I feel like as a person I was made to love people. And honestly? Kinda sucks. I want to love people and I want to show people they’re loved and deserve the world but god I just want that in return. I want someone to see me, truly honestly openly see me at my core and just say ‘you’re enough, you’re more than enough, you’re everything anyone could hope for and you can rest now, you can let me do the loving instead’ and I just want to feel truly and honestly and openly loved because god I am enough! I have fought so hard to me able to care about myself and let myself feel as openly as I do and I’m sick of it being squandered and ruined and leaving me hurting, but I know no matter what I don’t want to stop trying because I deserve the open and honest and true love that I have tried giving to other people