So Im literally making this post before heading to work, and going to influx it throughout all my blogs, but my time is going to be very sparing lately. I’ve not had really much energy to do anything after work, as PEAK has just hit, and to those who work in RETAIL or MAIL HANDLING, etc. You know what that means, and it’s hell. Those of you who do not, it’s when we get the worst level of influx possible, and we go to strict 12 hour days, SIX days a week. Great money, sure, im able to rebuild my life so much better now. But holy shit, it’s taxing, and frankly I’m falling apart because of it.
So please know, I am not ignoring anyone. I’m not avoiding people. I mentally just cannot handle interactions anymore because I’m on the verge of MENTAL DEATH at this point. And work has also been fucking up my schedule to the point where I dont even get a full day off, I get maybe six hours - eight hours, after a solid rest of 8 - 10 hours… Like for instance, Wednesday was SUPPOSED to be my day off. But they had me come in Tuesday night at 11:30pm, I LEFT at 9am wednesday morning, then they wanted me in at 2 pm on thursday, and I didn’t get OUT until 3am. And my next day off is Saturday (tomorrow) night, but they want me to work it. I’m telling them no, at the risk of my job, cause mentally I cannot handle work until next wednesday in this environment. My first 12 hour shift nearly ended me. I almost fell asleep at the wheel and drove off the road…
But yes, this is why I am not around as much. You are more than welcome to ask for my Discord and I will give it to mutuals. Otherwise, please take care, everyone stay safe, and I’ll be around when I get to be.