I just want to say that God is so good. And I haven’t even experienced Him to the fullest. I know that most of this is coming from the fact that I just told my parents that I got a speeding ticket and they didn’t kick me out of the house (I'm not overreacting, seriously). I definitely need to give them more credit. God placed me in their life and I know that I need to change my ways for them, for my brother, and ultimately for God.
This has been a real wake up call for me and I have decided to finally wake up. I’ve been spending all my time, money and energy only for myself and I’ve finally understood what it means to trust in God, to love God, to live for God. The battle has just begun but I’ve decided to be a part of it. I choose God over myself. I still have debts and students loans to pay, I still have a lot of doubt and worries and there’s a million other things that can (and probably will) go wrong but I’m choosing to go through this with God.
I’ve learned over and over again that..life is hard. But for me it’s much harder without God. Circumstances will always challenge me, and at times I won’t be able to see the end but with God I have hope. I know He’s not going to do things the way I want things to be done..but He’ll pave the path for me in a way that I can know that only He could’ve made everything fall into place.
So this is my good bye letter to the 210 followers that I’ve, in one way or another, interacted with. I’ve spent many, many, many hours on this web log and I think that my hours are up. I am giving up tumblr for good. This is not to say that tumblr is bad. But it’s bad for me. Its taken up so much time that I could’ve and should’ve been spending glorifying God. I don’t know how many people are going to read this or even going to remember me, but I just wanted to say thank you for all the good times.
Even if you didn’t read through this at least read this last part (I know it’s a lot but bear with me, please):
“Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.”
Romans 8:35, 37 NLT Thank you so much and good bye! ❤
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