Issra Space Bean

Certified bitch and a nerd. Obsessed with Just Roll With It, Prohect Hail Mary, Doctor Who, David FUCKING Tennant, k-dramas and so much moreee 🌌

[sunflower-chai]

tagged by @doodleoo ! <3

Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people 🎶

1. band of gold - the gray havens

2. ok ok ok ok - colony house

3. beige - yoke lore

4. sports - beach bunny

5. angela - the lumineers

6. hot rod - dayglow

7. deny deny deny - noah kahan

8. cannonballers - colony house

9. sunkissed - khai dreams

10. castle in hollywood - laufey

tags: @clingyduoapologist @justmossyall @authenticcadence18 @ramblings-of-lola @cloverstellar @janthesevenette @hansrillow @runningonsunshine19 @curtis-brothers-hug @alaskan-wallflower (no pressure)

[butterfly-teacup]

ooh yay, music!!

the way things go - beabadobee

It's Not Like I Like You!! - Static-P

The Graduate - The Arcadian Wild

Runaway - AURORA

Collateral - Acoustic - Woodblock

Ship in a Bottle - fin

Thus Always To Tyrants - The Oh Hellos

Give It A Rest - The Arcadian Wild

Lemons - Woodblock

Rounds - The Oh Hellos

@thestoryteller-thedreamer @elronthemage @the-ellia-west @ilikecarousels @crowleys-mortalcounterpart @thebookishkiwi @thewritingautisticat @sunflowerrosy @loftwingofcrimson @the-arts-of-chaos ??

[deltenner]

mmmm music

Calling for you - suprhot, Elena westermann

breathe (legend of runeterra version) - fleurie

volcano - Jim Yosef, scarlett

Numb - linkin park

road to hell - Andre de shields, hadestown original broadway cast

Bad liar - imagine dragons

Panic room - au/ra

Without you - ursine vulpine, annaca

Brother - kodaline

Ghost (2WEI Remix) - Marvin brooks, 2wei

@bluetbluish @genderless-spiderlily @mekayk @lunar-l30 @ivysbea @phoenixrainsfire413 @strawbxrrypies @deyna-d @ashess0 @mellohithe-musicdisc @keyriingz @peskybirdonyx @bi-r-a-r-a @monster-of-the-margins @smallblueowl and open tags! Have fun yall

[smallblueowl]

thanks for the tag!! alright here goes.

10-20-40 - rina sawayama

a sadness runs through him - the hoosiers

sunny came home - shawn colvin

porch light - noah kahan

the ballad of the witches road - seo moon tak

woe to the people of order - cami-cat

undertow - suzanne vega

the great divide - noah kahan

willing and able - noah kahan

stem the flow - paris paloma

@jamesestrawberry @pealeii @ivysbea @keyriingz @yviisxo @briarborealisart @thenerdrant @f3rnpool @arcturus-dreaming @painless-innit-colourful and anyone else who wants to join in!!

[arcturus-dreaming]

thank you for the tag :] this looks pretty fun

Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson

Dangerous - Jorge Rivera-Herrans

Flaming red hair - Howard Shore

Battle Born - The Killers

Bottle blond - VIAL

Punkrocker - Teddybears

Raise up your bat - Toby Fox

Na na na (na na na na na na na na na) - My Chemical Romance

Angle eyes and basketball - Foot Ox

Viva la viva - Coldplay

genuinely surprised by the lack of crane wives or oh hellos in this shuffle (at least we got the killers)

@roman-o-cheese @ivysbea @frivolousclown69 @mishkatherunaway @leppycorpus @ace-sharks @jupitersaturnn and open tags <3

[mishkatherunaway]

Just For Once - Nerdy Prudes Must Die original starkid cast recording

No More Tears - AJJ

Charlie's Inferno - That Handsome Devil

Starring Role - MARINA

Icicles - The Scary Jokes

Sorry Bro - AJJ

Me and my husband - Mitski

Cup of roasted coffee - Original starkid cast of the guy who didnt like musicals

Two birds - regina spektor

Second child, restless child - the oh hellos

admittedly i also listen on another platform not counting my mp3 player so this is not quittteeee indicative of my music taste currently :)

@lindwyrmrelinquished @twoofthecoolkids @fnaf-is-awesome201 @goodtaste2000 @kris-from-undertale <- yeppp you're now certified friend level mutual, kris from undertale

[goodtaste2000]

When Somebody Needs You - Will Wood

Dream Sweet in Sea Major - Miracle Musical

Piano Man - Billy Joel

Number Go Up - The Stupendium

It's Over - JT Music

Wheel - Jesse Welles

Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden

The Bidding - Chonny Jash (cover)

Monochrome - BABYMETAL

Alright (acoustic) - Maxton Waller

I admit I cheated a bit and got rid of repeat artists, but if I didn't the list would've been 40% Jesse Welles, the shuffle wasn't shuffling

@pollux1877 @asterrise @swansstuff @n3k0man1a @luckyf-shbone @fight-me-with-a-chip @fizzfangzz + open tags ^^

[pollux1877]

Butcheress - Rabbitology

Trees - McCafferty

Mayday! - Sparkbird

Fable - Gigi Perez (AUGHHHHH THIS SONG AJFHHHFFHHFHDHGG)

A Match Into Water - Peirce the Veil

Black Sheep - Metric

Sleep Patterns (Remastered) - Merchant Ships

Unsweetened Lemonade - Amèlie Farren

Canary in a Coal Mine - The Crane Wives

Tongues and Teeth (Live) - The Crane Wives

These songs...ough...

@rrcenic @jokeami @ashewintersfr @mudkipstars @asterrise @verysillyberri @gummyshipblogidkman @geggegg @xx-uwu-cutesy-wisp-uwu-xx + open tags!

[geggegg]

Alien blues - vundabear

not anywhere - alexgoffline

a burning hill - mitski

it girl - Penelope Scott

if I leave - Mitski

east coast - alexgoffline

loser - Penelope Scott

I bet on losing dogs - Mitski

Pisces tears -Penelope Scott

Dead girls - Penelope Scott

I swear I have people I like that aren’t just flavored depression guys.. they’re just not in the room with us @fieldofthedreaming @dustyoldclock @doctorcheesy @marsbarzsworld @sunnyway0 @michaelbichael @constellation-sapphic and anyone else who wants to join :)

[doctorcheesy]

Afro Blue - John Coltrane

Stress Relief - late night drive home

Falling Up - Will Wood

The Recipe - Kendrick Lamar, Dr. Dre

The Great Gig in the Sky - Pink Floyd

Resolution - Kurt Elling

Flaming Swords - Fievel Is Glauque

Say It Ain’t So - Weezer

‘Cause I’m A Man - Tame Impala

Princess Cuts My Wrist - Sickboyrari

I straight up just listen to my liked songs on shuffle, crazy like that

@multiplemysteries @jay4ther @mudkipstars @issraspacebean @psychonautkittyx3 @humblecacti @3handedsword @i-will-eat-your-lawn @maybewren @clowndaclown

[issraspacebean]

Guys you don't wanna know my top 10 repeats cuz it's been the same one playlist of singles released by two different artists this year. Oh and ofc Noah Kahan

I have pre- and post concert depression rn I can't listen to anything else.

Alex Warren and Niall Horan is what will be on the list :)

[inkfal]

“ You’ve earned my respect… tenfold.”

[issraspacebean]

We are just out here traumatizing Jay for the bit and it kinda really annoyed me this time

Episode 125 spoilers ahead

There's a lot of angles to this that can be seen. As funny as parts of the segment of amputating Jay's leg was there was a big part of me that was quite annoyed by how it was handled.

As an able-bodied person I cannot speak for people who have disabilities that affect their mobility in day to day life. But in story Jay's leg getting fucked has been a huge deal to her. I can move passed that we kind of "forgot" about it as soon as the Undersea arc started but the amputation could've been handled so much better than to make a joke out of it. Just the idea that THEY decided to do it when the whole plan was "we have great doctors in trench" is kinda crazy to me.

I know a lot of people in this community who have felt so seen by all the NPC with various limbs missing or that use prosthetic so it just feels wrong to portray an already traumatic thing even more traumatic just for shits and giggles.

Representation aside even in story it was just cruel. Grizzly tells them twice that they can make this amputation as comfortable as possible for Jay yet when she wakes up they don't even try to get her back to sleep. Like truly if any type of magical sleep wasn't an option literally a punch would've been enough probably.

Even the aftermath was handled so badly in my opinion. Jay is actively telling the crew she is in pain and they dismiss her to talk about Gillions hand that isn't even hurting? The conversation is literally switched to them giving Gillion a hook for a hand while Jay is inconsolable in the back.

The argument here can be "oh Gillion also lost his hand" which yeah he did. The difference is his hand is frozen. He isn't feeling anything. Jay got her leg cut off without any anesthesia. That's soldiers in war type shit not a we have a cleric and druid who can help but we don't use them shit. Gillion also got a moment in character to express how he felt about loosing the hand and even time to process that it happened. Jay didn't. And that doesn't sit right with me.

I am not saying the council should've known better I not. I am just pointing this out to bring light to it. Able-bodied people very often fall into things like this because ableism is normalized in society and is hard for so many people to see because the world works good for their abled-body. I hope this post can help people see other angles to how this story is portrayed. No show is perfect but willingness to have a dialog about it is how we can make more people feel welcomed in our community.

To end this post I just hope they let Jay have a proper moment about the whole situation. That MAYBE there will be a point in future eps where our characters realize how traumatizing it was to put Jay through that and maybe even apologize to her about it.

[issraspacebean]

Can I bring this back now?! Cuz truly still stand by this and every time I have rewatched this eps this part has pissed me off both from a story and real life perspective...

[issraspacebean]

Not to start anything or so but the wrapper for the trading cards says "set 1" :>

I am so normal about this

[issraspacebean]

We are just out here traumatizing Jay for the bit and it kinda really annoyed me this time

Episode 125 spoilers ahead

There's a lot of angles to this that can be seen. As funny as parts of the segment of amputating Jay's leg was there was a big part of me that was quite annoyed by how it was handled.

As an able-bodied person I cannot speak for people who have disabilities that affect their mobility in day to day life. But in story Jay's leg getting fucked has been a huge deal to her. I can move passed that we kind of "forgot" about it as soon as the Undersea arc started but the amputation could've been handled so much better than to make a joke out of it. Just the idea that THEY decided to do it when the whole plan was "we have great doctors in trench" is kinda crazy to me.

I know a lot of people in this community who have felt so seen by all the NPC with various limbs missing or that use prosthetic so it just feels wrong to portray an already traumatic thing even more traumatic just for shits and giggles.

Representation aside even in story it was just cruel. Grizzly tells them twice that they can make this amputation as comfortable as possible for Jay yet when she wakes up they don't even try to get her back to sleep. Like truly if any type of magical sleep wasn't an option literally a punch would've been enough probably.

Even the aftermath was handled so badly in my opinion. Jay is actively telling the crew she is in pain and they dismiss her to talk about Gillions hand that isn't even hurting? The conversation is literally switched to them giving Gillion a hook for a hand while Jay is inconsolable in the back.

The argument here can be "oh Gillion also lost his hand" which yeah he did. The difference is his hand is frozen. He isn't feeling anything. Jay got her leg cut off without any anesthesia. That's soldiers in war type shit not a we have a cleric and druid who can help but we don't use them shit. Gillion also got a moment in character to express how he felt about loosing the hand and even time to process that it happened. Jay didn't. And that doesn't sit right with me.

I am not saying the council should've known better I not. I am just pointing this out to bring light to it. Able-bodied people very often fall into things like this because ableism is normalized in society and is hard for so many people to see because the world works good for their abled-body. I hope this post can help people see other angles to how this story is portrayed. No show is perfect but willingness to have a dialog about it is how we can make more people feel welcomed in our community.

To end this post I just hope they let Jay have a proper moment about the whole situation. That MAYBE there will be a point in future eps where our characters realize how traumatizing it was to put Jay through that and maybe even apologize to her about it.

[arisveah]

yeah it actually really bothered me too as a disabled person and i felt like i was overthinking or something, so hearing the able-bodied people saw something too is nice. i understand that maybe they just weren't "in it" yet, but that moment had so much gravity for jays character and she and aurora were the only ones taking it seriously- especially after we found out that jays story beat was (accidentally) taken by chip with the dread queen. i dont usually subscribe to the misogyny argument with jays character bc a lot of it is just rooted in condis tendency to play "supporting characters", but here it felt really prevalent and nightmarish. i literally felt like i was listening to another dream segment, the dichotomy was terrible.

then again, it is just a horrible thing to have to do and i can see the argument of derealization in this moment. but i hope jays leg gets the attention it deserves, and i really want her to confront them about it. im not super hopeful she'll have good disability rep :/

[issraspacebean]

Reading this makes me really sad but is exactly what I thought would happen. Sorry it hit so much harder for you. You are not overthinking it because it was a horrible portrayal

[issraspacebean]

We are just out here traumatizing Jay for the bit and it kinda really annoyed me this time

Episode 125 spoilers ahead

There's a lot of angles to this that can be seen. As funny as parts of the segment of amputating Jay's leg was there was a big part of me that was quite annoyed by how it was handled.

As an able-bodied person I cannot speak for people who have disabilities that affect their mobility in day to day life. But in story Jay's leg getting fucked has been a huge deal to her. I can move passed that we kind of "forgot" about it as soon as the Undersea arc started but the amputation could've been handled so much better than to make a joke out of it. Just the idea that THEY decided to do it when the whole plan was "we have great doctors in trench" is kinda crazy to me.

I know a lot of people in this community who have felt so seen by all the NPC with various limbs missing or that use prosthetic so it just feels wrong to portray an already traumatic thing even more traumatic just for shits and giggles.

Representation aside even in story it was just cruel. Grizzly tells them twice that they can make this amputation as comfortable as possible for Jay yet when she wakes up they don't even try to get her back to sleep. Like truly if any type of magical sleep wasn't an option literally a punch would've been enough probably.

Even the aftermath was handled so badly in my opinion. Jay is actively telling the crew she is in pain and they dismiss her to talk about Gillions hand that isn't even hurting? The conversation is literally switched to them giving Gillion a hook for a hand while Jay is inconsolable in the back.

The argument here can be "oh Gillion also lost his hand" which yeah he did. The difference is his hand is frozen. He isn't feeling anything. Jay got her leg cut off without any anesthesia. That's soldiers in war type shit not a we have a cleric and druid who can help but we don't use them shit. Gillion also got a moment in character to express how he felt about loosing the hand and even time to process that it happened. Jay didn't. And that doesn't sit right with me.

I am not saying the council should've known better I not. I am just pointing this out to bring light to it. Able-bodied people very often fall into things like this because ableism is normalized in society and is hard for so many people to see because the world works good for their abled-body. I hope this post can help people see other angles to how this story is portrayed. No show is perfect but willingness to have a dialog about it is how we can make more people feel welcomed in our community.

To end this post I just hope they let Jay have a proper moment about the whole situation. That MAYBE there will be a point in future eps where our characters realize how traumatizing it was to put Jay through that and maybe even apologize to her about it.

[issraspacebean]

Not really spoilers for eps 125 but guys the next merch drop is about to bankrupt me. Is this dropping at the beginning of April mayhaps?!?!?!

Oath of the Undersea hoodie, t-shirts AND PLAYING CARDS

TAKE MY WALLET AND JUST GIVE ME ALL OF THEM

[issraspacebean]

Let's talk Celeste SHALL WE

This will have spoilers for eps 124

Gosh where do I even start with her. Me and her are on a love-hate relationship. To preface this I'll start by saying how well made her character is. Something about characters that are built with so much complexity scratches my brain. SO LOVE YOU DM GRIZZLY. YOU ARE THE BEST DM GRIZZLY. PLZ AND THANK YOU DM GRIZZLY

All cards on the table I am and forever will be an elder and prophecy hater. Since day one none of it has ever made any sense to me. It is not until now that we have finally gotten en explanation to the exile part which also played a part in this hatred of mine. But atlas it still remains.

With that said let's start with my hate or dislikes for the ones who don't like strong words like that. She is very. VERY educated. She is the head of defense, foreign affairs, economics and ALL knights are under her including their training. That is not smt anyone can achieve easily. So the way she lacks so much empathy yet can be understanding the next second is so crazy?! Not only did you train Gillion a CHILD SOLDIER and made it hell because you kept treating him as a fully developed adult with the most unreasonable goals but you also can't even muster up an apology after Gillion tells you how much that fucking training ruined him and made him think all of you hated him?!

She is also so dismissive. Her frustration seemed to alway get out on Gillion and she became very angry at the thought of Odilath "babying" the chosen one as if HE WASN'T A BABY

I don't think it is far fetched to say that Celest probably spent the most time with Gillion before he was exiled so the fact that she never noticed smt had to be wrong with how much he was struggling feels so odd. Odilath couldn't have been there all the time so how tf does that just pass right under the nose of the head of defense?!

Memories missing or not it just doesn't make any sense. To use her religion against her this is THE chosen one of the prophecy. Yes you never really gave up on him except at the end but you also never made an effort to try to understand why it wasn't going well?! Or yk try being nice...

She also says it herself. She was too blinded by her own pride to notice it. I might be the harsh one here but holy shit. She truly believed that being harsher and more training would get him in line.

Now to what I like. She is a fucking bad ass we cannot deny her that. I am a bit sad we never got to see her fight but there is for sure a reason why Odilath froze them all and dipped.

The way she seems so calculated and just so smart makes me so excited but also scared to see more of her in the future x)

But what got me the most in my feelings was the very obvious sibling love she has for Caspian. Can't speak for Caspian as he barely talked anything about her when he mentioned her once but Celest clearly cares for him a lot and is actively thinking about him at times. She can call him a thief and an outcast all she wants but there is no denying the fact that she cares about him. Which. Giving their history is understandable. Caspian is her only family left kinda.

And this is why it's so hard to understand her as a character. She has so many layers and as we get more of her she just keeps getting more and more complex. My hope is that someday she can recognize her mistakes further and then apologize to Gillion for it.

Okay rant over. I am going to bed.

Oh one last psa. Don't get me started on Tuc and Allrock. Just the idea of an old bitch who can foresee the future and somehow never saw any of this coming and then another old bitch who can barely speak in normal speed even after he is put on x2 speed is MENTAL and makes me want to throw some punches.

[razberrypuck]

mmmmm I wonder if finn's always had memory problems. just because of like.

the way gillion was introduced in the hole in the sea oneshot ("and the much younger boy- you... maybe or maybe not remember the name of. you've seen him around here and there, he attends some of your seminars, a very bright-eyed boy. gillion, maybe").

the sheer amount of detail he put into his logs, that wouldn't be necessary for an outside reader to know; exact temperatures and times and the direction of the wind, pages upon pages going on about the sky and the types of clouds he saw and the humidity in the air. like he's trying to paint himself a picture in his mind so he'd be able to remember it just by reading the words.

writing hundreds, possibly thousands of books in his lifetime, with no mention of fictional stories- from what books we've seen of his it seems like finn writes from his life almost exclusively, with the exception of his research. yes he wrote for his job, and he loves his job, but I wonder if there was more to it than that.

[grizzlyplays]

love reading things like this

[issraspacebean]

Imma just bring this one back cuz wtf

[mangotealeaf]

Trying to recommend Riptide to people is such a Herculean task. Yes I know it’s 121 episodes (and counting) but it’s 121 episodes of the best dnd podcast you’ll ever watch, trust me please please please pleaseeee

[issraspacebean]

Good thing me and some of friends from the fandom are making a recap/ analysis that covers everything up to ep 118 ;)

[mangotealeaf]

Trying to recommend Riptide to people is such a Herculean task. Yes I know it’s 121 episodes (and counting) but it’s 121 episodes of the best dnd podcast you’ll ever watch, trust me please please please pleaseeee

[issraspacebean]

If Lui isn't in the next season of UPP meaning AT THE TABLE as a player I will riot

I need more of Grizzly in oneshots plz guys ToT

[humblecacti]

Dude hes literally wearing overalls Nate would never x) so he must be playing a character!

[issraspacebean]

I FORGOT

I just thought Nate went for a wardrobe change but ur so right

[conwise]

This has been playing on repeat in my head ever since they talked in the rolled about what animal Troy would be if he was a hybrid

(also on my youtube)

[issraspacebean]

If Lui isn't in the next season of UPP meaning AT THE TABLE as a player I will riot

I need more of Grizzly in oneshots plz guys ToT

[newtlosses]

they make me sick.

[issraspacebean]

Fuck my gay ass stupid fucking life

NATE GRIZZLY WHEN I CATCH YOU I SWEAR

[timeb4mbb]

royalstar food