Bowl Of Viscera

22 years being gay and odd / me gusta mucho la carne / "a tangle of squat square buildings with no doors, compressed, their skin knitted together by years and poor planning" —Hornets

[inveryiswriting]

Warning: Most of my posts are meant for people above 15-16 years old, due to the fact that I usually write stuff about violence and mental health issues. I’ll be writing sexual NSFW stuff too, and I’m not comfortable with vulnerable people making their presence known in a space that I can’t easily verify; so, if you’re a minor, do not publicly interact with my work if you ignore this advice. Take care of yourself. I'll block any minor that publicly interacts with the smut that I write.

Invery / Agender / Preference for masculine pronouns / 22 / Chilean / Autistic

Biggest inspirations:

Pieces of art that I regularly revisit to expand and build up my own style.

Kitty Horrorshow’s videogames.

House of Leaves.

Ethel Cain’s music.

Etherane’s videogames and art.

I’ll be writing about Creepypastas while trying to put my own little twist to stuff, which is usually to make things gay and have long descriptions of twisted anatomy.

I'm open to asks and requests. So, if there's an idea or something you would like me to write about, then just send it to me. However, I won't write exclusively straight stuff.

Important tags:

#invery speaks: Any blog unrelated to my writing, mostly announcements.

#invery writes: Any piece of writing that I’ve done.

#invery answers: Asks that people have sent me.

#invery masterlist: Coming up "soon".

My personal account is @inveryistired.

[inveryiswriting]

College is truly taking all of my time. One of my classes is a practicum and most of the rest are almost fully practical assignments, so I've been so busy and drained to write (Not draw, but those are mostly original stuff and not all that good, so those will be in the shadows for a while).

On some different news, I've finally begun to watch The Mighty Nein (The animated show, maybe I'll eventually get to see the whole campaign), so I might go through a whole different phase and swim for a while with other DND shows that I've loved before.

[inveryiswriting]

Am I going through an Epic: The Musical phase? Question mark(?

Yeah, probably. Probably, probably, prob...,

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Warning +18! I'll be talking about men in some detail, specifically about their holes and butts.

“Creepypasta men bottoming”

Time to talk about the creepypasta men taking it up the butt, because I'm a guy who loves men’s asses and I gotta speak on that at some point.

— So yeah, y'all be ready, because I'll be talking about men fucking and fucking men.

Jeff

Sorry to everyone, but this man has no ass. Like he's got such a bony behind that you will hurt yourself if you try to slap it. I mean, at least you may be able to put some fitted underwear on him and hope it lifts a little bit of roundness, but aside from that, there's not much to work with here.

However, because I love to do some internally homophobic Jeff, he's tight and inexperienced. Be ready to show this man the joys and pleasures of anal sex, because he's going to love it if you do it right. WARNING! Like handling a feral cat, it's gonna take time and patience, you better be ready to protect yourself when he takes a knife out the first time that you propose to experiment with this type of stuff. He's not so much opposed to participate in gay sex, it's that very ancient times kind of thinking of “if I top it's not bad”.

And once he's comfortable bottoming, you better bet that he's going to dominate you still. He's lifting up your legs while bouncing on your cock, he's not going to let go of control if you allow him, unless you want to fight for dominance and make him submit (he secretly loves it).

Underwear: Either going commando (if he's not wearing jeans, he's not that much of a crazy man) or worn-out boxers, no in-between.

Jack

Now this man is competing with Tim to see who has the fattest ass. However, Jack's butt is more firm, he could crack bones between those round cheeks. So yeah, you better be ready to enjoy this hole.

Now do not be fooled by this man, he may be big and scary, and with razor sharp teeth, but he loves to be dominated when it comes to being fucked. Once you manage to get on top, he's melting and letting you put him in whatever position you want. As long as you can lift him, you can fold him in a mating press and fill his guts.

And no matter how you put him, his pecs will be BOUNCING as you go to town in that ass. And you just know he loves to have his nipples sucked while you're thrusting into that ass, so go for it too!

And in this house we love to give back, so you better believe that Jack likes to have his ass eaten. Just rim that demon guy until he's loose enough and wet enough to have you inside of him. And even do so when you're done with him, he loves that.

Underwear: He likes to wear jockstraps, just firm around his sizeable cock and easy to put on if I want to give him a tail on top of everything else.

Toby

Just like how many people love Toby with a sleeper build, he usually wears clothes loose enough that you wouldn't be able to tell that he has a delicious bubble butt. It's very round and soft, and he was embarrassed of it at some point, because he didn't feel like it was very “masculine”. Now he doesn't care, because the girlies like it and the dudes like it, so it's a win-win. Now, his only problem with it, and I've said this before, is that he's a hairy dude and that applies to his whole back and ass.

And my Toby gets very submissive when you show interest in his butt, he's just gonna let you take charge and throw him around however you want. Just please be mindful of his safety, because you can fold him like a pretzel and he's gonna be into it as long as it is hot and the mood is right, but that can't be good for his back. Like yeah, sure, blow his back out, but don't wreck his hole.

Still, do not be deceived, he can take plenty of dick as long as you prepare him for it. And if there's something that Toby loves, that's foreplay, especially when it is intimate and passionate. Just hold him close while fingering him and he's probably going to be cumming before you even put the tip in. You can get this man squirming by just making out with him in the right way.

Underwear: Anything comfy and not too tight, because he once wore underwear too tight without realizing and it could've hurt him.

Tim

This man has ASS, this man is a bear and his butt is voluptuous. Tim struggles to get his jeans on in the morning only because of that giant dump truck he's carrying around, it jiggles and bounces while he pulls those pants on. And it is hairy, that's some good old rainforest right there, he's never ever going to think about getting a razor near his cock, even less where he can't easily see.

Now on top of being a big guy all around, he's not exactly a size queen, but he can take plenty of dick. This man wants to feel that stretch and someone actually overpowering him. Being a guy that has survived due to the fact that he's strong and resilient, he wants more variety in bed, he loves a partner that can make him feel small, but at the same time safe.

However, he loves to be dominant. Everything that happens in bed is on his terms, period. If you're fucking him into the mattress, it's because he asked you to. Because whenever he wants to, he's going to flip your positions around and ride you until your hips shatter.

And he wouldn't admit it, but he likes to be left gaping and creampie’d, just that emptiness after being fucked stupid by someone else.

Underwear: A classic tighty whities kinda guy, just something that covers everything, but hugs deliciously around his butt.

Brian

Here's the final boss of trying to convince him of bottoming, this is due to the fact that I love my Brian like a red flag: manipulative, paranoid and deeply controlling. Now it is not impossible, but it is impossible to make him submit, so the only way to get him to bottom is if he's sure that you will not take control over him. So hey, to all the service tops out there, this man will take your service with glee and leave you dry.

And when it comes to his actual behind, this one is a little bit in-between Jeff and the other guys. Like not too much fat, he's a fit guy, so it's very firm, very well-defined. Not gonna jiggle too much when you slap him tho, but it looks good in some form-fitted clothing.

And when it comes to what he likes to do with all that, it's definitely grinding against your crotch to get you all hard for him. He's going to torture you, just edging until he finally finds you pathetic enough to be worth his time.

Underwear: Tight boxers, just something classic that can emphasize his size, both front and back.

[rosesareredandvioletsareblue]

Tim's section had me laughing bruh

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Am I a perv?

[inveryiswriting]

I propose a better question. Is it bad to be a perv? I say "hell no!"

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Let's talk about trans Toby.

Just want to preface this by saying that I'm not a trans man, I'm just a guy (agender, but not really androgynous, mostly just disconnected from self identification with gendered labels. I'm just meat), so if anything here comes across as offensive, I'll listen.

Still, I would like to make it clear that this is "my Toby", and just as there is great diversity in how trans men may choose to live their lives and develop their bodies, my Toby will be different from other trans designs for the character.

Ultimately, if you don't like it, you're free to share your own spin on this; and if you think I wrote some dumb shit, you tell me.

Warning:

— Brief mention of malgendering (as always, Toby's father will be mentioned).

— I only use the word "genitalia", very nonspecific.

SFW

— Toby knew he was a guy very early, mostly thanks to his sister. He always thought about it like this: “Seems neat, but it’s not really clicking for me”. In fact, most of his conflict with his gender comes from his father, the only masculine figure he had growing up, making him reject that side of his being, like it was something dangerous to let grow, because he could “turn out like his father”.

— Toby began his transition solely socially, being homeschooled helped with that as his family was mostly accepting. Weirdly enough, his father had all other sorts of bigoted beliefs, but he was not completely maliciously transphobic: he had watched some TV shows with trans characters and to save himself the self-destructive identity crisis when he found a trans woman very attractive, he just went along with it, not really delving too much into it. On top of that, to his father, it was an opportunity to “not be surrounded by women all day” in his own home, so still very misogynistic reasoning.

— And, just the same as cis Toby, his father tried to instill so many toxic thoughts and standards about masculinity: in that man’s own words, “if you’re a man, act like one”. It came from a place of generational trauma, just viciously pouring out what he thought to be “the right way”. So yeah, maybe not misgendered, but regularly malgendered and still living with an abusive, negligent father.

— Toby went on HRT once in the Slenderman’s system. X-Virus is responsible for preparing and/or stealing any treatment for those under The Operator’s “care”. Due to that, Cody also tends to help Toby with the application and dosage of the hormones.

— Due to bad eating habits, my Toby wouldn’t have grown that much breast tissue, so testosterone only made it reduce even further. Thanks to that, whatever further reduction was rather easy and did not make him bind his chest during missions (insanity, please be careful with the body you’re going to modify to your liking). Once he goes on to eat better and constantly puts his body through the wringer, his chest mostly looks like very worked out pectorals, if just a little bit fatter than the rest of his muscles.

— Still, this is like my “main universe” Toby. There could absolutely be an alternative universe Toby that has top surgery if things had been different for him.

— Was expecting to get a beard, some chest hair and a wild happy trail; instead he got a hairy back and ass like a werewolf (HOT, very hot to me). He does grow a beard, but it goes for too long in that itchy transition between stubble and full beard.

— Scared of growing bald, even when no one in his family was bald. Even still, if he went bald as a young man, he would try every possible hairstyle to hide any bald spot; past a certain age, he would just go bald completely.

NSFW

— Bottom growth had him going through a crisis. My guy was horny all the time and the friction only had him feeling even worse, like a nasty and filthy horny man. It went away once he latched onto the whole “I’m a man” thing, like a physical signal of that “growth” away from being a boy. Then he went back to normal, which is just slightly desperate for sex to feel an inkling of normality and human connection.

— He uses a little bit of estrogen to avoid having trouble with his genitalia, because my man has absolutely peed blood before due to not being able to notice pain from an UTI. So, mostly to avoid peeing red, but also because he enjoys any form of bottoming, Toby gets that covered too.

— Even more stamina than cis Toby, mostly due to his refractory period being shorter (still lengthened by testosterone). So this man will put you to the test and see how long you’ll last.

— Doesn’t really want a phalloplasty, mostly due to his lack of pain and being a little bit brutish, so the idea of “messing up his penis” scares him more than his want for a “meat one”. He’s fine with his straps and hands, he’s a very thorough enjoyer of sex, not only plain phallic penetration.

— Still, very pathetic. As a bottom, he’s a whiner, a puppy, an ugly crier, a total sub, and a pleader. As a top? He gets a little bit over his head and may just overstimulate you the first time in bed (which to me? That’s very goals, honestly), he’s just too enthusiastic. Still a little bit of a gentleman, honestly, very decisive in enjoying slow, tender aftercare.

[inveryiswriting]

I failed to make a post for Trans Day of Visibility, so I'll probably try to come up with more headcanons and stuff for my brothers out there. Still very thankful for the couple of anons that sent me asks about transmasc!Reader (as I'm always happy about making gay stuff with men), because those were the first I ever got in here and it was so fun to reply.

[squinkyfish]

Different anon from last one. As a man who's not only tall, but who also has a little bit of chub, we kinda need more big guy bottom reader

Tummy Lovers

Creepypasta x male! Reader x Marble Hornets

MDNI

Tw: NSFW

Homicidal Liu / Sully

He's average height and doesn't really care, he likes that you're tall it except when he wants to kiss you

Liu is def an appreciator of your body as it's tall but with curves in all the right places

Sully likes to pretend he's not into it but watching you walk around with your tummy out when it's just the two of you drives him crazy

Sully is a much more dominant top, he enjoys calling you his "big beautiful boy" while ramming his dick down your throat

Liu is pretty much a bottom but he can be a soft dom, sex with his him is slow but good

Both of them get angry if you even think about losing your adorable tummy

These men are absolutely tummy lovers and I will not be taking criticism

Liu would shyly admit he adores your tummy while Sully might dodge the question

Overall both of them love you in very different ways and you're happy to have both of them

Sully is the much more aggressive protector, he'll kill someone for looking at you even a little funny

Liu is much more methodical and careful, he likes to stalk people who harass you and threaten them

Jeff the killer

Average height and he does care that you're taller than him and he cares a LOT

Makes fun of you for being tall all the time often claiming you should give him some of height and to "quit hogging it all asshole"

As far as your tummy goes, my goodness this man loves it but he would NEVER admit to it

He thinks all of you is gorgeous don't get me wrong but your stomach is so plump and soft he could squish it all day

Often times i whole heartedly believe he'll do a drive by squeeze of your tummy

Will make fun of your appearance until you tell him not to, unless you don't care

Sometimes is good at complimenting you but most of the time he sounds like a horny teenage boy at his big age

Loves that he gets to bend someone so tall over his bed makes him feel powerful

Dont date him if you're too insecure because he's a bastard that doesn't know when to quit

He's the only one allowed to make fun of your appearance anyone else does it they're dead

Ticci Toby

Undeniably a tummy lover, he loves every part of his partner unconditionally and can't decide on a favorite thing

Loves resting his head on your stomach when he gets tired, it's just so soft

Thrilled to not be too tall for you in bed as you two are practically the same height

Def grabs onto your love handles when he's inside of you and loves to paint your stomach

Big on cumming on you rather than in you oddly enough, finds you being covered in his cum the sexiest thing ever

Might call you his dough boy or something stupid like that either way he means it with love

Never makes fun of you for your physical appearance and will beat the shit out of anyone who does

One time Jeff told you to cool it on the pastries and he got an axe to the side

Def begs you to let him ride just once but only if you're comfortable with it

He's big into the size difference (even if it's a small amount)

Literally the sweetest boyfriend you will ever have

Eyeless jack

I wouldn't say he's an appreciator BUT he loves your body regardless

Sometimes he'll pinch your stomach between his claws and jiggle it a little, lovingly

You are not taller than him but it's nice to be able to look you in the eyes without bending down....too much

Your height definitely makes sex a lot easier in general, even though you're still smaller compared to him

Loves rubbing the top of your head when he passes by you in his cabin (separate one from Brian, Tim and Toby)

Both of you are absolutely too tall for most of his home but you make do

He's honestly the most chill out of the group but he's also generally very quiet. Lack of outside world communication does that.

Most of his love is shown through acts of kindness, strange gifts, and quality time

Enjoys cooking for you, so your tummy isn't going anywhere

Doesn't go out in public with you but if he did you can bet your sweet ass he'd mutilate anyone who tried something with you

Tim / Masky

Husky man on husky man action, now that is what I'm talking about

Tim's in great shape don't get me wrong but he's got a little squish to him

I think he actively likes you soft and finds reasons to cook for you

Average height but doesn't make a big deal out of the height difference unless you bring it up

Really doesn't want to make you insecure about your cute belly or your height

Loves being the big spoon with you cus he def grippin that tummy and intertwining your legs together

Sex with Tim is pretty slow and romantic definitely worth the build up

Hates when you hold his cigarette out of reach

Def lunges full force at someone if they say ANYTHING negative about you

As far as Masky goes (separate entity) he's really quiet but aggressive with what he wants

This motherfucker will topple you over and fuck the absolute shit out of you

Not much to say on him, he's really pretty aloof but gets extremely over protective

Brian / Hoodie

Same as EJ, not a lover but appreciates all of you

Def cracks jokes but knows when to stop, like if he notices you're uncomfortable he backs off

Absolutely would constantly ask the "How's the weather up there?" question

Overall Brian is the most normal like takes you out on dates in public without fear normal, he's also really big with PDA

Thinks your height suits you and will tell you so all the time if you ever doubt it

Of course this man is a strict top what else were you expecting? It's absolutely perfect that a tall drink like yourself would bottom for him

Brian is decently tall but you might be taller or the same height!!

Only one with a smart phone and has him kissing your tummy as his lockscreen

His home screen is a candid picture of you on one of the nature trails the two of you regularly walk

He's also big on sex out in nature, has you support yourself against a tree while ramming into you

Would slap the fuck out of anyone who tried to insult your physical appearance

[inveryiswriting]

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmh tummy

[inveryiswriting]

College is finally putting to the test my autism and social abilities

[foressfaction]

Some cutesy background render and lighting practice with these freaks. Drew a scene based off a fic I recently finished. 🧡👻 might post it here but I just don’t think many people read fics anymore i think? Unless they’re x readers?? Could be wrong. Lmaooo

[inveryiswriting]

Again, if anyone sees this, look at these fine ass men

[noctiva]

the reality of being a writer

[inveryiswriting]

Real as fuck. Made worse by the fact that English is not even my first language

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Grace Resident Evil Requiem is making me feel paternal instincts, like that's my girl and I have to make sure she survives and is safe and she can go back to her reddit forums and Minecraft hardcore servers(?

I hate that my PC would die if I try to run that game (same thing that is going to have me on the edge when Control Resonant comes out and I'll be dragging my face across the pavement)

[inveryiswriting]

Love the idea of Tim purposefully acting like an old man when he's just a fucking millennial. Like to put it in perspective, both my Toby and Tim are millennials, they're like 6-7 years apart.

Please Tim stop playing, you're just in your mid thirties. No, your back doesn't ache because you're old, it hurts probably because you went down a two story building just yesterday. Get that checked out, freak.

[inveryiswriting]

I NEED more Toby shit like I need air to breathe. Preferably bottom!Toby but I'll accept anything from yours truly❤️

Okay, I'm gonna do some headcanons that I'm coming up with for this theme, mostly because I've already done Toby getting ass-blasted by trans Jack before, and I've recently done that whole post about the creepypasta men I write about bottoming; however, I'm doing it like this too because I'm so tired due to life kicking me in the ass in the last months.

Still! I'll be giving my damn best to deliver.

Warning: Brief mention of Toby potentially fucking the other creepypasta men (specifically Jack, because I love TicciJack).

— Toby didn't even think of bottoming until he went through his initial murderous rampage under Slenderman's influence/care, it is after that that he was entertaining some more “taboo” notions that he had due to internalized self hatred and bigotry. Before that, while living near his father, he would've never thought of it.

— And I'll be honest, my Toby was sheltered/close minded enough to compare any kind of homosexual behavior with killing other people. So that initial spree of atrocities had him both absolutely traumatized, but then desensitized enough and riding a high of adrenaline so wild that most of his life and beliefs didn't make any sense to him anymore.

— So he began playing with his ass like most, he was bored and horny out of his mind at once, and thought of the few “less vanilla” porn that he had been watching. It was the mindset of “it can't be that good, it's not meant for that”.

— And at first he wasn't wrong, homeboy went in with a finger dry, and got both hurt and insanely guilty of doing “gay shit”. However, it was that sense of “wrongness” that had his cock drooling and hard as a rock for the next hour before he just simply masturbated to distract himself from the shame.

— So our man went googling, he went on the interweb to know how it was supposed to be done. And when he went to the farmacy to get some of the items he had seen time and time again in those pages, he ended up stealing from there because it was too much for his socially inept ass to go up and pay for all that without dying of a heart attack.

— So after he got ready and clean and all that. Then he is sitting in the bathroom, and with a ridiculous amount of lube he put a finger inside and it finally felt different. It was weird for him, because he spent some time trying to find his prostate and he was thinking “it all feels weird, where the fuck is it?”. But when he inadvertently hit that spot inside of him, he felt his whole lower belly tingling and his cock jumping up at the touch, mixing that with his face feeling hot and being so tense from doing all that, it made him cum almost as soon as he got his other hand around his cock.

— After that first time, he's always getting his fingers inside whenever he masturbates on his own.

— Now depending on the continuity, depending on the timeline we're working on, Toby either had sex first with another man before using a dildo, or the other way around. Because, for example, if he's close to Jack that's gonna be his first time getting fucked in the ass, for sure. Jeff would call him a [REDACTED] and it would make Toby hard on the spot and die on the spot; Tim scares him due to their size difference (even though my Jack is always arguably LARGER than all of the other men); and Brian would absolutely get blackmail material if they were to fuck for the first time with Toby being that inexperienced. Jack is the only sane one and supportive enough to just go “yeah, it makes sense to try different ways to get pleasure”, very logical, very mindful, very demure.

— And I've talked about how Toby is a sexual chameleon, that's a verse in the purest sense of the word. Toby wants to perform to his best capabilities, he's either trying to be the best boy or being an asshole when he interacts with other people. So when it comes to having sex, he's doing whatever it is expected of him.

— Toby is a vocal bottom, he quickly turns into a sensitive mess very early on in the session. He's so alienated from actual, loving pleasure and care that he's going to be a mess just from foreplay alone. Like thank god he has good stamina, because he's going to cum at least once when he's getting either fingered or rimmed to be prepared for penetration.

— And even if anal stuff is hot and makes him cum, it's the penetration aspect that has him more riled up. It's the sense of having his partner so close that makes him stay hard for hours as he's getting pounded on whatever surface he's being held against.

— Because I like to see men struggling, Toby is also a size queen. He doesn't feel pain, so he can be somewhat reckless when it comes to taking cock and measuring if it is a good idea to get his guts rearranged by a monstrous dick.

— Loves when his partner cums inside of him, so he's going to ask for it to be raw. Like please raw dog this man so he's going to stop whining and being bratty.

— A little bit of brat taming if he's either too at ease with his partner or he hates their guts, both ends of the spectrum get his bratty side.

[inveryiswriting]

aye, you doing alright man? :(

Experiencing multiple types of burnout at once. Very much feeling like a stretched meme at this point

[inveryiswriting]

The universe keeps testing me to see if I'm its strongest warrior

[eldritchpina]

Late Valentine's

[inveryiswriting]

Yes, these are my husbands. And yes, they're married to each other.

[nekrott]

quick toby sketch. i like hurting these guys

[inveryiswriting]

My man, mmmmmmmmmmh, my man