Mind Palace

Male 24 Rheinland-Pfalz Fühle mich von mir selbst und der Welt verloren. Will hier meine Gedanken teilen

[is0lat3dmind]

Vertrauen ist eine Krankheit

Loyal sein eine schwäche

Und Ehrlichkeit ist unbedeutend wenn man auch ein Schauspieler sein kann.

[deadbeatfox]

Please, tell me how can I stop doing everything wrong.

How can I stop being in survival mode and feeling like everyone is against me?

[bloodntears]

Me at 10: I wish I was a lovable person.

Me at 23: I wish I was a lovable person...

[dollheartbadparts-deactivated20]

All I am is a piece of enjoyment for other people that they use up and discard.

[diazepam-5mg]

i have already begun to accept that people don't need me, that they can do without me perfectly well. I am not necessary in anyone's life

[bpdjester]

Knowing you're unlovable doesn't stop the yearning to be loved.

[saccharinehell]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS. I DON'T UNDERSTAND FEELINGS. AM I SABOTAGING OR AM I FEELING WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME.

[is0lat3dmind]

Once i thought someone would actually love me, after 2 years i figured out that it wasn’t love. Once again i have exactly those feelings.

And currently im pretty sure that im just unloveable..

[saccharinehell]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS. I DON'T UNDERSTAND FEELINGS. AM I SABOTAGING OR AM I FEELING WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME.

[borderlinesthoughts]

everything i touch, i burn. i’m so tired of feeling this way. i hurt people then i hurt myself. i don’t want this pain. i want it to all stop.

[sunny270622-deactivated20250407]

Und schon wieder habe ich scheiße gebaut...warum bin ich nur ein so schlechter Mensch?! Die Welt ist ohne mich einfach besser dran. Am Ende verlässt mich eh jeder..Keiner hält es auf Dauer mit mir aus..

[stille-symphonie]

Ich bin’s gewohnt allein zu sein wenn es mir nicht gut geht. Warum hab ich bloß einmal was anderes erwartet wenn ich das sage

[maybeshehasbpd]

People like me shouldn’t exist

[borderlinesthoughts]

in another life i’m normal. in another life i don’t hurt the people i love the most.

[beaten-dog]

There are so many better options than me

[gabapentinblues]

every night i end up feeling like i want to die

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[lowzbehigh]

I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..