I started trying to lose weigh freshman year of college. As may be no surprise, I had gotten accustomed to the large volume of campus food and how often I could get it. I ended my first semester of freshman year at more than 200 pounds. I don't have an exact number, because I didn't want to weigh myself.
It was weird. I was used to my weight sort of adjusting itself. I kind of assumed it would just go away.
It didn't of course. I realized that about February of that next semester.
So I started going to one of the campus gyms, attempting to run for 10 min, before heading either to the dining hall or back to my room. I made a few changes in how I ate. I drank more water, stopped eating all those Snicker's I had stocked up on from the dining hall, and had joined an online weight loss community called SparkPeople(I highly recommend them).
It was working. I lost a little weight, but finals week and tech week came along and working out just didn't seem as important as finishing my assignments, studying for Chemistry, or making it to rehearsal.
More than likely I was online shopping. I saw something I wanted, but couldn't buy. They either didn't have my size or didn't make it. So I logged back onto the weight loss website and started taking a serious look at how it was these weight loss success stories had come to be.
The articles on the site weren't enough to satiate my curiosity. I wanted to see and hear these people, so I went to YouTube. I searched "weight loss stories", "before and after pictures", "weight loss blog", "fat loss journey" and likely any other combination you can think of. As I watched more and more people share their pictures, videos, thoughts, and tips, I seriously began to wonder why it wasn't possible for me.
I believe the phrase that had me nearly running down to the elliptical in our basement was: "You have to think of exercise as a part of your life as much as school or work. You have to take it seriously and you have to do it every day."
That's a lot of paraphrasing, but what really encouraged me was realizing and accepting that losing weight and becoming healthy meant an upheaval of every unhealthy habit I had. It meant completely changing what I do, how I do it, and why I do it. Seeing that someone else had accepted these same truths and been successful made it so much more attainable. They understood what it's like to be where I was, because they had been were I was. It all seemed so close and so attainable.
So I worked really hard that summer, but it was fun. I woke up and worked out about 4 times a week. I don't remember noticing a change in appearance until after everyone else had, but I do remember noticing a change in how I felt.
I hadn't felt that good in a long time. My confidence was becoming unshakable. I loved that more than I loved the way I was beginning to look.
I'll save that for another post.
Since then my weight has gotten down to as low as 171 lbs and is currently at 186.5 lbs..
I want to see 160 by Summer 2015, though my long term goal is to make it down to 130 lbs.
I'm going slow and steady, because it's not a race. I want to be healthy for the rest of my life.