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Warm from the oven this Focaccia Bread has a crisp outside crust and a soft, tender crumb with a dense texture. It can be used as a side for soups and sauces or sliced to make sandwiches.

https://www.bakedbyanintrovert.com/focaccia-bread/

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fullcravings

Mini Chocolate Orange Cheesecakes

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megan-zoe

In a dream, are all the characters really you?

butteryplanet

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k-ayo

inthetags

Reblog and put in the tags the first recipe you'd try when crafting activator rails in minecraft (without the recipe book)

#I believe it is an H made out of rails #a block of gold in the upper space and another of redstone in the lower #they expensive af from what I remember #I might be completely wrong #not much a red stone user

I've had this blog for eight years now. It's been eight years since I have this thing still preying on me from the inside.

I have been better, I have matured and changed many of my ways. I eat as freely as I can, I try to not judge myself for it or the impact it Does have on my body. I try to do more at work and home but I am so tired, I hate everything but I don't want to change it. If only it could just stop and tell me I can take a year off for me. If I only didn't feel so guilty and like I don't even deserve being this tired.

I wonder if it would be for the best to delete this and all the side-blogs I dedicated to both my illness and myself, erase it and never come back to the detailed charts of my weight and measurements, the step by step plans and rules firmly calculated. I'm not there anymore, I sometimes don't even take my own word when saying I battled those things. I can feel myself expecting people to not believe me. And this blog is my only proof, everything I wrote and journaled and reported like I was an experiment to myself.

I'm not sure if it would be the healthiest to just let it go, it might be. But I worked so hard. I did so much and met every single goal. I did that and only I know. What will happen if I forget too?

I could die, anytime, anyday God, I know you're not That busy