About me: I’m Iris/Mars and I’m a fluffy fanfic writer! Here’s where you can learn more
Im also definitely not Mars the Flower
All my work is character X AFAB reader unless said otherwise!! I will try to leave it gender neutral but as an AFAB writer it’s easier for me to write this way
This one is dedicated to my favoritest sleep shirt ever lmao
Pairing: Bob reynolds X Wife!reader
Your on the couch constantly checking your phone waiting for any sort of update. This week Bob had been gone on a mission, while this isnt a new thing it still always scares you when hes gone for more than a day.
The worst part about these missions was that you had no contact with him, only other agents and the people in charge did and sadly despite being the wife, the social media manger didn’t have the authorization to get in contact. So you just had to wait it out with only a rough estimate from what Bob had said before he left. This mission he said he should be back by Saturday but of course theres is no actually way of knowing. But still here you are siting on the couch on a Saturday night, waiting for him to return home.
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A couple of hours pass and you have slightly dozed off when you hear the familiar sound of your front door unlocking. You bolt up and stare at the door waiting for your favorite person to walk in. The door slowly opens as Bob walks inside before slowly shutting it as he probably assumes you are asleep when in fact you very much aren’t and rush over to tackle him in a hug
Bob unprepared, stumbles slightly at the contact, letting a quick yelp, “Jesus Christ baby you scared me!” Bob adjust so hes facing you befor returning the hug.
The two of you stay in the entrance way just enjoying each others embrace, at some point Bob picked you up and wrapped you legs around his waist so he could fell you even closer. You two stayed there only ever whispering quite “I love you” and “I missed you”
Eventually you guys pull away so you could properly face each other —while still in bob’s arms— when he noticed your shirt. “Uhh baby- whats that” he murmurs with a confused look on his face
You glance down to see what exactly hes talking about you try so hard and fail to suppress a giggle. “Oh! Uhhh just a- just a shirt” You snicker “isnt it beautiful”
“Uh huh… it’s certainly something…” he murmurs glancing down at your interesting choice of sleep shirt. On the shirt is a photo of each member of the team from a fail photo shoot all edit together to make a sort of collage.
“Where did you even get this? Did you make it yourself?!” Bob asked studying the shirt more carefully, he lets out an annoyed sort of whine when he sees his portion of the shirt. He remembers that part of the shoot there was absolutely no personal space Bucky would not keep his gun out of his face.
“Better question… why do you even have this shirt?” Bob says with the sort of sigh thats says ‘I love you but what the fuck’
“What, it’s just my favorite sleep shirt when you are all out on missions, it gets lonely in the watchtower!” You defend, trying not to laugh to loud and wake the neighbors
“Sweetheart… we don’t even live in the watchtower anymore-“
“Yeah well! I still like wearing this shirt, it’s comfy!” You justify still giggling as Bob cares you into bedroom with a dramatic disappointed head shake
“You are so weird, god how did I even marry you” Bob tease with an adoring smile only a man helplessly in love with someone could have.
“Mmm well you did and now your stuck with me and my weird sleep shirts!”
Summary: You and Ben went to the El Royale in search for inspiration and a change from the hustle and bustle of New York City. There was something missing in your lives in the big apple and you left to go find it. At least that's what you told Miles as you checked in for you indefinite stay. Neither of you expected to find what you were looking for in the shy, caring hotel clerk who checked you in that first day.
Warnings: SMUT, strangers to friends to lovers, threesome, voyeurism (it's Miles duh), fingering, oral sex (f receiving), nipple play, unprotected p in v, anal sex (between ben and miles), mention of Miles drug addiction, mention of past exchanging's of sex for drug, mention of sex work, angst, Miles is YERNING!!!!, misunderstanding (Miles thinks there's cheating but no cheating around these parts!!!!), mentions of Miles's war past, mentions of past character deaths (Bens parents), Miles's religious guilt and trauma (If i miss any im sorry this was such a long fic)
Word Count: 11.9k (you better be fucking joking)
Note: This absolutely took me out. Took me a month to write and it's finally DONE!! If you notice similarities between this and Change, no you didn't. Thank you to @lalalunascope for dealing with me through all this, this fic wouldn't be what it is without your editing and suggestions!!! Based on this request here! Anyway, off to a meeting right now, excited to see your guys' reaction when I get out!
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The day you and Ben Mears stopped by for your extended stay at the El Royale, seeking supposed “inspiration” for a new book, Miles thought you both would be nothing more than a happily married couple who’d end up being the same type of customers he’d seen time and time again. Eat, sleep, and stay in your rooms unless you need some housekeeping from the lowly hotel clerk.
He thought the only mark or remembrance of your presence at the hotel would be your name inscribed in messy handwriting on the ledger kept in the back office of that raggedy hotel. Just another two names added to a list that would soon be forgotten and stored away once it got too filled. Miles never expected you to be any more than that. But he should’ve known, from the first time you met, that you and Ben would forever change his life.
You seemed like a nice couple. Listening to Miles give his whole speech about the great hotel and all its amenities, kindly asking him questions about room service and if the lobby was free to access. It wasn’t until you wrote your names down that Miles had realized he actually did know you. Well, your husband at least.
“O-oh, you’re Ben Mears? The author?”
Ben cocked a brow, surprised, “You know my books?”
Miles nodded, “Y-yeah, uhm I really liked your last one. Didn’t really think all those reviews about it were too fair.”
Shyly keeping his eyes glued to the wood counter, Miles missed the amused look of curiosity you and Ben shared, Ben’s raised brow or the playful wink you threw at your husband before he looked back up at you, none the wiser.
Ben chuckled, “Well, thank you Miles. You think you can call my publisher and let him know that?”
You lightly slapped his shoulder; Ben acted like he’d been wounded in combat. Miles smiled at you two. He didn’t usually get to see this type of relationship with his customers. Maybe back in the hotel's hay day when the El Royale was known as the place to be, but since the loss of the gambling license, most “couples” that crossed his paths were more correctly described as clients and their entertainment for the night. You two were a breath of fresh air from that.
Miles handed you the key to your room, ignoring the static he felt as your fingers brushed against his, “What brings you to the El Royale?”
Ben hummed, looking a little pained as he uttered the word, “Inspiration.”
Miles’s brows furrowed, eyes squinting as he tilted his head to the side, “Come again?”
Ben sighed, exhausted already at the mere memory of his publisher admonishing him for his last poorly reviewed book, “Well, my publisher has been up my ass about getting a new book out before the end of the year, and uh…”
You cut in, leaning against Ben's arm, “Let’s just say, staying in New York hasn’t been all that… inspiring.”
Miles nearly snorted at your comment. The idea of New York, the state of self-discovery and endless possibilities being so uninspiring that you and Ben had to come here, to this sad, old excuse for a hotel in the middle of the Nevada and California mountains, was comical.
And just like that, you two were off. Miles sighed in relief the moment you two disappeared into your room. He waited for the call that never came, the call from management to record the comings and dealings of the famed author staying with them for the foreseeable future, but when it never came, Miles actually felt a tad disappointed. Not that he wanted to blackmail you. Christ no, never. You were both so nice to him. He hated doing that to any guest, especially those as kind as you both, but it would’ve given him an excuse to sneak into those back rooms and take a peek. Just out of… curiosity. Yeah, that’s right. Curiosity. That was all. Nothing more.
Miles knew he shouldn’t have. He should have turned back and gone back to his room. But he couldn’t help the curiosity of it. Were you two the type to throw your bags wherever they landed and flop into bed to sleep off the exhaustion of your journey or did you get straight to… business after a long trip? Guess he’d find out soon enough.
The hallway illuminated with light as the two-way mirrors showed the inside of the various empty hotel rooms, all lonely in this great palace, just like Miles felt. Finally, he made it to your room.
The hallways were deathly quiet as he watched you two unpack. You said something that made the author chuckle and throw a shirt across the room toward you. You grinned and threw a pillow from the bed at your husband, who quickly dodged it. In a flash you were being led to the bathroom, presumably to share a shower with your husband. And just like that Miles was alone again.
It was quite a wholesome sight compared to the next time he went back to see you. He knew he shouldn’t have violated your privacy again; he just couldn’t help himself. Yesterday, you had been his only form of genuine human interaction that he’d had in months. Maybe it had been a small, fleeting moment for you, but to him it was everything.
The sun had barely risen when Miles started his rounds around the hotel. He started preparing the coffee for when you two’d inevitably come down for your morning cup of joe when he felt the pull to check those back rooms. He promised himself he’d just take a peek then march back into the lobby and stay there for further notice.
The sight before Miles boosted him with enough adrenaline for him to forgo caffeine for the rest of the day.
Your breasts bounced as you rode your husband, your arms wrapped around his shoulders as Ben had his hands on your hips, not to guide, but support you. The author looked at you like you were an angel cast down from heaven, love behind his eyes as he reached up and cupped one of your breasts in his hand, tugging at your nipple. Miles knew he shouldn’t have, but his finger flicked the switch to his side, and your moans echoed through the wall the moment he did.
“Oh! Ben, yes, yes!” Then as the author brought your nipple to his mouth, you whined, “Just like that – fuck!”
Unable to contain his own moans, Miles had to cover his mouth to drown out the sound as he palmed himself. The expression on his face could only be described as half scared, half aroused as Ben easily flipped you over.
“Shhh, darling,” Ben whispered with a smirk. “Don’t want to wake the neighbors now do we?”
“We’re the only ones in this fucking hotel. Shut up and fuck me harder, Ben.”
The author simply chuckled at your words, “As you wish.”
Your whine of Ben's name as he thrusted into you at a quicker pace nearly made Miles fall over. A wet, squelching sound of his dick slamming into your cunt followed behind every one of Ben's grunts, letting Miles and Ben know just how aroused you were.
You grabbed at his back, nails digging into his skin as you felt the pressure in your belly build, “Ben, m'close!"
Ben growled, picking up pace, “I got you, come on baby, come on my cock.”
Sweat dripped down the hotel clerk’s neck as he watched you moan. Seeing you come undone was the most beautiful thing. The way your eyes fluttered as you felt your orgasm reaching closer and closer, how you threw your head back and let out a strangled whine as you came on your husband’s cock was a work of art. A masterpiece.
Miles could barely hold back his whimper as he watched you cum. Ben handled you with a gentle touch, caressing your face as your back arched off the bed when you landed with an ‘oof’. Instead of Ben continuing on and chasing his own orgasm, he stopped, checking in on you. He pulled you into a deep, languid kiss, muttering the softest ‘you okay?’
You nodded, chuckling lightly as Ben pressed another kiss to your sweaty forehead. Miles was astounded at how attuned you and Ben were to each other, like you knew your partner’s next move before they did. When you moved, he moved; it was instinctive, but Miles guessed that must be what it’s like when you’ve found your person. The love of your life. Something Miles never had the pleasure of knowing.
Not with his high school sweetheart who he swapped kisses with under the school bleachers and who he swore he was going to marry when he returned from the war, or the various men he’d slept with on these very hotel beds. No, no they didn’t count. Miles was nothing more than a faded memory or another notch on their belts.
Miles couldn’t look any longer. He ignored the ache between his legs, covered the bulge in his pants with one hand and hobbled toward the exit. Once he got to his room, he’d be able to relive the ache he felt. And if the image of your breast in his mouth and Ben's hand wrapped around his cock was the only image that could make the lonely Catholic boy cum, he wouldn’t admit that to anyone. Not even God himself.
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Time seemed to fly with you and Ben at the El Royale. Usually, the days were dull and mundane, dragging on where 24 hours felt like 48. Miles didn’t think he’d see much of you besides the occasional room service or cocktail at the bar, but you and Ben rarely ever kept to yourselves.
He didn’t remember how it started, but you started sharing meals together almost immediately. Maybe it was when you offered him some pizza after ordering too much or because you ate together at the bar as you swapped stories about life in the Big Apple compared to Miles’s country life back in Indiana.
And then it turned into cooking lessons where you and Ben tried to recreate your mother’s famous chocolate pie. Miles tried to stifle a laugh as he watched you two work. Ben's hair was nearly all white with how much flour you'd thrown at him when ‘he accidentally’ got some chocolate on your face. Miles, in return, baked you both his Nana’s award-winning peach cobbler.
Ben was almost always in the lobby or patio, pen and notebook in hand as he jotted down idea after idea. The first time Miles saw those glasses perched up on the author’s nose, he nearly stumbled back to the room he came out from. Now Miles wasn’t an idiot; Ben Mears was attractive. He thought so the moment he turned to the back cover of one of his books and read the ‘About the Author’ section and there was Ben posed with his squinted eyes and finger on his chin as if in deep thought. But with those glasses, that collared shirt and the sun illuminating behind him, Miles nearly thought he was in some romance novel.
“You alright there, Miles?”
“Huh? Oh!” Miles jumped when he realized he’d been caught staring. He was grateful Ben didn’t comment on it. The author simply smirked to himself as the hotel clerk’s ears burned red, “Ye-yeah, m’fine.”
That exact interaction happened on more than one occasion. And Ben wore that shit-eating grin each and every time.
But they only really started bonding one night when Miles had woken up in a cold sweat, breathing heavily as the memories of gun fire, blood and screams of his fallen comrades shook him awake. He knew he couldn’t stay in bed, so he made his way down to the lobby, sliding on his slippers as he grabbed his robe off the side of the bed.
A few dim lanterns lit up the El Royale at this time of night, but the lobby for the most part was dark and deserted. Well, usually it was deserted.
“Hi.”
“Christ!”
Miles nearly jumped out of his skin as he turned to face Ben, who was sitting by himself on the lobby couch in the dark, looking quite amused at the sound Miles let out. Ben was lying across one of the couches, dressed in a t-shirt and pajama pants, and his eyes were red from lack of sleep.
“Can’t sleep?”
“Definitely won’t be able to anymore…” Miles muttered under his breath before walking behind the bar, “Tea?”
The other man shrugged, “If you don’t mind.”
While the kettle was warming up, Miles eyed Ben. He had gotten up and was messing with the fireplace, face scrunched up in frustration that it wasn't doing what he wanted.
“Here,” Miles walked over, taking over so Ben wouldn't break it. If it broke, who knew when management would ever get around to fixing the damn thing, “Let me help.”
Ben smiled at him sheepishly, heat crawling up his neck in embarrassment, “Thanks, sorry.”
Miles just threw him a tired smile, and in a flash, viola! Orange, red, and yellow flames bounced off the walls of the room, “What brings you out here so late?”
“Can’t sleep, and I didn’t want to wake her up with my tossing and turning so….” Ben trailed off, gesturing to himself.
Once the kettle whistled and Miles made himself comfortable on the couch across from the author, it didn’t take long for the two men to start talking. First, it was just about their day, asking what errands the other ran, what plans they had for tomorrow, before turning into what led to them both seeking each other’s company.
“What’s keeping you up?”
“Oh, um,” An explosion. Smoke. Fire. Dead eyes, “Nothing just, I get nightmares from time to time. Bad… memories.”
It didn’t take a genius to figure out what Miles meant by that. Ben had a feeling Miles served the moment he met the skittish man before him. Miles didn’t look like the stereotypical military, with his slouched shoulders and meek demeanor, but that look in his eyes screamed of someone who’d seen and survived things most couldn’t even fathom. Ben was lucky enough to have not been caught up in the draft, but he knew many who weren’t.
Ben bit the inside of his cheek, his voice much more serious than it had been all night long, “The war?”
Miles didn’t need to say anything, just a nod was enough, “W-what about you? What’s keeping you up?”
“Also, a nightmare, well, sort of. My parents died in a fire when I was very young, so I don’t really remember much about it. But when I’m sleeping, I can sometimes still feel things from that night, but it’s all fuzzy.” Ben let out a dry chuckle, shaking the thoughts out of his head, “Guess sometimes things are so bad your brain won’t let you remember them.”
“Well, my brain seems to do the opposite, won’t let me forget. I can still see them. The bodies, the dead eyes. The smell…” Miles flinched, like the memory was physically attacking him, “Can never forget the smell.”
Miles muttered the last part, but then, like a flip had been switched, he blinked, realizing what he’d revealed, not expecting himself to say something so real and personal. Ben looked like he was going to say something, but Miles didn’t want to dive deeper into it, “Sorry, forget I said anything.”
“No, don't apologize-”
“How’s the tea?” Miles said that sharper than he intended. He’s glad his Nana isn't here to slap him over the head for being so rude.
Ben stumbled over his words. “The – oh the tea? Y-yeah it’s good. Nice. Warm. Honey?”
Miles nodded, hiding away from Ben’s pity filled eyes, “Honey.”
A silence fell over them, and Ben looked like he wanted to say more. He knew Miles didn’t want to dive back into the past conversation, but he thought about complimenting Miles on how hospitable he’d been to them since they got here. Or maybe he’d compliment his eyes. They were so blue and so pretty; Ben could get lost in them if he stared for too long. But the blare of Miles’s alarm in his room interrupted him before he could say anything else.
“Oh! Is it nearly 6 already?”
“Huh? Oh... shit it is.” Ben messed with his hair, groaning as he stood up and looked at his watch, “Thanks for keeping me company this morning, or night or whatever.”
Miles smiled, ignoring the fluttering in his chest at how adorable Ben looked with his messy hair and tired eyes, before heading back toward his room, “See you for breakfast.”
Ben watched as he left, unable to deny the fact he wished he could’ve stayed talking to Miles, even for just a little longer, “See you.”
Those nightcaps between the two men continued on nearly every night, a routine of sorts. Sometimes they talked about nothing and everything. Almost every time, without fail, you came up. Ben could tell the other man was fond of you. Miles probably thought the shadows kept the blush across his cheeks concealed, but Ben could tell from a mile away. It made Ben all the more confident that the one-sided attraction you and he had for Miles wasn’t so one-sided after all.
At first Ben thought Miles was only attracted to you. The hotel clerk wasn’t exactly the best at hiding it. The way his gaze lingered on you for just a little too long whenever you came down for your morning coffee, and how he blushed as red as a cherry tomato whenever you teased him.
The one that always made Ben laugh every time he thought about it when he was watching you look over the engine of your guys’ car. You had taken it upon yourself to give it a once over when it wouldn’t start that morning before calling a mechanic that was going to charge way too much for a simple tow.
Blue eyes watched from behind the room blinds as your head was tucked under the hood of the car. Ben couldn’t help himself from ogling your ass from that angle, and it seemed he wasn’t the only one.
Ben’s eyes flickered over to Miles, who looked like he was just getting ready to do his afternoon stroll around the property when he saw you outside. Although you were facing away from him, he could tell you were frustrated from the cursing under your breath and how you threw the rag in your hand down on the engine followed by more expletives.
Averting his eyes from your ass and staring at the ground instead, he called out to you, “Car trouble?”
You turned to face him, sending him a strained smile before turning back to the car, “I was going to go into town and pick up a few things and it just… wouldn’t start, piece of shit,” you muttered those last words to yourself. You knew if Ben heard you say that about his beloved MG MGB, he would not stand for it. It was his pride and joy, even though he knew nothing about cars. “Miles… Do you happen to know of any mechanic in town? Maybe someone friendly enough that they won’t charge an arm and a leg just to look at the damn thing.”
Miles chuckled, “Afraid not, ma’am, but I’m sure we can find someone in the phone book.” He heard you mutter a ‘fuck’ before perking up again, “D-do you want me to take a look?”
You nearly jumped for joy at the offer. While you knew some things about cars, you were nowhere near an expert, “Would you? Do you know cars like that?”
Miles shakes his head, “N-not really, but I learned a little bit about them in LBJ.”
You tilted your head to the side, confused, “In what now?”
“Long Binh Junction.” When you still looked confused, he muttered, “In Vietnam.”
“Oh!” You straightened up at that, smile dimming slightly, “You served?”
“Y-yes, but that’s another life now.”
Noting how he seemed to skirt around the subject, you just nodded, “You’re too kind, Miles.”
He took the tool from your open hand, again feeling that static energy, but he didn't acknowledge it and kept his head down “Just helping where I can.”
Looking to make small talk while under the hood of your car, Miles asked, “Does Mr. Mears not –” Miles motioned to the engine of the car, and you couldn’t help but chortle at the mere idea of Ben knowing anything about cars.
“Ben may be gifted when it comes to writing, but cars? Anything to do with any type of machinery besides a pen and paper? He’s hopeless.” You proudly grinned when you heard Miles laugh.
“Oh, I think I see the issue.” Miles took the rag you handed him, wiping his hands clean as he explained, “Needs a new battery, and some spark plugs. Nothing too hard to change if you got the right tools, which I’m sure I got…”
The hotel clerk seemed to forget his words as his eyes moved from your face to the hand on his arm. Your hand was on his arm, rubbing it up and down before giving it a gentle squeeze as you smiled. Miles nearly combusted when you pressed an appreciative kiss on his cheek, “Thanks Miles. We’d be calling every mechanic in the phone book if it wasn’t for you.”
Heat bloomed under the hotel clerk's skin, his entire face turning a light shade of pink that reached all the way down to his neck, “O-of course. Um, d-do you need, um, me to help you to order the parts? Or, or I can help -”
You waved him off, “It’s quite alright Miles, you’ve done more than enough. I’ll get Ben to handle it. If he can’t look at a car, the least he can do is order the parts, no?”
“Right, right.” He stepped back, watching as you closed the hood of the car. His eyes couldn't help but wonder at your dress, butterflies fluttering in his stomach at how it hugged your figure in all the right places.
Ben hummed in interest as he watched you two bid each other goodbye, not at all missing how the hotel clerk’s gaze lingered on you, completely unbothered by it. You and he had always been different from other couples, more understanding than most.
You shared your bed with a third person only twice before. Both left you and your husband reeling in the aftermath when you learned the other wanted nothing more than to experiment or live to tell the tale of a wild night sleeping with a married couple. Although you didn’t care what others thought, you couldn’t be too upset when your past partners left when they realized you both wanted more.
Pretty soon after your talk under the hood of Ben’s car, you and Miles got really close over your shared hobbies. Miles liked to knit while you crocheted. They were different yet similar art forms. Sometimes you’d read aloud while Miles knit or cleaned around the lobby, stopping every so often to laugh at the dialog the author used or speculate about what you thought was going to happen next.
One time you surprised him. The weather started to get colder, the sun set earlier and the clouds started creeping in closer and closer every day. You noticed that Miles’ clothes seemed too sparse. He mainly wore his work uniform but on more than one chilly night, you found the hotel clerk wondering about the grounds shivering from the cold, his cheeks red as he tried and failed to protect his face from the icy winds.
Miles knew you were making something, but he thought it was for Ben. Imagine his surprise when you gave him a scarf, wrapping it around his neck and sides of his head as you explained why you were giving it to him. Miles thought it was beautiful. It was brown and soft, and so, so warm.
“I don’t know what to say, just, thank you. Thank you so much.”
You laughed as Miles hugged you, “I’m glad you like it.” Before placing a delicate kiss on the man’s cheek. It was the second one you’d given him, and Miles couldn’t believe it. Were you always so affectionate with people you didn’t know? Was this just something reserved for him, because you were friends? Was it… Could it…?
When you pulled back, Miles looked like he wanted to say something, his mouth hanging open and eyebrows raised as his throat went dry. Instead, he just mumbled another ‘thank you’ before holding the scarf close to him. The very next day Miles was dressed in his usual work attire but with one other addition, your scarf.
A couple days later, Miles had a gift of his own for you. Originally, he was knitting the blanket for himself. As the El Royale aged, the insulation in the building worsened and as the colder time of the year drew near and with management giving no indication into upgrading the bedding of the hotel, Miles decided to make a blanket of his own. But when he heard from Ben that you'd been shivering more at night, he immediately knew the blanket was no longer his to keep.
“For you.”
Your eyes widened, a surprised smile on your face as Miles revealed the secret he’d been hiding behind his back. A gasp escaped you as you touched the fabric. It was wool, but not the itchy kind. It was thick and soft, the best thing to wrap around yourself as you sat beside the fire with a book in your lap as it rained outside.
Clutching it to your chest, you beamed at him, “Miles! You shouldn't have. Oh! I love it!”
He rubbed the back of his head, a sheepish smile on his face as you complimented the fabric and his technique, “I know, but… you mentioned being cold at night now that winter's coming, and I, uh, well, I also wanted to thank you for the scarf you gave me.”
Lightly, you flicked his shoulder, ignoring his little ‘hey!’ “You don't need to give me things in return, Miles. That was a gift.”
“I know! I know, but I just…wanted to do something nice for you.”
Miles shrunk away at his confession, eyes glued to the floor. Your heart nearly soared out of your chest at his words. You thanked him again with a hug this time, and Miles couldn't help but bury his head in your neck. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply, not wanting the hug to end.
The night Miles knew he was absolutely and unequivocally gone for both of you was a couple of days later. You were going about your usual routine, reading a book in the lobby as Miles sat beside you, this time with his blanket over your lap.
At first Miles always sat far away enough as to not make you uncomfortable, but in your time together, he went from sitting on the other side of the couch to you being tucked under his arm, a blanket you made thrown over both your laps with your mugs of Chamomile resting on the table.
Your head lulled to the side as you started speaking slower and yawning between your sentences. Then, silence. The thump of the book in your hands falling shut when your hands went limp echoed as Miles felt the added weight of your head in the crook of his neck.
Oh. My. God.
Miles froze. He carefully moved to peek at you before looking straight ahead again. Okay, okay it’s fine, it’s fine. Besides the fact you’re going to be upset at losing your spot in the book when you wake up later, this was all going to be fine. He just needed his heart to stop beating out of his chest as he caught a whiff of your shampoo.
Miles bit his bottom lip as he stared down at you. He just didn’t have it in his heart to wake you, but he knew you’d do much better sleeping in your own bed than the hotel lobby, so he hooked one arm under your legs and picked you up bridal style. He stopped breathing for a moment when you stirred, looking like a deer in headlights until you settled down, mumbling something in your sleep as you snuggled his chest. Breathing a sigh of relief, Miles made sure you were secure in his arms, and carried you to your room.
The timing couldn’t have been more perfect, just as Miles reached your room, a groggy Ben opened the door, saving him from having to figure out how to knock and make sure you don’t wake up at the same time.
“Oh! Miles! Hey, wha- oh. She fell asleep?”
“Y-yeah,” Miles whispered, checking to make sure you didn't wake up at Ben’s voice, but thankfully all you did was stir before nuzzling closer to his chest. You were going to be the death of him and you didn't even know what you were doing, “I didn't have the heart to wake her up.”
The two men shared a smile before Ben stepped aside to let Miles in. Ben tried to offer his arms up to take you, but Miles shook his head. He’d hate to have you get woken up because he transferred you from his arms to Ben's.
Miles set you down on the bed while Ben took off your shoes, a tense, yet comfortable silence falling between them. Tense for Miles because he was finally in the room he’d watched you and Ben on that first day you checked in. He avoided the backrooms since that day he saw you having sex. No matter how tempted he was, he wasn’t going to violate your privacy like that again.
The floorboards creaked as Ben got up and snatched up a pair of wool socks from your drawer before sitting down on the bed and bringing your legs into his lap, “Her feet run cold, so she always gotta sleep with her fuzzy socks on.”
Miles chuckled, “Oh yeah?”
“Yeah, thank goodness too.” Ben rubbed your calves, smiling fondly down at your sleeping figure, “No more getting attacked by her icicles every night and morning as long as she got them on.”
Two sets of blue eyes met and after a beat, stifled laughter filled the room. Miles grinned even wider when Ben told him not to tell you he told him that. Ben's love for you was so obvious and raw and real. Though his heart broke because he knew he’d never experience that with either of you, he was happy for you both.
“Did you end up finding what you were looking for?”
Ben cocked a brow at Miles, “Whatcha mean?”
While throwing another blanket over your sleeping body, Miles reminded Ben, “You said that when you checked in. That you were searching for something, that something was missing in New York. Did you find it?”
Ben paused, watching as Miles tucked you in. All the instincts in his body told him to lean forward, kiss the man next to him and tell him he was who they were looking for, but he shook his head at the thought. “Yeah, yeah I think we have.”
Finally satisfied that you were comfortable, Miles turned to Ben, “Good.” But there was something different in his eyes when he said it. Something almost… sad.
Ben noticed immediately, concerned, “You okay?”
Miles nodded, avoiding Ben's face as he stood up, “Yeah, yeah, I'm just tired. I’ll leave you be, have a good night.” And like that, Miles rushed out. He could barely hear Ben's response with how quickly he dashed out of there.
When Miles finally made it back to his own quarters, sitting there alone in the dark, desolate room, he could finally let himself break down at what Ben's words really meant. His hands shook, as he tried to unbutton his shirt, a ragged exhale leaving his lungs when he could finally get it off him. If you truly found what you were looking for, the day would soon come that you two would finally check out and he’d never see you again. That made his heart race, and not in a good way.
He’d like to imagine you’d be indefinite guests here. He had gotten so used to having someone to talk to. You two became the people who helped pass the time when he was polishing the same unused glasses for the hundredth time. There were other guests who stayed when you were there, but neither had the effect on him that you two did. It was like you were a witch and cast a spell on him, keeping him only on you.
Miles shook his head at himself. He shouldn't be thinking this. You and Ben weren't his to keep. To have and to hold. He tried to ignore the pain in his chest, inducing sleep to avoid pain, but no matter how hard he tried, his brain wouldn't shut up. All he saw when he closed his eyes was the back of Ben's car as you and Ben left him, forever. So he did something he hadn't done in a while. Miles thought he wasn't worthy of God's ear for a long time now. Someone who's hurt as many people as he had should not get that pleasure. Nor someone with the same temptations as he.
“Lord,” Miles began, dropping to his knees and intertwining his hands together as he prayed, “I know I have no reason to ask this of you right now, but I need your help. Please, rid me of these urges and wants. I know it’s not right, wanting a man and woman, a married couple, but I can't-” Miles inhaled sharply, nearly collapsing against the edge of his bed as he felt tears brimming his eyes, “Please just stop it. I don't wanna miss them when they leave. Please.”
It almost made Miles chuckle at the irony of it all. He used to pray for a lover who'd love him whole and completely, and yet here he is now, praying his feelings would disappear.
Miles wiped the stray tear from his cheek, sniffling as he got up and settled himself into bed. The cold bed squeaked under him as he pulled one of his pillows into his arm, pulling it under his chin so he had something to hold. Miles liked to think he did this because it brought him some comfort, but really, it was so that way he could sleep, imagining for once, he wasn't going to bed alone.
It was apparent that his prayers went unanswered when your impending departure was the only thing on Miles’s mind all day long. It was all he thought of as he washed the dishes from last night's dinner, cleaned the counters for the fifth time that day and as Miles prepared Ben a drink for their usual nightcap. You two had mostly kept to yourselves today, and Miles hated to admit how much he missed your company. He really wanted to march down to your room and ask if he could come in to just be near you. Whether it be watching TV, listening to the radio or reading a book, he didn’t care. But that would’ve been too much.
He was almost afraid Ben wouldn't come tonight because he had barely seen him, but when the author finally made an appearance, Miles let out a sigh of relief. The usual pleasantries were exchanged between them, before Miles went to get Ben's drink ready and that was when his mind wandered to you. Should he ask for you to join them? He’d really like that. Even though you were probably busy, but he just -
“You alright there, Miles?”
Miles blinked, dropping the spoon into the drink he’d most definitely over stirred as he got lost in his head. Ben sat right across from him, book in hand and glasses perched up on his nose.
The longer the hotel clerk looked at the famed author, the drier his mouth felt.
Ben looked at him, concerned, still waiting for an answer.
Miles’s voice came out shakier than intended, “O-oh right. Yes, yes, I’m f-fine.”
Ben hummed, putting the book in his lap down and standing up, “I’m gonna miss this place ya know?”
“Oh!?” Christ Miles! Keep your voice at a normal octave.
“Yeah…” Ben trailed off, gazing at Miles with a look so intense the hotel clerk had to look away, “Like I said, finally found that thing I was looking for. Plus, we’ve been getting a bit antsy for a change of scenery. Not saying California isn’t pretty but…”
Miles laughed half-heartedly, before his face turned serious again, “W-when will you be going?” he doubts you’ll be leaving soon. You have to at least give him a two week notice. So he could mentally prepare. He’ll make sure to cherish his time with you both even more. Not that he already didn't, but he’d make sure to remember the sound of your laugh, the smell of Ben's cologne. Maybe he can take one of your pillows, so he can still have something that smelled of you both, until it inevitably disappeared with time -
“Probably in a couple days. At most a week.”
“What!? But that’s so-” Miles cleared his throat, collecting himself. Pull yourself together man! “Sorry, I mean, that’s soon.”
Ben nodded, tapping his finger on the armrest of the couch, “I know…” before he changed the subject, a look flashing across his face that Miles didn't recognize. “Do you dance?”
Miles flashed him an incredulous look, but shook his head, “Not really, no.”
Ben stood up, walking to the dusty jukebox with a sway in his step. The author tapped his foot as he searched for a record to play, before he found the perfect one.
And yet as the record started to play, instead of sitting back down and humming the tune like Ben usually did on nights like this, he walked up to Miles and outstretched his hand.
“Neither do I.”
Miles tried to wave him off, shaking his head when Ben beckoned him over, “O-oh no, I can’t”
“Come on, what’s one dance?”
Miles gave him a look. One dance was asking a lot. That meant Miles would be pressed up against Ben, nose to nose, well, chin to nose since Ben had a couple inches on him, but still, they'd be so close. And what if Miles stepped on his feet? Or what if he'd look so deeply into Miles' soul that he’d realize his feelings for the author? For you? Oh you. What if YOU walked in and thought-
Ben's hand slid over his shoulder, grabbing Miles’s attention. Ben still had that stupid smile on his face,”Comeon, just this once.”
Miles let out an exasperated sigh, acting as if having the chance to be so close to the man that made his heart skip and head spin was such a chore, “Alright. But if I step on your feet, it’s your own fault.”
“Yesss!”
Miles laughed at his reaction, his stomach doing somersaults as an ink-stained hand wrapped around his smaller, paler hand. Ben held Miles tight at the waist, their hips swaying as the chorus of the song played.
“Is this okay?”
Goosebumps spread up and down Miles’s neck as he felt Ben's hot breath on his skin, “Y-yes, fine. It’s fine.”
“Good, good.” Wooden floorboards creaked quietly under them as they swayed. Miles kept his gaze focused on Ben’s Adam's apple, too scared to look up. And Ben couldn’t take his eyes off the other man, he barely could since he met the man all those months ago.
Ben was immediately taken with Miles when you met him that first night. You weren't at all surprised as you heard Ben rave to you about how cute the doe-eyed hotel clerk was, gushing about how he blushed and stuttered. Ben always liked to claim he fell in love with you the moment you met, and so far, he’s yet to contradict that statement. And then not even a week later, you were doing the same. Your face hot and flustered as Ben teased you about your crush after he caught you doodling Miles’s face in that notebook of yours. That’s when you knew you had to decide quickly if you wanted to pursue something with Miles or not. And the answer was obvious to you both, and Ben was looking to take that leap for you both.
Ben couldn’t help himself as he blurted out, “You’re beautiful.”
“Ummm,” Miles swallowed, stiffening as his eyes darted from Ben to the floor.
Ben caught on, and started rubbing circles with his thumb on Miles's hip bone, “I don’t mean to offend or make you feel awkward, it’s just, you are. Very beautiful.”
The air went still, something shifting between them. It felt like time stopped as the music playing became nothing but a quiet lull as the two men stared at one another. Miles couldn't stop looking at Ben's crooked smile, memorized. Ben looked like he was in a trance as he brushed the lonely curl out of Miles eyes, cupping his cheek after.
“I-”
Ben leaned forward, placing a delicate, almost tentative kiss against Miles’ lips. Miles’s breath hitched, his brain glitching for a moment before he kissed back. Oh, this was better than Miles could have ever imagined. Ben was so gentle with him, cupping his cheek as he pulled him into a deeper kiss.
Ben's hands tightened along Miles's waist, pulling him impossibly closer. Miles' hands got tangled up in the author's hair, the kiss going from sweet to excited.
Ben's lips were so soft; he tasted so sweet. Then, Miles thought of you. Would your lips be just as soft? Would he be able to taste the flavor of your chapstick as his tongue danced along your mouth?
Wait…no, this was all wrong.
In an instant, Miles pushed back, “N-no.”
Ben tried, cupping his face again, “Miles-”
“You’re married.”
The sound Miles made nearly broke Ben’s heart. He sounded so broken. So betrayed at Ben for kissing him, for making him a perpetrator in a seeming attempt to commit adultery. If he only knew this was meant to happen. Not exactly of course. You and Ben were going to talk to Miles before you left. To explain your feelings to the man you’d both come to care for far more intensely than you should for only knowing him a few months, but you needed to let him know before you left.
“Yes, but Miles, she, we, we both-”
“No!” Miles snapped, his lip wobbling as he backed away even further from Ben, “I- I need to go. I’m sorry, I didn't mean to, I just, I need to go.”
“Miles!” Ben tried to get him to stop, but the sound of the maintenance door slamming shut was deafening. The author rubbed his face. With all the vocabulary and literacy experience he had, there was only one word he could use to describe this situation he’d just put himself in and what he was feeling as he thought of telling you what he’d just done.
“Shit.”
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Miles couldn’t hide from either of you for too long.
He stayed in his room in the hour following his outburst, spending most of his time on his knees, praying with his Nana's old rosary. But he knew it was futile, for if he doubted God was listening to him before, he surely wasn't listening now. Not after that kiss.
And he also felt so bad about how he snapped at Ben. He knew he shouldn't feel guilty about it. Ben was the outlier here, but that shattered look in Ben's eyes kept flashing to the front of his mind every time he closed his eyes.
It’d only been a couple hours since his adulterous kiss when he got a call from your room. He debated letting it ring, too scared of confrontation, but the longer that shrill ring of the phone went on, the worse his fear of you storming over and telling him off in person grew. You wouldn’t be mad at him. He knew that. Your husband was the one who kissed him after all, but Miles honestly didn’t know what to expect.
Miles’s voice only wavered slightly as he answered the phone, trying to sound as normal as possible, “Thank you for calling the-the, um El Royale. This is M-Miles speaking.”
“Miles…” you sounded tense, like you just had an argument and were holding in all your emotions. Miles gripped the phone even harder hearing the shakiness in your voice, “Could you be a dear and come by the room when you have a chance? There’s something…” You paused, and Miles wanted the ground to open up and swallow him whole. “Something we need to discuss with you.”
Panicked, “M-ma’am, I swear I –”
“We’ll see you in a bit, Miles.”
Defeatedly, he responded, “O-okay.”
“Great, thank you.”
Miles’s hands shook even worse as he put the phone down. His eyes flickered over to where your room was; all the lines of windows from the empty rooms were pitch black besides yours. Despite the curtains being drawn closed, he could still see the light from inside.
His fingers twitched as he stared at the door leading to the back rooms. It wasn't right, he knew that, but part of him wanted to know what he was getting into before he left. But a flicker from outside drew his attention. Your curtain opened, and he couldn't tell who was there, but it looked like someone was looking out the window, probably looking for him.
The walk to your room felt like the most strenuous journey. Fallen leaves and gravel crunched under his shoes, the clouds circling over the El Royale in a way that made Miles sure it was a taunt. A glimpse into the storm he was walking into. When Miles got to your door, he debated just turning around and hightailing it back to his little shack of a room until your door creaked open.
There you stood, wrapped up in the blankets Miles knit for you, with swollen eyes, like you'd been crying, and with a look on your face Miles couldn’t decipher. A mix of sadness, anger, and something he couldn’t quite understand (hope?) was etched across your face.
“Miles.” Your voice sounded rough, smile not reaching your eyes. “Thank you for coming. Please come in.”
Miles shook his head, backing away, but you reached out, grip firm but still gentle, and tugged him inside, “Please Miles, we just want to talk.”
He let you pull him in, and the first thing the hotel clerk saw was Ben sitting on the couch, a look of guilt flooding his face. The author looked like a dog who’d just been caught doing something bad and received the reprimand of a lifetime. He tried to send Miles a reassuring smile, but Miles averted his eyes to the floor, shame flooding him all over again.
“Miles-”
“I’m sorry -” He immediately fell to his knees, ignoring the sharp pain he felt as his bone connected with the wooden floors at the wrong angle. He didn't flinch when he heard Ben’s involuntary gasp or the scrape of the chair behind him, his hand clasped together with yours as he begged for forgiveness, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to cause you any distress!”
Your hands shot out, trying to get him off the floor, “Miles please, stand up, you don’t need to -”
“I’m terribly sorry for – I swear I would never -”
“Miles, Miles please! There isn’t anything to forgive. Ben was supposed to wait until -”
“Please don't be mad! I swear - wait, wait, wait…” Miles’s eyes flickering to you then Ben and back to you, “Supposed to wait… for what? To.. to kiss me?”
You nodded, helping the open-mouthed clerk up off the floor onto the edge of the bed, sitting beside him. Ben stayed on the other side of the room, waiting for your okay to move.
Miles looked less stressed but more confused now, “What… I don’t... I don't understand.”
You sighed, rubbing his back, “This isn't how we wanted to tell you. We had a plan in place.” You spoke very pointedly at Ben, who cringed and slumped down in his seat at your tone.
“A… a plan?”
You exhaled, squaring your shoulders up like it’d give you the confidence you needed to confess, “We were going to ask you out properly at least once before we left. Take you somewhere nice now that the car’s fixed. We knew we couldn’t just spring this on you out of nowhere. We thought we weren’t being subtle about it, but maybe we were.”
“So… so you're not mad at me? For the kiss?”
“At you? Heavens no! I was mad at Ben for not acting according to plan…” You trailed off, watching your husband lean forward and face palm himself, “Only slightly.”
Miles looked like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. You… you and Ben… you wanted him? How… Why? Did God finally answer his prayers and give him the love he so sought after? No, Miles didn’t want to dwell on it any longer. You wanted him. Him! He wasn’t going to question it.
“A-all this time - I, I’ve never felt this way before. I didn’t think it was right. Falling for two people, let alone a married couple, but -” Ben moved closer, noticing the shake in Miles’s voice, and Miles immediately leaned into him, “But I have. It’d be a lie to suggest otherwise.”
Nudging your nose against his, you asked, “Can I kiss you, Miles?”
He didn’t care that he sounded desperate and needy when he answered you, “Please.”
You closed the gap between you, hands cupping Miles’s cheeks as you finally kissed the man you’d been pinning over for so long. It may be a cliche, but you swore you felt sparks fly as your lips met. Hands gripped your sides tight, like Miles was afraid you’d disappear if he let you go. Like he was so scared that he’d open his eyes and find this was all some cruel dream. That he wasn’t actually here, kissing the woman of his dreams.
It escalated after that. You had told yourselves you wouldn’t, but sometimes instincts took over and all you could do is act. Ben’s cock ached the longer he watched you two, and he desperately needed another taste.
His cock twitched as the shy hotel clerk let out the most adorable squeak when Ben quickly pulled him away, barely letting him breathe before capturing him in another heated kiss. You didn’t let that interruption deter you. As much as you would’ve liked to spend hours kissing Miles, you found yourself littering the neck of the man sandwiched between you two with hickies, sucking and biting wherever you could.
Miles’s breath hitched as hands tugged on the hotel clerk’s belt. A choked cry left him as Ben slid his hand under Miles’s underwear and touched him. It’d been so, so long since Miles felt a touch that wasn’t his there. And Ben wasn’t rough or quick with his movements like how Miles touched himself. He was curious, languid in his movements as his hand stroked him. Miles could’ve cum from just this, you sucking on his pulse point and Ben jerking him off, but he didn’t want that. He wanted to be as close to you as possible when that time came.
“Wait, wait, wait!”
You pulled back, “What’s wrong?”
Ben’s hand moved from his cock, but Miles’s hand stopped him before he could pull away, “Are we moving too fast? Are you okay?”
“M’fine, I swear, more than fine. I just…I don’t wanna cum yet.”
You cooed at how shy he was admitting that. Miles blushed even harder when you gave his cheek another peck, “Okay, let’s go at your pace. Where do you want us, baby?”
“I don’t know, I just- I just want you both, please.”
“Wanna sit on his face, love?”
Miles’s hips jerked forward at that. His face somehow burned even hotter when you and Ben chuckled at his desperation.
“I think that’s a yes.”
You chuckled at Ben before turning back to him, “Want that honey? Want me to sit on your face?”
He nodded, but you shook your head, “Need to hear you say it baby.”
“Yes, please!”
With that, you kissed him again, both you and Ben working quickly to rid Miles of his clothes and then your own. Once the three of you were in your naked glory, you maneuvered Miles onto the bed, resting his head on the pillow. You hovered over the hotel clerk’s face, giggling as you wiped a bit of drool from his chin.
“Ready, darling?”
Miles nodded, licking his lips as he stared at your pretty pussy.
You tutted, hand coming up and pulling at his hair. You felt a slick rush through your heat at the pathetic whine Miles let out, “Words.”
“Y-yes, please. I'm ready, I'm ready.”
The moment your pussy connected with Miles’s face, he went wild. Gone was the frazzled, shy hotel clerk from before, now in his place, was a man frenzied for the taste of a pussy he had been dreaming of for oh so long. His tongue darted forward, tracing every surface and crevice of your folds. Miles couldn't get enough; you tasted so sweet and you were so wet for him already.
Your fingers found their way into Miles' unruly locks, decimating the presentable, put-together look they’d had as you curled your fingers into a fist and pulled. You moaned, feeling his tongue glide along your slick-soaked folds. A whimper escaped your gritted teeth as his nose bumped against your clit, and it took everything in you to not start grinding against his face to chase after the feeling, “Miles! Yes! Yes! Fuck, do that again!”
And do that again he did. Every bump of his nose against your sensitive little nub had you seeing stars, thighs tightening over his head, but Miles didn't care. He'd happily suffocate between your legs if it meant he got to hear you mewl and whine his name all day.
Ben watched from the side, entranced. He rubbed his clothed cock, moaning quietly as you turned back to look at him, throwing him a quick wink before going back to facing Miles. Ben couldn't ignore the strain in his pants anymore. You just looked so beautiful like this, both of you. If it was possible, he would’ve gotten this moment framed so it could be immortalized. That look in Miles’s eyes as he looked up at you, studying every part of your face, making sure he was pleasing you the way you deserved. The way your mouth opened in an ‘O’, a moan escaping you as Miles’s nose bumped your clit again.
The bed dipped as the author crawled toward you two. Swiftly, Ben grabbed a hold of those slim, pale legs and spread them apart, his mouth watering as Miles's puckered hole fluttered back at him, “So beautiful.” Ben muttered, leaning forward and pressing a kiss against him.
Miles squeaked against you, hole tightening. Ben chuckled, “God you're so cute,” before he spit on his entrance. A desperate, muffled sound escaped Miles as he heard the clasp of the lube and felt two fingers probing at his entrance. He whined, grabbing your thighs even tighter as Ben's fingers entered him.
You couldn't help but giggle as you started grinding down on his face, “Open him up nice and good, Ben. He makes the most adorable noises.”
“So fucking adorable,” Ben muttered, “Cant wait till i feel him around me.”
Precum spurted from Miles’s slit when he heard that, and you giggled, cooing at how blown Miles eyes were as Ben began scissoring him open. Every curl and twist of those long fingers elicited moans, each one louder than the last. And the louder Miles was, the more those fingers worked.
Ben made eyes at you, giving you a look that said ‘watch this’ and you quirked up a brow, wondering what he was going to do. And then, Miles jerked, moaning against your sex and eyes rolling to the back of his head as he felt Ben ghost his prostate, teasing him. Goosebumps littered Miles' skin when Ben bit down on the flesh of his thigh, legs jerking to the side when Ben did it again with a rougher bite.
It didn’t take long for you to climax after that. You could feel the coil in your belly twisting and turning with every whimper, grunt, and lap at your folds. Miles had a wondrous tongue, keeping you on edge for the longest time, but Miles, feeling overwhelmed with the new, exciting feeling, instinctively wrapped his lips around your swollen clit and sucked. That did you in.
The noise that came from you was high-pitched, almost animalistic as you arched your back, toes curling and thighs clenching as waves crashed through your body, the cry of Miles’s name leaving your lips as your orgasm wracked through you. Thank God the bed had a headboard for you to hold onto or else you would have collapsed entirely on the man under you. Slick gushed over Miles' face, and he didn't care. He kept lapping and sucking on your arousal.
You whined, “Miles, m’sensitive” and slowly lifted your hips, muscles aching from being in the same position for so long, but before you could get far, you were pulled back down.
Blue eyes glimmered with want, the hands around your thighs tightening as they tried to keep you in place. You laughed, shaking your head at the hazy eyes under you, “Oh, Miles. Miles, Miles, Miles.” Another whine from him made you giggle. Brushing the hair out of his eyes, you let him stay there for a little longer before you had to physically pry his hands off you, “Come on baby, let me go. Don't worry, I ain’t going anywhere, just wanna lay down beside you.”
Finally, with sad eyes, he let you go. The moment you were off him, Ben couldn’t help but surge forward, purring against Miles’s lips, “Wanna taste you two together,” before his tongue slipped between those plush, slick-coated lips. Clammy hands wrapped around Ben's shoulders, tugging him closer. They got lost in each other, hands roaming everywhere, grabbing and pulling at whatever they could reach. You watched from beside Miles, feeling a familiar throb in between your legs as precum spurted again from the slit of Miles’s cock and onto Ben’s belly.
Ben huffed a laugh as he felt that sticky substance on his skin, “Okay, okay, won't keep you waiting any longer.” Miles' chest heaved up and down, eyes only leaving Ben for a second when you took his hand in yours. “You ready, baby?”
Miles had never nodded his head so fast before, “Please, I need to feel you inside me.”
You kept your gaze locked on Miles as Ben's dick hovered over his entrance, not taking your eyes off him when he shut his to brace for the stretch of Ben’s girthy member.
You studied the beauty of Miles Miller coming undone. How his mouth opened slightly to whine, and how he bit down his lower lip to hold back an embarrassingly high-pitched whimper as Ben finally pushed inside. Tears of ecstasy escaped his iridescent blue eyes, and his lips glistened in the light, coated with his drool and your slick.
Ben's eyes twisted shut as Miles clenched tightly around him, keeping him close, “You feel amazing, so tight.”
After letting Miles get used to the feeling of being stretched wide, Ben finally tried moving. Miles gripped your hand, hissing as Ben pulled out, only to slam back into him. Miles cried out, the bedframe hitting the wall with a thud as Ben found his rhythm fast.
With a mischievous smile, you started toying with Miles’s nipple, smiling wider when he moaned, squirming and clenching against Ben as you started rubbing his nub until it hardened.
Miles whimpered through gritted teeth when you wrapped your lips around his nipple and sucked, “Oh my god! Ugh!”
Not a single coherent sentence left Miles’s trembling lips as Ben hit his prostate dead on, and you sucked and nipped at his chest, just your name, Ben’s, and various “Oh my god!”s, “Please!”s, and “F-fuck, s-so good!”s leaving the man.
It wasn’t long before Miles cried out, his seed shooting out and spilling all over his chest, even reaching the bottom of his chin as the most intense orgasm he’d ever experienced ran through him. Sobs wracked his body as he felt pure euphoria.
You immediately soothed him, petting his hair and whispering words of praise and affection as the last of his cum spurted onto his tummy, “You did so good, Miles. S’good for us. Our good boy.” All Miles could do was whimper as you kissed his fallen tears over and over.
Ben was right behind him, grunting into Miles’s neck as his cum flooded the other man’s ass. He had nearly collapsed on top of Miles but caught himself before he could crush him with his body weight.
Ben pulled out and fell to the other side of Miles. Blindly, Miles reached behind him, searching. Ben intertwined his hand with his, pressing his chest against Miles’ back, "Beautiful. You felt so good, so beautiful. You were amazing, bud.”
Heavy breathing and the smell of sex filled the air as all three of you laid in bed together. You quickly cuddled into Miles chest, peppering his neck with light kisses as you watched him start to doze off.is eyes blinked rapidly, trying to stay awake, but the nerves and emotionally-charged conversation from earlier mixed with the most emotionally intense sex he’d ever had basically drained him off all energy.
You stroked his head, shifting up to give him better access to your chest. You held back a moan when Miles immediately latched onto your breast, his sleepy eyes staring up at you for a moment before they fluttered closed, open, and closed again.
Miles wanted to talk. He wanted to discuss next steps, what this meant. Was this just a fling, or something more? Was he meant to stay or get dressed and shamefully make his way back to his lonely cot in the lonely storage closet of the lonely hotel? But his mind could barely dwell on that, too fuzzy and comfortable with the feeling of your breast in his mouth and Ben’s stubble against his shoulder. Without even knowing, Miles fell asleep.
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Miles wasn’t used to sleeping with another person. Miles had sexual partners in the past, but none that ever stayed long enough for him to wake up in their arms the next morning. Whether it be the sex worker who entertained him after she was done with her clients or his former dealer, who he used to trade drugs for sexual favors with. They all discarded him like yesterday’s trash after they’d gotten their fill.
It’s why when he woke up face-first in Ben' s solid chest, the author’s heart beating in his ears and your naked body pressed against his back, he didn’t know what to do. The comfortability of the environment was foreign to Miles. He felt so… safe. And that scared him.
Instinct made him panic. What if you weren’t expecting him to be here still? But the things you said last night, about wanting him… was it all just a ruse to get him in your bed? No, no you weren’t like that.
Before Miles could make a break for it and wiggle out of your hold, the arms wrapped around him gave him a gentle but firm squeeze. Blue eyes sleepily blinked down at him, before the author buried his nose in Miles’ hair, giving the top of his head a tiny, good morning peck before he snuggled the hotel clerk further.
Ben’s voice, rough and groggy, cut through the air, “Morning cuddles are the best part of the day.”
“Shut up,” You cut in, eyes closed as you pulled yourself impossibly closer to the wide eyed and no longer asleep hotel clerk, “Let me and Miles sleep.”
You yawned right at the end,and that’s when you finally opened your eyes.
Soft. That’s how Miles would describe you in the morning.
Your eyes were soft. Smile soft. Even the way your hand felt as you cupped his cheek was soft.
“You sleep, okay?”
Miles was going to say yes. Yes, he did sleep fine, how about you. Yes, yes, he slept better than he had in months, hell, years. But instead, he said:
“Did you mean it?”
You hummed, thumb still stroking his cheek, “Mean what?”
“L-last night. Y-you said you -”
Miles averted his gaze, the words on the tip of his tongue, but he felt like a bomb would go off in his chest if he finished the sentence. Ben tutted, cupping the other man’s cheek. Miles looked back up, vulnerable.
“Our feelings for you? Yes, without a doubt.”
“We meant every word, Miles.”
Miles sighed in relief, “Thank god.”
You moved to sit up, and Miles followed. He let out a little ‘oof’ when you suddenly straddled his lap. He opened his mouth to say something when you interrupted him with a kiss, “Do you,” You kissed him again, and Miles gasped against your lips as your exposed cunt rubbed right up against his twitching cock, “Have any guests checking in today?”
Miles shook his head, fighting the urge to pull you down and take you right in front of Ben, “N-no one’s on the books to come until Tuesday.”
“Good,” It’s Ben who spoke this time. The author leaned forward, chin resting on your shoulder as you shared a crooked smile with him, before turning to face the doe-eyed, red-faced hotel clerk, “Means we can have you all to ourselves then.”
And have him you did.
It would be hours until any of you left the bed that day. You explored each other’s bodies, learned what made Miles tick, what had him whimpering and begging for more, while Miles learned just how sensitive Ben’s nipples were and what it took to make you squirt.
Once you were near the brink of exhaustion, you finally stopped, collapsed onto one another as you basked in each other’s embrace. That’s when you asked the question. The question you and Ben had rehearsed over and over on how to ask, and the one Miles had been waiting to hear all night.
“Come with us. I know – we know – you have your own life here, but we don’t want to see you every so often, a few times a year. We want to wake up next to you every day and fall asleep with you every night. We know it might be too soon but -”
“Yes.”
You blinked, not expecting him to sound so sure. You thought Miles would need time to think, you were asking him to risk it all, leave his home and everything he knew. “R-really? Are you -”
Miles pulled you down and kissed you, his damp forehead pressing against yours as he muttered against your swollen lips, “Yes. No question about it. There's nothing for me here. I've been wanting to leave for so long, but never had any reason to, but you…” Ben reached up and wiped Miles’s teary eyes, “You’re reason enough.”
Never in his seven years, 10 months and 15 days of service here at the El Royale did Miles ever think he’d be able to escape the clutches of the wretched hotel. Escaping the rooms that brought him so much guilt as he remembered the people he helped blackmail, to break free of the lonely hallways he’d called home for so long. He chucked his orange blazer on the floor of the hotel lobby along with his name tag, not caring that the hotel would remain unmanned without him here. That was management's issue now, not his.
Now he was packed up in your car, his duffle and satchel nestled neatly between your suitcase and Ben's own duffle bag. The author was at the wheel, a boyish smile on his face as his hand squeezed the former hotel clerk’s thigh. You yawned and stretched out your arms like a cat before curling into Miles’s side, head tucked under his neck as you got ready for one of many road trip naps. The fit was a little snug in Ben's car, but it was comfortable enough.
“Here,” Ben tossed Miles the map from the glove compartment, “Mind being my navigator for the next couple of hours?”
Miles shook his head with a grin and opened it up, “Where we headed next?”
Ben smiled, “Well, while we may have found what we were missing in life in Nevada, or were we technically in California,” Miles blushed and smacked Ben’s shoulder, you sleepily mumbling for him to stop at the same time, “I still have to do some research.”
“I thought you said you found the inspiration you were looking for already?”
Ben ruffled Mile’s hair, while Miles just giggled before leaning his head against Ben’s shoulder, “We found what we were missing, but my book, that's a different story. And I figured no place better than to go home.”
Miles cocked a brow, “And where’s home exactly?”
Ben grimaced slightly, “Jerusalem’s Lot up in Maine. Haven’t been there since I was nine, and it’ll take us a couple days, but I have a feeling it’s the right place to be.”
Miles studied the map, his fingers gliding along the highway that'd take you all from here to Maine. There was so much of the country he called home he'd yet to explore, and now, despite the uncertainty, he could, and it was all thanks to you. With an emotional, but optimistic tone of voice, he put the map down and grabbed your hand with one and Ben's thigh with the other, “Well, let’s make the most of it, yeah?”
You squeezed Miles’s hand, nuzzling further into his side, “Yeah baby.”
Ben nodded, smirking as he pressed the button to turn the radio on, “You bet.”
Miles and his new partners in crime had no idea what was ahead of them. He was leaving everything he’s known for the past decade behind for a couple he’d known for less than four months, and slowly falling for ever since, but what was life without risk? It was time for him to take the leap and find out what life had in store for him, away from that little desolate hotel in the middle of nowhere. Now he could find his new home, with you both.
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It is exactly what the title says, how the gosling boys would cuddle you at night and little drabbles of it, but unlike the one for Lewis Ive been working on this more
So here is a sneak peek of my first one
(Implied NFSW below)
Colt Seavers:
The both of you are laying on your side, with you being the little spoon and Colt either resting his head against your shoulder or buried in your hair. One of his arms is wrapped around your waist, while the other is against your chest just holding you close to him while you sleep. You will consistently be waking up in the mornings to find his finger brushing gently strokes just above your waistband and occasionally dipping into your sleep shorts/panties.
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You blink a couple times, eyes still adjusting to the light coming through your window. You try to lift your arms up above your head to stretch but for some reason you couldn’t move them. You glance down and find a familiar pair of strong arms wrapped around you, holding you close. That's also when you notice a light tickling sensation just above the waistband of your sleep shorts.
You turn your head into the shoulder behind you, “Colt…we have work” You mumble but make no effort to stop him when his pinkie dips into your shorts.
“Yeah well… I don’t have work, we wrapped up all stunts yesterday so” Colt replies, pressing teasing kisses against your neck.
“Yeah well I still have work, usually the make-up artists are needed all days of shooting so…” You point out, still making not much effort to stop him, even when his whole hand disappears in your shorts.
“Mmm you still have a few minutes, I can be so quick~” Colt nips a sensitive spot on your neck.
You snort and roll your eyes, “uh huh yeahh. That’s what you always say but it always ends with us late for work. ”
“Oh is that so” Colt teases, raising an eyebrow.” His fingers move your panties aside to allow him access.
Your breath hitches as he teases you with his fingers, “uh huh… you have the inability to be quick, you enjoy drawing it out too much.” You mumble trying to remember your argument, feeling way too light headed from his touch.
“Mmm sounds like a challenge” Colt says with the biggest smirk on his face as he shifts so you are pressed underneath him. “You know I love a good challenge babe” he whispers pressing a kiss to your cheek as his fingers instantly find that spot that makes you melt
If you don't mind me being greedy and requesting two...I mean of course I'm gonna do the Lew characters one, but color me intrigued with the pianist reader one... (Feel free to only pick one! I don't want to be too greedy!)
♥️🎹
Oh be greedy Luna I don’t care!!
♥️: this is self explanatory it’s how the Lewis boys cuddle you the reader at night
Bob Floyd: Bob on his back, reader laying their head on his chest, one leg hooked over his with Bob slightly stroking your shoulder or back,
This is all I have so far sadly as Ive been focusing a lot on the one for the Gosling boys but I plain to give an explanation of thw sleeping position and then a short Drabble to go along with it :D
🎹: while I don’t have have anything written (planning on changing that this week) this is my plan
Reader and Sebastian have been dating for a while and their relationship has lots of banter and ‘arguing’ both very stubborn people especially when it comes to their true love, music.
Obviously Sebastian’s is Jazz but reader is into classical music and is a pianist and like thats her job she performs, so one night she has a huge performance and Sebastian shows up so incredibly proud of her but being the oh so loving boyfriend he is says “baby thar was amazing!! You know for classical music” which leads to a classic argument about what style of music is and to others this looks like a normal couple arguement but to them this is full on foreplay
They come home still bickering and like mid sentence to turns into full making out and tearing off clothes and ahh it’s gonna be fun
Right as Seb is about to push into her he pulls away and when reader complains hes like “mmm not until you say jazz is better” “Fine…. Jazz is considered to be more popular and significant to the music genre” reader grumbles just needing him inside and to stop teasing”
“See that wasnt so hard” Sebastian teased placing a delicate peck on her cheek before thursting in *HARD* …..yeah it’s gonna be a long night
Ahh I’m excited to work on these this week!! And I’ll let you know when they are out!!
RULES send me an emoji in an ask and i’ll write 3-5 sentences from that wip. You can send more than one emoji or multiple asks!
💞With You, We Are Complete - Ben Mears x Reader x Miles Miller - basically my change fic but with Ben and Miles
🥹I Love All of You - Bob Reynolds x Reader - super cute drabble with Reader comforting Bob about Sentry and Void
⏱️Took You Long Enough - Todd Stevens x Reader x Bob Reynolds - Jealous Bob and Todd making their feelings for reader known when they hear she's going to start dating
🌅How it Started - Rhett Abbott x Reader x Bob Reynolds - Part of the Change universe, showing how you, Rhett, and Bob got together.
📹Special Guest - Jordan Weaver x Reader x Bob Reynolds - Jordan and Bob have a special guest on their joint camming session to celebrate a subscriber milestone.
💘Life With You - Bob Reynolds x Miles Miller x Reader x Rhett Abbott - A glimpse into the life of Miles Miller a year after he left the El Royale with you, Rhett, and Bob by his side.
😵Crossed - Todd Stevens x Reader - Someone brings unlabeled pot brownies to Todd's frats party, leading to Todd getting crossed and you have to make sure the frat president survives the night.
This Kinktober, I am letting you guys decide what you want to see!! You send me any of the characters I have listed below and the kink/date you want and I'll write that! Any date without a name attached to it is up for grabs!
I'll be updating this list as the requests come in and requests will be first come, first serve, once a date is taken, that's it for that date/kink! And please be as detailed as you want in your requests, it'll help me with the plot in the long run🤗
I'll accept any of these pairings: x reader, lewcest x reader, and just lewcest!
Characters I'll write for - Bob Reynolds, Rhett Abbott, Bob Floyd, Rocco Gauthier, Todd Stevens, Calvin Evans, Ben Mears, Miles Miller, Jordan Weaver, Cameron Cassmore, Harrison Knott and William Lee!
Hello loves!! I’m going to camping with friends for a couple days and won’t be on tumblr and posting till like Friday I’m trying to limit my screen time while I’m there
Hopefully when I get back on Friday I’ll start working on fics and post fics more regularly!! I have some fun ones in store 😋
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Hello loves!! I’m going to camping with friends for a couple days and won’t be on tumblr and posting till like Friday I’m trying to limit my screen time while I’m there
Hopefully when I get back on Friday I’ll start working on fics and post fics more regularly!! I have some fun ones in store 😋
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Summary: Life is finally feeling perfect, you have the most wonderful husband and the most beautiful baby girl, sure there were still struggles but you knew you could get through them slowly and surely as a family
Warning: this is mainly fluff but Bob has anxiety and worries a lot, Reader and sentry have some… fun 👀 (but nothing explicit but it’s spicy)
Uhhh this has been in the works for fucking ever!! I meant for this to be post in January but I couldn’t write it how I thought the idea deserved so i guess it took 5 months lol
I am glad it worked out this way because this fic means a lot to me and I love it so dearly and because it took so long I now have the privilege to post it on my One year Thunderbolts anniversary, it’s been exactly a year since I saw this wonderful movie and this is my way of celebrating
Dad!Bob reynolds I love you so very much
-Iris/Mars 💛🖤💛
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It’s been 4 months, 13 days and 9 hours since your life has been forever changed for the better. Your life finally had a sense of completeness, like you are finally free of your former life
4 months ago your daughter Daisy was born. It took a while but you had finally settled in a comfortable rhythm where you and Bob had a routine that worked. You would take care of the baby and Bob would take care of you. If the baby needed changing you would do that, if you needed to eat, Bob would make you a meal. Obviously Bob would still care for his daughter, It just wasn't his main role, his main priority was you and your wellbeing. Though this wasn’t the normal way of navigating these early stages, this is just what works best for the two of you.
Though you would still always try to encourage Bob to participate in activities. You knew all about his childhood and how he came from a long cycle of abuse, he had always been very open about that to you since the beginning. But when you first brought up wanting to start a family Bob had opened up. He had explained all his fears about being a father and how he was worried about what may happen due to effects of the Sentry and the Void.
So for the past few months you both have been taking small steps to help him with these various anxieties.
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“Honey, I want to try something simple tonight. Can you just be in the room for bed time?” You asked looking up at your husband who was quietly cleaning up dinner.
Bob cleared his throat. “Ummm… what would that entail? Like just so i’m… prepared or not prepared per say, just so I can- know exactly what to expect.” Bob asked, as his face contorted in a wince. He knew he sounded so pathetic being worried about putting his own daughter to bed, he just couldn’t stop the swarm of thoughts racing through all the scenarios that he could screw up..
“Nothing hard Bob, just change her into pajamas, sing and rock her to sleep then set her down. Easy as can be” You reassure, placing a hand on his back and rubbing comforting circles.
Bob nodded slowly, running it over in his head, thinking of ways to avoid potential disasters he could cause. “Ok… Ok! Yeah this will work” Bob said more to himself, trying to psych himself up.
“You got this ‘dad’” You tease, pressing a kiss to his cheek. And as on cue Bob’s face heated up.
“I know I just can’t stop wor-” Bob starts to explain, starting a spiral of panic and overthink but you instantly shut that down by pressing a brief but loving kiss to his lips.
“I know baby,, I know exactly why you worry and why you are so cautious with her but I still think you are more careful and in control than you believe you are..” You try to reassure.
Bob lets out a pained noise “ I know… but just what if I’m not.. What if- I could never forgive myself if something happened to her” Bob whispered, the pain evident in his eyes as he thought of the possibilities.
“And this is why we are being slow and careful and working our way up. “You remind, gently wrapping your arms around Bob’s waist.
Bob looks down at you and lets out a deep sigh “I don’t deserve you… and Daisy. I’m so incredibly lucky” Bob admits, pressing a kiss to your hair.
“Though you don’t agree… we are lucky to have you too” You say looking up to press another kiss to his lips before pulling away.
“Now let’s go put this little miss to bed” you coo, stepping away from Bob and going to grab Daisy out of her highchair.
Bob follows you both into the nursery where he practically melts watching you take care of her and change your daughter into a little cat onesie for her to sleep in.
“Here let's do something, Bob, go sit in the rocking chair” You instruct pointing to the rocking chair in the corner. Instantly Bob does what he is told and settles down, albeit a little confused.
You carry Daisy in your arms and go to sit on Bob’s lap so you are parallel to his lap and he can easily hold you while you hold Daisy. “There, now I'm holding her and you are holding me. It's a win-win-win.” You softly tease.
Bob just nestles his face in the crook where your neck meets your shoulder “all perfect to me” Bob sighs against your skin.
You lean your head against his chest before softly clearing your throat then begin to softly sing as you watch your daughter’s eyes flutter close.
God Bob couldn’t have asked for a better wife. He never thought he would get this kind of life, he always kind of assumed he was gonna die alone in an alleyway. Then once the whole Sentry project came to be, he thought no one would want him as an unstable, all powerful being. But you proved him wrong. You showed him how to be loved properly, how he is allowed to have good things in his life, how he can ask for help if he needs it, how he doesn’t have to please everyone especially if it hurts him. You treat Bob as a person and not something to use. You love Bob for exactly who he was, flaws and all. The same went for the Sentry and Void, sure you were a bit more cautious of them but they were still your husband so you treated them as such.
You were also the perfect mother. Bob had never wanted kids, always been too scared of the responsibility and how his mental illnesses would affect them. Then he became scared of how the sentry serum would affect any children. But once you brought up how badly you wanted a baby, there was no way Bob could say no to you not after seeing how your eyes shined the whole conversation. So after many tests that came to the conclusion the baby wouldn’t be affected by the serum and trying for a couple of months you were pregnant.
While Bob had been thrilled by the news, it was the Sentry who was most excited. He loved seeing you pregnant, all round and full of his baby. It was like a claim he had on you that said ‘this is my wife, my baby, mine’ and god he couldn’t wait to get you all full of his baby again~
This was what Bob had been thinking about while he held you in his arms, watching you care for your darling daughter.
“Love you~” You softly sing, finishing up the last lyric before bending down to press a forehead kiss to your now sleeping baby girl. You then press a kiss to your husband’s cheek “don’t worry I love you too”
Bob wordlessly pulls you closer in a sort of subtle claim, like he has to have you as close as possible. You glance up and catch the shimmering gold in his eyes trying to take over the blue. “Oh no” tease, playfully rolling your eyes while carefully getting up out of Bob’s lap to put Daisy away in her crib.
Bob quickly follows after right on your heel. “Why ‘oh no’?” he questions, raising a brow. Because he couldn’t resist, he wrapped his arms around your waist, physically unable to have you out of his grip.
You suppress a snort not wanting to wake up the baby. “You, I saw the gold in your eyes, whatever you were thinking about got you all excited~” you whisper, trying to ignore his wandering hands on your body that are trying to distract you.
“What, can’t a man just appreciate his gorgeous, sexy wife~” Bob or well the Sentry groaned against your neck.
“Mmm… now is this Bob speaking or one of the others?” You ask, dragging him out of the nursery by his hands.
“Well, we are all Bob, but if you want to differentiate us, then you usually call me the Sentry” Sentry huffs, but more than happy to be dragged around by you.
“Mmm I see” You humm, “So what brought you out Sen?” You ask, raising a suspicious eyebrow.
“Love when you call me that~” he murmurs while pressing kisses against your neck. “But, if you want to know, I was just thinking all about how good a mother you are. How gorgeous you looked round and full of my baby. I thought about how badly I want you like that again~” Sentry groaned as he nipped and kissed your skin in between sentences.
“I- I forgot you have a… a raging breeding kink as the Sentry” You try to joke, but the stutter in your words gave away how much he was affecting you.
“Seems you forgot how much you love it as well” Sentry purred in your ear giving it a slight tug with his teeth.. “Besides, I’m still Bob, he has just as much of one as I do, but I on the other hand am not a coward to show it. To act on it” He whispered, pressing you against the wall so you can feel the hardening erection in his sweatpants. Your breathing begins to quicken as you start to feel like putty in his hands, Sentry reveals in the state he causes for you, how much you are affected by the Sentry.
‘God, you seem to have forgotten how much you like having me around… haven't been out to play since the baby came~ “Senry hums. “Bob doesn’t trust us with the little one, but you.. he knows just how well I can take care of you~” He caresses your cheek causing you to shiver.
“I’ve missed you so much baby~ Missed touching you, holding you, tasting you~” Sentry murmurs before licking a strip along your neck. “Bob is criminal for keeping you away from me for so long… he’s too afraid of doing something to the baby, when he knows full well I’m the reason the baby is here” Sentry lets out a low wanting breath “And I will be the reason there’s another…” He promised before grabbing your face harshly pulling you in for a deep, passionate, needy kiss.
You let out a low groan at the sensation, hand gripping on to his shoulder, just wanting him so bad. But eventually sense came rushing in breaking though the lust clouding your brain.. “Sen… we can’t, it hasn’t been that long…” you warn, trying and failing to push him away.
“Why not? It hasn’t been that long since what?” Sentry mumbled not really focusing on what you were saying, too distracted in the way you taste, the way you feel pressed against him. “Because if you are talking about since I’ve last seen you, I’m aware it’s been fucking forever, Bob has kept me away from you for months” He groaned bitterly at the reminder of the separation. His hold on your hips tightened as if worried something was going to take you away from him.
“No, not that. I mean since I’ve given birth… I may not be all healed..Down there” You whisper, cheeks flush feeling embarrassed.
The realization sunk in leaving him stilled for a second, then he just smirked “oh well… so sad, I just have to eat you out instead, whatever shall I do” Sentry deadpanned with an eyeroll as if this issue is beneath him. Before you could react he picked you up wrapping your legs around his waist and walked into the bedroom. He tossed you on the bed and moved to crawl over you.
For the briefest of moments his eyes shift back to blue as Sentry looks down at you sprawled underneath him and then he pauses, absolutely in awe of you. He couldn’t believe how lucky he is, that he gets to be here in this position with you. He tucks a stray hair behind your ear, lost in thought and the feel of you as his hands trail down your body beneath his hands. Despite him being a literal god, he will worship you like you are his reason for breathing.
“Hey golden boy~ I thought you said you were gonna eat me out, ummm kinda need my clothes off for that” You taunt with an eyebrow raised, taking any opportunity to tease him.
His eyes flash a brilliant gold no trace of blue, your words bring back to the present. “Mmm, needy girl feeling impatient~” Sentry mock pouted “I’m going to make you regret being sassy with me~” He all but sneered and you couldn’t hold back your grin of excitement.
~~~
Bob glanced down at you asleep in his arms, absolutely dead to the world, he can’t help but be amused. You are always out for hours whenever Sentry takes over. Based on the lingering taste in his mouth he had a very clear idea of what happened and honestly he’s just sad he can’t remember it.
He sits up trying not to disrupt you as he gently plays with your hair spread across his lap. Then he hears it.
Through the baby monitor on the bedside table, Daisy lets out a piercing cry causing Bob to instantly freeze. He glances down at your sleeping form starting to stir from the noise but taking longer to get up as a sign of your exhaustion. Without thinking Bob quickly moves to shut off the monitor returning the room to silence aside from Daisy muffled cries a few doors down.
Bob gently moves your head out of his lap and creeps towards the bedroom door to head towards his crying daughter. As he walks he tries his hardest to clear his head of all anxieties and to calm his breathing. He’s got this, he knows he does. This is his daughter for god sake, he knows exactly why she’s crying like this. She's hungry, earlier during dinner she was being fussy and refusing to eat so you decide to just feed her later. Bob just wishes his mind would stop overthinking this simple task.
Once in the nursery he goes over to his crying daughter and gently picks her up. “Hi sweetheart” Bob softly coos, holding Daisy to his chest as he goes to prepare a bottle for her. The motions feel like second nature with how many times he has watched you do it.
Once the bottle is prepared Bob sits down in the rocking chair across the room, “there we go sweetie, just like that.” He whispers, admiring her as she quiets down and watches her eat. “Not so hard huh.” He swipes his finger delicately across her cheek. “For me it’s a bit hard…” Bob pauses, hearing the slightest sound. His head snaps up searching for any sign of movement, he scans across the room for what could have made the noise but eventually decides it was nothing.
Bob turns his attention back to Daisy and watches as her eyes start to droop, falling asleep in his arms. “Anyway, I tend to overthink the simplest of things, I’m so used to being a fu- screw up that I always assume the worst is going to happen.” He softly explains. “And usually the worst would happen, you see I had a…. A hard life let’s just say until I met your mommy, but with her… god with her life has been the best it ever has. With her I’m not just Bob the screw up, to her I'm just Bob, I'm her Bob, her husband and it’s honestly my favorite thing… well that and being a dad.” He rambled, a smile growing on his face as he talked about his amazing wife.
“But anyway, I’m still not used to the fact that life is over, I’m no longer in that bad situation and I have a wonderful life with you and mommy. But I get so overwhelmed and have so much anxiety when it comes to you, I’m so scared of doing the wrong thing and that something bad will happen, and I'll be my usual screw up.” Bob paused and took a deep inhale. “But I’m working on it, and it’s all thanks to your momma, without her I couldn’t have done any of this. I wouldn’t be sober, well I’m technically sober because of the serum but she would be the reason I got sober anyway,” Bob softly chuckles at his tangent.
“What I’m trying to say is my life is great and it’s all thanks to your mom, she gave me a place to belong, this wonderful life and most importantly she gave my beautiful daughter” He bopped daisy nose, “and for that I'm forever grateful.” He bends down and presses a kiss to the top of her head.
Eventually Bob straightens up and carefully brings Daisy back to her crib once he knows she is fully asleep and will stay asleep. Silently Bob made his way back into the bedroom and back to bed, he curled under the covers and gently maneuvered you so you were resting against his chest. You stirred and pushed your hands under his shirt, wrapping your arms around him, snuggling into him, and pressing kisses against his sternum. “Hi baby…” You whisper sleepy looking up at him with the most love and affection in your eyes.
“Oh! Hi darling… Did I wake you?” Bob asked in a voice so soft and only reserved for you. You just shook your head, still pressed against his body but still looking up at him with all this love and affection. Bob gives you a curious look, confused to where all this is coming from –but honestly he’s not complaining– You just shrug, answering his unsaid question and press a kiss to his lips. Bob, still confused, gives in and starts kissing you back until you both drift off to sleep.
~~~
You start to stir at the sound of your daughter’s cry through the baby monitor but it abruptly turns off. You were about to get up to go check on her but then felt your husband's big hands move you so were no longer resting on him and instead just laying on the bed as he got up.
glancing over and seeing he turned off the baby monitor had a jolt of panic run through you. You know it must have been Bob who turned it off and he probably has his reasons, the main one most likely being that he wants to give you the chance to sleep but it still makes you uneasy to have the monitor off while Daisy is in the other room. You reach across the bed and turn on the monitor where you can see Bob reach down into the crib and pick up a crying Daisy. You let out a tired sigh and get up out of bed.
Walking down the hallway, you make your way into the nursery knowing exactly why she’s being fussy. Daisy didn’t eat much at her normal dinner time,she wouldn’t latch on to you and you were too tired to fight her on it so you decided to feed her later. You know there are supplies for a bottle in there but you also know that this is one of the many things Bob is nervous to do with your daughter. Besides Daisy prefers to be breastfed not bottlefed so this would just be easiest to put her back to sleep.
Just as you were about to walk in to get her but stopped at the sight in the room, Bob, still shirtless and in boxers, curled up on the rocking chair, feeding and talking to your daughter. From your view he doesn’t even look nervous, he looks like this is something he does all the time, he looks like a dad
. You can just barely hear the words he’s whispering to Daisy while she drinks from the bottle. You push open the door a little bit to try and see him better and your heart practically leaps out of your chest when his head snaps up at the barely audible sound the door makes. You move out of his sightline and hope he doesn’t see you. Bob shifts his attention back to Daisy and resumes their ‘conversation’
You return to your spot watching them from the doorframe, just admiring the view. Your heart melts as you watch how gentle he is, how he is practically an expert at this despite only ever really observing. What really gets you is the kind words he is whispering to your sleeping daughter, how he’s telling her all about what a good person he thinks you are and how much you have changed his life for the better.
These words aren’t new, you hear similar words to this all the time from him. He tells you how much he loves you, how you have improved his life, how good a mother you are, you hear this plenty but something about hearing him say it to someone else without knowing you are hearing it just makes it way more meaningful for some reason. The words just further your disbelief in how you got such an amazing life with the perfect man for you.
You get so wrapped up in watching them that you forget where you are and startle when Bob starts to get up and puts Daisy back in her crib. You rush back to your bed and crawl back into your original position as if you hadn’t moved. A few moments later Bob creeps back into the room, trying his hardest to be as silent as possible to not disturb you. Once in bed he settles in beside you, moving you so you are back against him. You get an overwhelming feeling of love for this man, for your daughter, for this life and you can’t help but think your life is complete
Fandom: Thunderbolts (MCU)
Rating: Explicit - 18+
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bob Reynolds x F!Reader
Tags: No use of Y/N, Smut, Some Dirty Talk, Masturbation, Cunnilingus / Oral Sex (F!Receiving), Bob Reynolds Is A Munch.
Word Count: 2,774
Cross-Posted to AO3
Authors Note: I have had this sitting in my WIPs since Feb 8th. I am finally happy with it enough to post it. lol @lalalunascope knows the absolute strife this has caused me.
Summary:
Bob is late getting back from a training session. When he finally returns he discovers what you have been doing to keep yourself occupied during his absence and he can't hold back from helping himself to what you have to offer.
soaked
Bob was late.
Bob was late and you were unbearably horny so could anyone really blame you for slipping your hand beneath the waistband of your pajama pants and underwear until your fingers met with your clit and started running small circles over the soft bud? Could you be blamed for closing your eyes and trying to satisfy your desires by imagining your pleasure was not being brought about by your own hand but instead by the mouth of the man who was supposed to have been done with his training session over an hour ago? No. No, you couldn't be blamed for that, just like you couldn't be blamed for how you moaned that very man's name each time you came as a result of the self-care you needed to perform due to his absence.
With your eyes closed and your breathing heavy you didn't notice him enter the room as you worked yourself towards another orgasm. Bob stood in the doorway and watched you work in complete silence, stunned by the sinful sight before him. Your legs were spread wide and you had kicked off the blankets as your body temperature rose from your activity, leaving absolutely no room for denying the fact that, yes, you were indeed squeezing your eyes shut and biting your lower lip to hold back moans as your hand worked feverishly underneath your clothes. If you had opened your eyes you would have been met with the sight of him framed between your legs from where he stood in the doorway with his eyes glued to the very core of you. You would have seen him watching the way the blended cotton and polyester material covering the part of you that he was now itching to get to as his erection grew and strained against his own fabric confines, moved as your hand worked beneath it. But you were too lost in the scene playing out in your mind to open your eyes, each and every one of them involving him and the things you’ve done together in the past and some of the things you wished he would do to you.
When your teeth freed your lip you moaned his name as you approached another peak, your fourth one so far, but not yet reaching it; you were just so very close. Hearing his name fall from you, and without you even knowing he was there, snapped him out the trance your unwitting show had put him in.
Determined to get his body on yours he moved closer to the end of the bed, purposely dragging his foot along the floor to let the soft sound of his sock rubbing against the hardwood draw your attention out from the fantasies inside your head and back to the reality of the bedroom without scaring you. Curious about the source of the sound you stilled your hand and opened your eyes, falling back from the edge you had been on and slipping out of your imagination for the moment, to find Bob crossing the few feet from the door to the bed. Despite his soft announcement of his presence you hadn’t expected to see him and so you still jumped slightly, your breath catching for a moment, as you laid eyes on him. His hair was damp, the brown locks brushed back and tucked behind his ears to keep them from clinging to his face, and the clothes he wore were not the same ones he had on when he left your place for the training room hours ago, evidence that he had showered after his longer-than-anticipated training session. He looked hungry and his eyes were glued to the bulge in the fabric between your legs caused by the placement of your hand beneath it, as if he would be able to see through the clothing if he just looked hard enough. Briefly he pressed his lips together before his tongue darted out to wet them as he reached the end of the bed and sat down on it, positioning himself by your feet and off to the side of one of your spread legs rather than directly in between them. You were a little surprised he didn't immediately sit in the space created by your parted legs but, with how badly he looked like he needed you, you knew it wouldn't be long before he took up residence there. Now, with him so close, you could smell the faint scent of the generic shampoo and body wash kept stocked in the locker rooms.
“Hey,” he initiated the conversation as he slipped a hand up inside one of the legs of your pajama pants and let it come to rest on your shin; the warmth of his hand felt so good against your skin.
His voice was soft and innocent, the tone more fitting for if he was lifting his head and greeting you over the pages of a book while lounging downstairs in the common room rather than for how he had caught you with your legs open and moaning his name as your fingers worked at your clit. For just a few seconds his eyes shifted from your heat up to your chest where he watched your breasts rise and fall with each heavy breath filling and then emptying from your lungs like an ocean tide before he turned his full attention to you and not just to the parts of your body he was longing to touch and taste. His deep blue eyes, the pupils blown with his appetite for you, locked on to your own. You almost shied away from his gaze, suddenly feeling a bit embarrassed at being caught in such a vulnerable position, but before you could pull your eyes from him he shifted his focus back down your body, unable to stop himself from drinking in your appearance for too long. Seeing how captivated he was by you in this moment extinguished the embers of embarrassment kindling within you so when he dragged his eyes back up to look at you again you didn't feel the urge to shy away. His thumb began stroking your leg lazily, and it drew you out of your thoughts and reminded you to respond.
“Hi,” you replied in a shaky whisper.
Even though you weren't embarrassed you still couldn't fight off the feeling of vulnerability and the excitement that it filled you with. Yes, you trust Bob, but you were focused on the facts that he is a man, he is taller and broader than you - just so much bigger in general - he is stronger than you, and he is looking at you as you are lying back on the bed with your legs spread like he is starving. You felt like cornered prey under his gaze… and it only turned you on more. Heat pooled deep inside of you. The flame that had been burning within you, before his arrival distracted you from it, reignited and you became acutely aware of just how wet you were. Your slick arousal was mixed with the juices from your orgasms and you could feel how drenched the soft, smoothly shaved flesh of your lower lips were, how soaked your hand was, and how wet your underwear was, too. Your fluids were running down from your entrance and over the curve of your ass, and there was no doubt in your mind that there would be a wet spot on the sheets beneath you when you got up.
“How are you?” he asked casually, though the situation was anything but.
“Oh, uh, good,” you replied, a bit thrown by his continued nonchalance.
You wondered what his game was; he wasn't trying to hide the way he was devouring you with his eyes, nor the erection you could see clearly as it tented his pants, and yet he was acting as though he was completely unbothered by what was going on.
“Yeah. Yeah, you look like you're doing good,” he nodded. This time when he spoke his voice was quieter, a touch of gravel in it as it deepened.
You whined, actually whined, just from the sound of his voice and your soaked pussy ached and clenched around nothingness as it sought for anything to fill it.
His eyes bore into yours and the corner of his mouth twitched but he suppressed the smile that wanted to form across his lips. “Sounds like you missed me.”
Your mouth parted as your breathing raced. “Maybe a little,” you exhaled.
“Oh, a little. Okay," he said as he closed his eyes, frowned slightly, and nodded - his expression relaying that he was only pretending to believe your lie.
When he reopened his eyes he cast a glance downward to where your hand still lay nestled between your thighs before looking back up at you. Unable to advance any higher underneath your pajama pants as the material became more form fitting the higher up your leg it went, the hand on your shin retreated from inside your pant leg and slid up along the outside of the fabric all the way up to your thigh. He stopped just short of brushing against your own hand that was resting over your wet folds. You swallowed hard and let out a shaky breath in anticipation of his next move.
“Okay. Okay, I missed you more than just a little,” you confessed as you arched your hips up to try and brush yourself against his hand, but he let it drape loosely enough that it just rolled with your body.
This time he let the smirk pull at his lips. “Just enough to moan my name when I wasn't even here?”
You nodded in confirmation as your cheeks burned at the realization that he had been watching you at least long enough to have heard his name fall from your lips as you worked towards your orgasm.
He cast another quick look down to your clothed core before looking you in the eye and hitting you with a question that just about pushed you over the edge by itself. “How many times did I make you cum?”
Your eyes closed as your head fell back against the pillow and another whine escaped from you. After a deep breath in, you bit your lip and picked your head back up to look at him just in time to see the flare of gold in his eyes fade away.“Bob…,” you breathed, hips rolling again, desperate for him. “Please.”
He bit his lower lip briefly as he moved his hand higher up and cupped your core, the palm of his large hand covering your own as it lay on your aching and wet cunt. He could feel the heat radiating from you through your arousal and cum soaked clothes. “Damn….,” he whispered, looking down at where his hand met your body and feeling your wetness soaking through the fabric at the entrance to your pussy, right below where your fingers were pressed over your clit. When he looked back up at you he said, “let me see how wet you are, baby.”
You nodded. He pulled his hand away from you and you slipped your hand out from under your pants. Your fingers were coated in your juices. They glistened as the light reflected off the wetness and when you spread your middle and rings fingers apart the slick stretched between them. You were momentarily just as stunned as Bob was. Sure, you knew you were wet, but the sight of it on your fingers like this… this was downright lewd.
Before you could stop staring at the wetness stretching between your fingers, Bob snapped into action, driven by nothing but desperate need. His hand gripped your wrist and he leaned forward and pulled your cum soaked fingers into his mouth. He hummed and his eyes rolled back as his body relaxed from the pleasure he got just from tasting you. His tongue danced around the two digits until he could no longer taste you on them and then he pulled away, letting your fingers slip free of his mouth.
You barely had time to process what he had just done before he was hooking his fingers into the waistband of your pants and underwear and hurriedly pulling them down your legs. After throwing the two garments onto the floor he pushed your legs open and repositioned himself so he was lying on his stomach between them. For a moment he gazed at your already soaked and leaking pussy as if he had just been presented with the holy grail, mesmerized by the way the light against your slick made it glisten. “Maybe I should come back late more often,” he mused. Placing the fingers of his hands on either side of your folds he gently pulled them apart, spreading you completely and opening your hole for him to see inside. He licked his lips as he stared at the way your walls fluttered and the wetness drenching them. “Look how soaked you are. Fuck. It’s so pretty, baby. I need to taste it.”
When he could no longer stand to just look he dove in. Keeping you gaping he flattened his tongue and licked at you. He started from the bottom of your open and leaking hole, his tongue dipping inside for a brief second before it continued its path up to your clit where he swirled around it once before he pulled the sensitive bud into his mouth and sucked on it a few times. Letting go of your folds he slid his arms under your thighs, hooked his muscular arms around them, and pulled you closer to his face.
“Fuck, baby,” he sighed against your body, “you taste so good.”
Bob devoured you like a man possessed, feeding off your wetness and the way you gripped the sheets as you whined and moaned from his attentions. It wasn’t long before you were back on the edge of collapse, right where you had been when he had first walked in. You moaned his name as you squirmed, the pleasure building to such a height that you couldn’t lay still. Bob shifted his hands from their place on your thighs and slid them up so they were splayed across your hips and lower belly, holding you in place so he could keep pushing you closer to your peak. He moaned into you when both of your hands flew down to his head, fingers tangling in his still slightly damp hair, and pulled him closer against you. Your hips rolled as you tried to grind yourself against his face, but his hold on your body was too strong for you to overcome. He knew how close you were and exactly how to get you to break for him. His mouth wrapped around your sensitive clit and he sucked at it as the tip of his tongue flicked at the tiny bud.
Your head fell back against the pillow, your eyes squeezed shut, and you cried out his name as you came. Bob kept his mouth on you, gently working you through your orgasm, not stopping until your body went limp against him. When the aftershocks had passed he lifted his head from between your thighs and looked up at you. Feeling the loss of contact you picked your head up to look down at him, seeing how your juices coated his nose, lips, and chin.
“Sorry I was late, baby,” he said.
“‘S’okay,” you exhaled, still working on catching your breath. “Come here.”
Bob did as you asked, crawling up your body to lie alongside you as he wiped your fluids from his face with one of his large hands. You turned and pressed your body against him, kissing him deeply - and you could taste yourself on his lips - before resting your head on his chest. Exhausted and satisfied, you fell asleep immediately after closing your eyes.
Still painfully erect, Bob reached down with the hand not draped around you to the waistband of his own pants, pushing them down enough to let his hard cock spring free. He would need to take care of himself tonight, just like you had been taking care of yourself before his arrival. He didn’t mind that the late hour and your series of orgasms had left you so exhausted that you fell asleep before he could bury himself inside you. Bob’s greatest pleasure was tasting you and getting you off with just his mouth, and he knew that you would enthusiastically repay him the first moment you had the opportunity to.
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