet paper into the bathroom. 

She lifted the phone off of the table, her mouth dropping as she saw what the message read. 

“Hello my dear daughter.”

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Some doots from the past like month or so. I keep doodling but forgetting my little sketchbook tumblr exists!! D:

Tumblr is so silent now though- and as i go through people i follow its like “Last updated 4 years ago” Like ;;u;;. Still waiting on the day that a true artists only playform emerges from whatever dark corner its hiding in rn :(((!

For awhile i was posting on instagram which is why i left tumblr, but then the tragic algorithm update killed everything back a few years ago. I refuse to ever return to deviantart though.

Anyways anyways- enjoy some of my super sketchy unfinished pieces, as i continue to get used to using procreate... i feel like something about the on screen tablet is still after two years taking me some getting used to. I also am addicted to downloading brushes ;u;. Send help honestly.

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Did the style challenge! Really liked how this came out!!! MY INSTAGRAM IS: @BROOKIEARTS

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Lets pretend we dont see my old art blog tagged or my old instagram handle (both are dead this is my new art blog LOL) but i wanted to post this here as well since this was a super fun challenge back in the day when it was first big!

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First writing prompt in awhile #1

[This is an attempt to shake off the dust in the writing part of my brain- lets see what randomness comes out using a writing prompt]

[This is with my OCs that I have also allowed to catch a lot of dust ;u;]

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The endless ticking sounds of the clock caused a stir in Lea’s mind, a stir that matched the erratic rhythm in her chest. She didn’t quite know how she was going to go about this, why she even decided now was a great time above all the others. She picked at her nails, time seeming to never move as she waited. 

‘Why now?’ She thought, not understanding why now was such an important time. It felt like a cheesy teen movie, how fate was forcing her to do this against her own will and how she just had to blurt it out right at this moment. Her fidgeting only seemed to get worse, only irritating her more as she never gets this nervous for any occasion let alone just speaking her truth to someone.

She decided to make an attempt to take her mind off her racing thoughts and began organizing her journals, the same ones she organized a million times only to put them right back into the same order. These journals ranged from her early childhood years to her school journals all the way until just a few days ago when she felt like writing. Lea struggled to voice her emotions out loud, adding to the reasons why her anxiety was quickly rising with every passing second. 

A sigh escaped her lips, hanging in the air before dropping into the floor. Her thumb rubbed across the coarse leatherback of her journals, knowing that those pages were filled with much worse than what she was going through right now and the reaction she was expecting to get. 

She heard the locks on the door turn, snatching every cool she thought she had in her body. The jiggling of keys, the soft humming of the person entering the household, the cold air breezing in from outside. Though the air was the last thing bringing her chills. Winter boots squeaked against the floor as the were squeezed off, a tiny huff of relief and irritation coming from the soul that was now shoeless. Lea turned, her heart picking up speed as she saw her beautiful girlfriend Silvia coming in from work.

Their eyes met and a goofy smiled graced Leas face, a giggle erupting from Silvia. “What on earth are you smiling so hard for?” Silvia asked, slowly making her way towards Lea.

“..I have something to tell you.” Lea answered, still smiling although her nerves were eating her alive.

“Oooh. Are you about to profess your undying love for me?” Silvia joked, putting her hands together a swooning to the left, now wrapping her arms around Lea and chuckling.

“...Yes, I am.” She paused, the silence after her sentence thickening in the room, the shock on Silvias face making her want to laugh and cry at the same time.

“What-?” Silvia paused at a loss of words.

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Wowwww me doing a redraw? Crazyyy!!

I was going through my photos in my camera roll, and this drawing from four years ago popped up. A lot of the times I used to draw a ton during the summer, when I had all the free time in the world. Sooooo randomly I decided to do a 10 min redraw of this old sketchbook doodle. I’m redoing and fiddling with all my procreate brushes and what not, because believe it or not I’ve had procreate for 3 years and still have not completely gotten used to it yet. My old ways of a computer pen tablet still remain LOL.

The top left picture is from 2016 and the bigger digital drawing is from like 5 minutes ago 2020 :)

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hmm

I’m just randomly talking on here at this point, but i think i may start writing on here. Just random text posts..but like i miss writing with my ocs a lotttttt. UGH.  adulting is rough-

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As hard as this is for me to post because I’m so OCD about my art and how I post it/the quality of how it looks all the time, this is rough lmao. But I told myself I was going to post any and everything on this blog so here I am.

Today I didn’t feel really like sketching anything not going to lie, but I took off work and had nothing but time and my iPad. I really want do some big pieces and just something new, but my mindset is not in the game for that right now.

These are some hella messy sketches of my old ocs, Lea, Silvia, and Perrie. The girl in the bottom right is a SUPER old oc named Vissa, who was drawn much but a couple times.

Idk if this post makes any sense butttttt :).

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Posting some old pieces just to have some things to post! This is what I meant by full blown out pieces, where they were just standalone done. Each one I turned in for a class I had. I miss that smmmm. These all range from 2018-2019.