cw // venting , mental illnesses
(everything from here on out will not have a cw, if my posts are upsetting to you please block me, but don’t report as this is my only coping mechanism.)
it has been two years since i last made a post to this community.
i got better. i stayed healthy.
somehow i’m back here, my senior year of high school. freshly 18, slightly heavier than i’m used to. everything was going so good. why am i doing this to myself.
i’m on attendance probation now and almost failing out. i hate everything. i got into a good college and i’m fucking everything up for myself. it feels like life is this tumultuous and nauseating roller coaster that just never ends.
hopefully my new eating habits and this new account will set me straight again. i just need more control.
i will not be posting my stats. nobody should compare themselves to others to me or use my posts for self destructive reasons. this account is for me to deal with my thoughts.
i am an example of what happens when you don’t take care of yourself. i am a failure. the sooner you recover, the better. please recover.







