Isat Kinfessions

A place for all ISAT Folk to send confessions

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Welcome!

Welcome to ISAT Kinfessions a confession blog for ISAT kins/Fictives/and more despite its name

This blog is Pro-endo and we will not be allowing any syscourse, however anyone is allowed to interact and send confessions

This is also our first time running a blog like this so feel free to make suggestions!

Rules, mod info, anon list, and other information below!!

Rules

We will not post any submissions targeting other members of the community or any form of harassment

We ask that you tag anything that may be seen as a vent, it will be posted but we ask for proper warnings before them so we know what to tag. We also have the right to tag any post we think may come across as venting or more serious with the tag (See below)

That is all but we will add rules if needed

TAGS

#confessions - exactly what it says

#non confession - any other post made on here

#vent confession - confession that either could be read as venting or the submitter asked for it to be tagged as such

Mod info

We are a system but for this blog we will all be going by Grove and They/Them if you need to talk to us.

Anon List 🍯, 🔘🎀, ✨️, 🍀, 🎀🗡💚, ✂️🪡✧🏡, 🕊✂️,

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!!on a happier note COLOURS!!!!! THERES COLOURS!!!! EVERYWHERE AND I LOVE THEM!!!!! i got a sewing machine from the library so i can remake my cloak but RED and if i can i want to put loops star somewhere on it as tribute them!!! YAY

-siffrin

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(growing up too fast if thats a needed warning!! also agegap if you have the siff/isa romance in mind but that didnt happen in my canon so shrugs)

oh thank the stars ive been wondering where to blinding put this

i lied about my age. kinda. i forgot howbold i was and guessed 20ish and nobody questioned it i was closer to bonnie age i think? kidteen ageish? nice to know im not a monster that resents kids for existing or the hurt grown up that makes it kids problems but stars above

or i guess! i remeber odile catching on in the loops it was an alright loop though!! i got cuddles!! it felt like burning but it was nice and then i looped back because what else was i supposed to do. and now looking at my wiki page "I ran away from home once!" [...] "I just didn't want to eat my veggies." [...] "And so I took our boat! Got to the beach, rowed away from the shore a bit. I was going to come back right away, I just wanted to scare my parents a bit!" [...] "I started to row back towards the shore... And then, I..." ahee heem whimper

what happened why did i grow up so fast i thought maybe i could get one life with a childhood but i have a theory that my canon is linked to what happens to me irl so oh well

bonnie if your there im sorry for being so glarey you deserved better than i was

-another siffrin (for the other siff that wanted to meet sourcemates if your still around and want to i like friends ^_^ fair warning that im an age regressor/permaregressor though! i think i can handle my thing with bonnie better now that i know why)

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Had a vague memory of going down the hall to the change god statue and siffrin was just there... standing.... and then I remember no more. Which for being my first memory for this kin dosent narrow it down at all!!

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Haii!! Teehee!! I'm the Change God ヾ(^▽^*)

Kinda weird though? Because the host is considering practicing the Universe belief as their actually belief! But I'm here...

Not that us two (Universe & me) don't co-exists, hihihi! It's just like, ok, don't wanna worship MY belief, huh? That's fine (¬‸¬ )

(Not a vent hihihihi, this is more lighthearted, I don't actually care that much! ┐(︶▽︶)┌)

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dk if this blog is still active but ooohoh I miss my family :((( being a siffrin kin and chronically ill is not a good mix!! I can't even go out and make friends.

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oh! context by isatling uh im refering to isat husbandry aus. am a loopling, i think i was housed with a mirabelle? miss home sometimes an the yearning gets to us sometime s you now -✴︎

Apologies for how late this one is, again I have not bee receiving notifications for this account

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I have no idea if it’s been like this for anyone else, but it’s been really difficult meeting other isat kins. I’ve been feeling so lost lately being unable to talk about this with friends. I miss everyone and getting memories definitely isn’t helping

-Sif

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ate a croissant and felt deeply sick afterwards . cannot believe this is following me into another life rn. of all things.

- 🕊✂️

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are there other isatling au kins/fictives out there? kinda wondering if im hte only one -✴︎

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Using anything other than a period feels wrong as a Mal du Pays. Even my questions use periods. And I’m never excited about anything.

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Just coming here to yap for a bit about gay yearning /Silly

Been sick for the past two or so weeks and I keep just getting all emotional and soft about remembering being taken care of by Sif & maybe Loop sometimes. It's kind of embarrassing to admit but I miss being coddled and given soup while they still tried to keep their distance to not catch whatever I somehow got.. I'm currently dating two Siffrin sourced individuals but I don't think either of them are "my" Siffrin in the sense of sharing memories.. to my knowledge, anyway. I miss Mira too :[ she would come over sometimes and check up on me while talking with Sif & Loop .. I also remember one time being sick in bed and Mira came over with Bonnie with soup just for me.. it was so sweet.

I miss them so much :[ /r & /p dependant on who - 🍯

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I've said this on another blog before, but!! I'm proud of all of the siffrins and loops out there!!! You guys have improved so much and I'm proud of you!!! I hope you all are loved just as much here as you were by our Family!!! I love you all!!! /platonic!!!!

-Mira (#🎀🗡💚)

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I would naturally gravitate towards calling Siffrins "Bright One," but ooooh........ I don't want to stir up unpleasant memories............

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oh i was just thinking abiyt this blog and now here it is on my feed! yay! anyway i feel so guilty all the time and i hate it. so much. everytime i see loop a deep feeling of 'they deserved what i had more than i ever did' enters me and i can never stop it and it just. agh. its the worst. im so sorry but its not like sorry can fix the fact that they went through all that with no happy ending . sometimes i wonder if maybe they should've just killed me when the loops ended. and take my place and have whats rightfully theirs. its late when im typing this i should stop thinking about it

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Reminder that we are taking submissions still from anyone intrested

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feeling guilty about act 5 again. stars it’s eating me alive

i don’t understand how they forgave me so easily. what i said was so blinding awful, just thinking about it makes me start kicking myself again

i don’t deserve their forgiveness!!! or their love. or anything at all, really.

i’m sorry, everyone. i’m so so so sorry

(loop im sorry too. im so so sorry i probably never got to make it up to you. i hope you came back. i really hope i got the chance. stars)

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