jeno struggles with his feelings toward one of his uni roommates.
content : 2k words, angst to some fluff, suggestive !!, university!au
"do you guys know where jeno is?"
donghyuck looked over at y/n from the sofa while shaking his head. chenle sat beside him, his eyes staying glued to the tv.
y/n sighed at his roommates and went back to his room. the pair were too indulged in their video game to have a care about where their fourth roommate was. jeno often disappeared from the dorm without a word, but after an intimate night with y/n, the latter expected maybe a note or text instead of waking up alone.
after moving into the dorm only a few months ago for the new year at their university, y/n's feelings for jeno started to grow steadily. and since they shared a small room, it was hard to avoid him. that is until things started unraveling between them. y/n felt like he hardly ever saw jeno anymore until the night time rolled around. they'd spent the last couple nights together closely, crossing the line from friends to.. something else.
y/n was cut from his thoughts as the bedroom door opened suddenly, entering jeno in all his glory. y/n felt his chest tense up at the sight of the male. he assumed jeno had a morning session at the gym, as he looked like he'd been sweating with his sleeveless top and faint odor following him.
y/n's heart slowly plummeted to his stomach with the realization that jeno's eyes were falling just about anywhere but him. he frowned and placed his hands behind his back to fidget with his fingers. jeno continued to rummage around in their closet, picking out a new outfit for the day.
"are you showering?" y/n inquired. his voice remained quiet with his nervousness.
"yeah."
y/n's brows furrowed at the answer. that's it? they spent the whole night together in bed, and that's all he gets in the morning?
"want company?" he asked again, trying to give jeno the chance to talk more.
jeno finally looked at him for a moment, the corner of his lips now twitched upwards. he tossed his chosen outfit over his shoulder and walked closer to y/n, their faces centimeters apart now.
"if the others weren't in the next room, i would. another time, okay babe?" he answered before departing again.
y/n nodded while swallowing the lump in his throat. he watched jeno open and close the door of their room again, disappearing behind it. he couldn't avoid the fact that any little thing jeno did made his heart thump against his chest, especially when jeno teased him. but this wasn't the first time the male had done something like this, basically blowing y/n off, and he was getting very tired.
the day passed faster than y/n realized, but even with what felt like a short day, he was exhausted. he just returned to his dorm from his last class and the only thing he wanted to do was get into bed. however, that wasn't very realistic. he had some studying to do and he needed to eat at least a snack for dinner.
after making a small sandwich, he brought it over with him to his desk and laid out all the study materials he needed. jeno's absence in their room did not go unnoticed either, but y/n paid it no mind as he was a bit upset with him anyways.
only fifteen minutes into working and y/n was already frustrated. his brain was tired and his body just wanted something soft to lay on. he tossed his pencil onto the desk and rubbed his face in anguish when a soft knock came from his door.
he knew it wouldn't be jeno, as he never knocked. at least not softly. it was his room too, after all.
y/n got up with a sigh and opened it to reveal his best friend, renjun. he felt like he'd just received a breath of fresh air at the sight of him and quickly hugged him before renjun could comprehend what was happening.
"are you okay?.." renjun asked in surprise.
y/n didn't answer, only hugging him tighter.
"i'll take that as a no?" renjun worried.
"no, i'm fine. just really needed a hug."
renjun pulled away and looked at him, easily seeing his heavy eyes and messy hair. he then saw y/n's study materials covering his desk.
"c'mon, let's go for a walk," he said as he grabbed his friend's hand. y/n looked at him in confusion.
"i have work to do, renjun.."
"take a break. you look like ass."
y/n rolled his eyes, though he knew the other probably wasn't wrong. he followed renjun out of his dorm and onto the streets of their campus. renjun decided not to say much as he knew his friend would speak up if he needed to. as much as he cared for y/n, he tried not to pester him unless it was for his own good.
y/n looked at his shoes as he walked, his mind overloading with thoughts.
"..i slept with jeno."
renjun's head instantly turned with wide eyes.
"you what?!"
y/n failed at hiding his smile and slightly pink cheeks, nodding.
"wait so," renjun began. "you mean you slept together, like you fucked?!"
y/n rolled his eyes, but continued to nod.
"holy shit!!" renjun bounced up and down in excitement. "i knew he liked you back! i knew it! so what now? are you dating?"
this is where y/n's smile fell. renjun gazed at his friend in confusion from his change in attitude.
"we, um.." y/n trailed off.
"you what?.."
y/n looked down again, a bit embarrassed.
"well, we aren't dating.. last night was really great. we talked and kinda ended up confessing and before we knew it, we were both in my bed. and then this morning, he was gone when i woke up. he only went to the gym, but i was a little disappointed that he didn't stay with me. and when he got back to the dorm, he didn't say much. i offered to join him in the shower, but he said no because donghyuck and chenle were in the common room unlike last night."
renjun processed the information before speaking up.
"i'm sorry but hasn't donghyuck like, shaken the walls with his partner?"
y/n snickered at the question.
"many times. i usually just leave or get my headphones. maybe jeno's just more private.. or maybe he's not come out to them," he suggested. renjun frowned while the pair sat themselves down on a bench.
"can i be honest?" renjun asked. y/n sighed and nodded. "well.. hasn't he done this kind of thing before? where things are good between you, and then he blows you off like it doesn't matter?"
"yeah.."
"so he's a jerk who's adding himself to my punch on sight list," renjun muttered, salt laced in his tone. "or i guess.. maybe he's not fully come to terms with his sexuality, like you said," he added annoyedly.
y/n looked down at his hands that were now enveloped in renjun's, which the latter connected in efforts to comfort him.
"..so maybe he's just being weird about liking boys?"
renjun nodded with a small frown.
"you should talk to him about it," renjun urged. y/n finally looked up to see his soft eyes. he nodded and smiled weakly.
"thanks, injunnie."
"anytime, bub," renjun comforted.
after a minute, they got up from the bench with their hands still connected. they began walking before renjun felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. he quickly took it out and checked his notifications, resulting in a meek smile turning on his lips.
"what?" y/n asked. renjun didn't answer for a second as he typed with one hand.
"..it's jaemin. do you mind if i..?"
y/n's eyes widened in realization and nodded quickly.
"oh, yes! go, go! have fun!" he beamed. renjun smiled as a thank you before the duo unlinked hands. "use protection!" y/n shouted after him. renjun turned back for a moment to give him a thumbs up before continuing to speed off.
y/n stood for a minute to look after his friend. he was glad to see him so happy.
"hey."
y/n jumped at the voice that was suddenly behind him. he turned with a hand over his heart to see his roommate.
"fuck, jeno!" he said, exasperated. he caught his breath while jeno just smirked at him.
"you could be moaning that instead, y'know," jeno reminded him. y/n looked up at his sly smile, unaffected. usually a line like that would've sent fireworks off in his stomach, but he was too angry right now.
"i could be, but i'm not," he responded dryly. jeno's grin dropped as he watched y/n walk past him in the direction of their dorm.
"so, are you and renjun a thing now?" jeno questioned while catching up to him. y/n scoffed.
"no?"
"but you were holding hands."
"so? best friends can hold hands," y/n shot back as he paused to stop and look at jeno directly. "especially when one of them is upset about something and needs some comfort."
jeno's brows furrowed.
"you're upset? with me?" he asked again. y/n rolled his eyes.
"do you not expect me to be upset when one minute i think you like me, and the next you barely say a word to me?"
jeno's heart stung from y/n's raised voice. he looked around for a second, barely meeting the other students' gazes on the small scene they'd made.
"i'm sorry.. i'm not the best at.. this, yet." he apologized, his voice quiet. y/n's face softened.
"i can understand that, really. but honestly, i don't have the emotional energy to sit around and wait for you to be ready to be with me. i like you a lot, but i can't be the person waiting for your attention in the shadows."
jeno looked down and nodded, feeling a small urge to cry. y/n sighed and raked a hand through his hair.
"c'mon.. let's go back to the dorms. i'm exhausted," he said as he continued walking now. jeno could feel a couple people still staring at them, but tried to ignore it.
"y/n, i.." jeno paused, then sighed. "you're right. i'm sorry i treated you that way.. i really, genuinely want to be with you."
y/n didn't know what to do. he wanted to believe him, but how was he supposed to know that jeno wouldn't neglect him later in front of his friends or their roommates?
"you'd really want to be with me even in front of all these people on campus right now?" y/n asked. jeno looked around again silently, making y/n continue to walk away.
jeno followed suit after a moment, still in deep thought. his eyes landed on y/n's hands as they swayed back and forth with his strides. he decided to walk faster until he was beside the male and gently slip his hand into y/n's grasp.
y/n's head turned quickly to his crush, who smiled.
"i want to be with you. right now. even in front of all these people. in front of anyone," jeno reiterated, his voice more confident. a small blush stained over y/n's cheeks.
"alright.. but i'm holding you to that. if you blow me off again i'll punch you," y/n replied, intertwining their fingers now.
"..but what if i like blowing you?" jeno asked, stifling a small laugh. y/n sighed and gently swat at his shoulder.
"shut up."
jeno finally laughed at y/n's response, squeezing his hand before they continued walking back to their dorm together.
wonwoo prepares something special for his boyfriend.
content : 2k words, fluff, some light suggestive lines, idol!wonu x non celeb!reader
wonwoo sat in front of his laptop, eyes narrowed and brows knit together in focus. the only light in the room came from the screen and a bit from the master bathroom, as the light was left on by his now absent boyfriend.
seventeen was currently on vacation in jeju. wonwoo managed to convince their manager to let y/n come along, all of them renting out a large house on a secluded part of the beach for a week. he and y/n were in a shared master suite with a glass door overlooking the beach, while the other members shared their own rooms.
with only a day gone by of their vacation so far, wonwoo was getting more and more nervous about a plan he'd come up with weeks ago for y/n. he sighed as his sleepiness began to tug at him, removing his glasses to rub his eyes.
he was about to look back at his computer when several loud knocks came from the glass door. he jumped, quickly shutting the laptop and looking over to see jeonghan, joshua, and chan eagerly waving at him from outside. wonwoo rolled his eyes, knowing he should've expected something like this from them.
he got up and went over to unlock the door, the others letting themselves in.
"what'cha lookin' at over there??" joshua teased as he gestured to the male's now closed laptop.
"yeah, you closed that shit real fast. you got lotion somewhere? tissues?" chan added.
wonwoo rolled his eyes again at the insinuation.
"no, no. he has y/n here for that exact reason," jeonghan answered. the three of them burst into a fit of laughter while wonwoo stifled a small chuckle and shook his head.
"shut up. you guys are weird," he finally said as he went to sit back down.
"where is y/n, actually?" jeonghan asked after noticing he wasn't in the room.
"he's out with seungkwan, i think."
they all nodded at wonwoo's answer as joshua gave him a mischievous smile.
"so really, what were you doing?"
"..nothing."
"tsk. whatever you say," jeonghan pouted.
"c'mon, i'm nosy! pleeeease," joshua said again, the other two nodding along eagerly. wonwoo sighed again before finally turning in his seat and slowly opening the laptop back.
the screen lit up as the boys gathered around their groupmate, now seeing the list he'd made that was titled "proposal ideas for y/n â€ïž".
"holy shit.." jeonghan muttered, his jaw falling agape.
"you're proposing to y/n??! like, marriage?!" chan screamed. wonwoo's eyes went wide as he watched all three of them basically jump out of their skin in excitement.
"wait, you're proposing here in jeju?!"
"how long have you been planning this??"
"do you have a ring for him?!"
wonwoo's heart hammered against his chest as he tried to take in all their questions and enthusiasm. he was already beyond nervous about proposing to y/n, and this was not helping.
"guys, calm.."
the others simmered down a bit, though still obviously dying to celebrate for their friend.
"alright," wonwoo began, "yes, i was planning a proposal while we're here since it's so beautiful. but now i'm second guessing how i'm gonna ask him."
the nervousness in wonwoo's voice was easy to hear, making the others become more serious.
"i'm sure what you have planned is perfect. the proposal itself is already huge as it is, you don't need to make any grand gesture," joshua comforted. the others nodded in agreement while wonwoo looked at them.
"plus, you can't really do a public proposal or anything cause people could find out.." chan said sadly.
"yeah, exactly. but i don't think a public thing would suit us anyways," wonwoo responded. "plus, i think it'll be a much more intimate experience if we're alone, y'know? and if he rejects me then no one will have to know."
"he's not gonna reject you!!" jeonghan scolded with a small hit to wonwoo's shoulder. the latter laughed and nodded.
"let's hope so.. i was planning to just take him on a walk on the beach to do it. i thought that'd be really romantic, but now i dunno.."
"oh my god, it is! do that, he'll love it!!" chan screamed again. wonwoo laughed at the male's eager energy.
"thanks for being so supportive, guys."
"wha.. of course. that's what we're here for, idiot," jeonghan responded.
"so, do you have a ring for him already?" joshua asked. wonwoo's eyes brightened, getting up again and heading toward his suitcase. before he could retrieve the ring though, the bedroom door suddenly opened to reveal his boyfriend.
"wonuuuuu!! ..oh, hey guys!"
"hey, babe. back already?" wonwoo asked. y/n skipped up to him and gave his lips a small kiss before nodding.
"mhm! we only went to get some ice cream. what're you guys doing?"
"not much, just talking," wonwoo replied, slipping his hand into y/n's. the latter smiled and nodded as he now looked at the others. joshua and jeonghan looked like they had small tears in their eyes while chan held back his excitement. y/n's brows furrowed at the unusual behavior.
"you guys okay..?"
"huh? oh, yes! we're fine!" joshua immediately answered. a nervous laugh left wonwoo's lips, now beginning to usher the three of them back outside to continue their night swim.
"g'night, brats!"
"hey, two of us are older than y-"
"good night!" wonwoo said again before closing the door completely and adjusting the curtains. he turned back to see a slightly concerned y/n with raised brows.
"that was.. odd."
wonwoo sighed and walked back over to him to take both his hands.
"they're odd," he corrected. he placed a gentle kiss on y/n's forehead before resuming, "let's get ready for bed?"
y/n smiled now and nodded happily.
"yes please."
y/n awoke the next morning to see the ceiling of his and wonwoo's temporary room. he groaned at the realization that it was already time to get up before he rolled over to cuddle closer to his boyfriend, frowning when seeing that the male wasn't there.
"wonwoo?" he called tiredly as he sat up. wonwoo's head poked out of the bathroom to see the other awake and squinting while his eyes adjusted.
"good morning, my love."
y/n's view quickly shifted to finally see him, a large smile stretching on his lips as a result.
"morning, wonu," he responded happily. wonwoo stepped out of the bathroom in only some shorts, drying his washed hair with a towel. he walked over to their bed to give y/n a deep kiss on his lips.
"wanna go on a morning walk with me?" he asked. y/n's eyes brightened at the idea. he nodded and began getting out of their bed.
"let me put my contacts in and get a shirt and we can go," wonwoo said.
"noo, you look so good just like that. hottest boyfriend ever," y/n praised, making wonwoo blush a bit as he felt the former's eyes scan his body. his broad frame and messy hair made y/n fall in love all over again. his eyes traveled from wonwoo's glasses to the print of his phone in his shorts pocket, which looked rather bulky in y/n's opinion, but he paid the thought no mind.
"alright, just a shirt then," wonwoo compromised.
"tsk, fine."
once the couple made their way onto the beach, they walked at a comfortably slow pace with connected hands, enjoying the sea breeze and clear sky. wonwoo looked over at y/n a few times while trying to think of how to start a conversation for a proposal. y/n was simply too distracting though. wonwoo found that he couldn't think straight, entranced by his partner.
y/n finally felt the other's gaze on him after a moment and looked at him. he smiled in content and squeezed wonwoo's hand.
"you okay?" y/n asked.
wonwoo looked down now. he watched the sand move with their footprints and the waves meet their skin. y/n stopped at the lack of an answer, a little worried now.
"wonwoo?"
"hm? oh yes sorry, i'm okay," he finally said. y/n was not convinced.
"do you need to talk, or..?"
wonwoo looked at him again, his mind screaming at him to just do it already.
"no no, i'm really okay, baby. just thinking," he assured. y/n nodded and gave him a satisfied grin as they began walking again.
wonwoo watched y/n's attention go back to the waves of the ocean while his hair and clothing moved with the wind. he didn't think he'd ever felt this nervous around him. it was an odd feeling, as y/n's presence had always been comforting and warm. but now, it was like wonwoo couldn't stop shaking around him.
"y/n?" he finally spoke up as they stopped again.
"hm?"
wonwoo gazed at y/n's gentle eyes and the cute smile he always got when he felt content in a certain moment. he took a deep breath and now held tightly onto his boyfriend's hands.
"i have something i want to ask you.. but i'm not exactly sure how to bring up something like this, so i'm just gonna say it."
y/n looked at him, a little nervous himself. he nodded for the other to continue.
"i'm so.. just, incredibly in love with you. i have been for years. i really can't imagine a life without you in it, by my side," wonwoo paused, letting go of y/n's hands to reach in his pocket and pull out a black ring box. y/n's jaw instantly fell as he realized what was happening.
"wonwoo," y/n was speechless, watching his boyfriend turn the open box toward him.
"y/n, will you-"
"yes."
wonwoo blinked. a smile broke onto his lips, a little in shock.
"really?"
"yes," y/n said again, trying to contain his happiness. wonwoo let the response sink in before hugging him tightly. both were smiling ear to ear as they tried to grasp the situation.
wonwoo pulled away to look at him, chuckling a bit at the happy tears leaving the other's eyes. he carefully wiped them away before their lips met passionately. this didn't last long though, as it was hard to kiss when neither could stop smiling.
"oh my god," y/n mumbled in disbelief. wonwoo laughed again and took the ring from it's box. he gave y/n another ecstatic grin as he slid the piece of jewelry onto his finger.
"does it fit okay?"
y/n looked at the engagement band while twirling it around his finger. it was a metallic black color with a matte grey strand running through the middle.
"it's a tiny bit big, but that'll be easily fixed."
wonwoo nodded, gazing at him as he admired the ring. y/n quickly looked back up at him and gave him another short kiss.
"i love you so much," wonwoo said a bit quietly. "i can't explain how much i love you, you're my everything, y/n."
"damn it, wonu, stop making me cry," y/n mumbled, wiping his eyes. he took wonwoo's hands back and and composed himself. "i love you too, more than anything."
the pair continued walking for another minute, reveling in the feeling of their new engagement. y/n's eyes soon drifted back down to their connected hands. the presence of his new ring made his heart swell. he then looked to wonwoo again, who was already looking back at him. he leaned over to give y/n another soft kiss on his temple.
"let's go back and tell the guys?" wonwoo asked eagerly. he watched excitement wash over y/n all over again.
"they're going to ruin our eardrums with their screaming," y/n joked. wonwoo snickered and nodded, swinging their hands back and forth as they began walking back toward the house.
summary ⣠Na Jaemin, a figure from Y/Nâs distant past, comes back into the picture. Journeying through the memories they both thought they left behind, they start to recognize how much has truly changed.
genre ⣠angst (+ fluff)
note ⣠This is ending five of seven for the dear dream series. This story takes place right after the dear dream prologue, an âalternateâ to endings such as champagne problems (Jeno), stars around scars (Mark), and the others.
For the endings, the prologue is a good place to start if you want a little bit of context. However, this story can also be read on its own if you just want some Jaemin content. Happy reading âĄ
-: ⧠ prologue â mark - renjun - jeno - haechan - jaemin - chenle - jisung  ⧠:-
â° đđđđđđđ : yuta nakamoto x male reader
â° đđđđđđđ đđđđđđđ : mention of blood + violence
â° đđđđđđđ : The NCT are griving after almost being caught in public and Yuta is upset with himself after saving M/n. Little does he know, M/n would be knocking on his door.
summary ⣠Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. Sungchan gets to see that in practice when he finds his boyfriend, Y/N, wearing his clothes at every opportunity.
summary: Jaehyun was raised to be a hitman under his fatherâs mafia. after being sent to kill (y/n), an innocent person, for the first time after taking down only criminals, he questions his fatherâs intentions and considers going against him and his criminal empire.
notes: mafia-au, violence, a little angst?, some fluff?
pairing: lee jeno x male reader x na jaemin
word count: 2534
description: when you, a new trainee at sm entertainment, capture the interest of both jeno and jaemin, you find yourself torn between them.
requested by: anonymous
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SUMMARY: Jeno finally found his long searched bestfriend.
NOTE: This is my first yandere oneshot that was made about a month ago. The yandere concept interests me and I was inspired to write yandere NCT x male reader oneshots since I do not see much of that content. I hope you like this!
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Your feet gave up on you. You dropped helplessly on the uneven, mossy forest floor. You are breathless and tired but you know you shouldn't stop running. The woods are mysterious and daunting, especially when the moon shines brightly in the vast darkness. Ravishing animals running around. The slippery and sometimes ragged ground. The leaves and branches that would slap you when you make your way. They scared you to death. But you don't care since you are running from someone bigger than death itself. Your captor. Your bestfriend. Lee Jeno.
You managed to stand up again despite your shaky feet. The cold air surrounding you made you tremble and shudder from the cold, but you didn't bother. You just wanted to escape this horrible place. Escape him. You are about to start running again... that's when you felt strong arms wrap around your upper body.
You thrash your arms and legs to wriggle yourself out of the strong grip. You gave all of your strength to get yourself out of the suffocating hold, but you failed. All you heard was a dark chuckle as you were swallowed by the darkness.
You dreamt of him again. Sweat and tears trickle down your face as you sat up from the bed to see where you are. Your whole body trembling from the nightmare you had. You try calming yourself down by breathing deeply and distracting yourself from what just happened. You are fine and you knew you should be.
Lee Jeno. Your childhood bestfriend. The one who always have been with you through thick and thin. Person you always wanted to be like. Jeno Lee, the most adorable, perfect person you've ever known in your life.
You two were inseparable. Every morning you walk to school together. Study your lessons together. Played games with each other. Basically, you've done everything with him. There was no one else who you were close with other than him only. He was your closest brother, one you would never exchange to anyone or anything whatever happens.
Unknown to you, he had this strange feeling for you. He always laid his eyes on you. You were his inspiration to go to school. He became clingy towards you, which is something he was not before, given his ice cold aura and stiff personality. Jeno becomes protective of you whenever someone is three feet away from you. He even made you lunch for school everyday which you gladly accepted. His gorgeous eye smile never leaves his face whenever he is with you. Being a loving bestfriend, you always welcomed him with open arms, making his want of you dangerously unhealthy.
Jeno's heart shattered into pieces when he saw you with your boyfriend you always told him about. He felt unloved, useless, a little insect compared to your wonderful boyfriend. Jeno knew he was a pest to be killed for not deserving you. In his head, you were his and only his.
Your boyfriend's dead body was suddenly found floating on Han River. You were completely shattered upon hearing the news. Your love, the person you intended to marry, dead before your wedding day. Jeno was the first one to comfort. The first one to lull you to sleep in peace, forgetting about every stressful moment that happened in your life.
Your relatives disappeared gradually and found dead in the most terrifying ways and places you could think of. Jeno, however, was always there for you. His eye smile giving you assurance that everything will be fine. Your suspicions on him began to rise after observing the pattern of losing someone you love then him coming to comfort you. Your parents were the only ones you had left and you decided to watch their house from afar.
And your suspicions were shockingly right. Your bestfriend slit open your parents right before your eyes. You couldn't believe it. Your bestfriend for most of your life, right now in front of you, killing the parents who treated him as their second son. You heard the sound of sirens as he smiled back at you with pride hugely evident on his face. He has been sentenced his entire life in prison for murdering people in a span of a month. People you dearly loved died by your bestfriend in a month. You couldn't fathom how many buckets of tears fell out of your eyes in the span of a month. Your sanity was nowhere near normal after all the stress, grief, panic, and anxiety that blanketed you tightly.
A month has passed after his arrest and you could feel his presence. You felt his eyes burning holes into you evem though he is not around. You simply thought it was just your plain overthinking. Wrong. It was only the beginning. Everyday you open the doors to see letters and presents that came from an unknown sender. The letters were somewhat dark that they sent shivers down your spine every time you read them. You knew something is completely wrong and you knew you had to leave this nightmare.
You desperately sold all of your belongings. You didn't care if you sold it half the original price or more than. You just wanted to leave. Fast. You traveled and resided on the other side of the world. You chose to live in a house deep in the woods to distance you from Jeno. But that wasn't working.
Even though far, you could still feel his presence get stronger and his stares even more intense. You started having those nightmares of him chasing you and you woke up to nothing but yourself. You knew you started going insane but it didn't matter anymore.
You stand up from the bed and head to the mirror to check how messy you have been. That's when you saw another figure standing behind you. Looking at you deeply in the eye. You turned around to see if he's real.
It's him.
"Did you miss me, Y/N?" He scooted closer to you until your back was pressed against the wall, his wide, happy smile never leaving his face. You immediately felt weak as he wrapped his arms around you, engulfing you into a tight hug.
"I'm happy I found you. You don't know how much I have missed you. Don't you ever leave me again, okay?" He looked at you. His grin now wider than before.
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Y'all, I hope you enjoyed reading this! This is my first yandere oneshot I've written about a month ago. Tell me what you think about this and what things I should improve in the comments or DM! Take care!
SUMMARY: You boyfriend, Hyunjin took you out on a date to watch your favorite movie.
You sighed in exhaustion and as if the world was trying to test you, a fast running bicycle came your way causing you to jump to the side, so fast that you forgot about the takeouts you had in your hands and at a blink of an eye the neatly boxed items fell to the ground, all the food now spilled on the floor with your eyes widening in fear. "Shit!" You yelled out and tried to get back to the restaurant again, but as soon as you got there the line was already long and it'd take you ages to get to the counter to order, again.
You were at your way to your work with your phone squeezed in between your shoulder and ear as you talked to your co-manager on the other line who seemed agitated for your tardiness, while you tried to balance the foods you were made to order. "Yes, sir. I'll make sure that won't happen again." You told the male before the call was cut short when he decided to hang up all of a sudden.
Looking around, you saw a chinese restaurant that had the smallest line, so you went there and bought the food there, even though the orders of the group was not exactly what they wanted for you to buy. You just couldn't go back empty handed.
After a few minutes of walking, you finally arrived at the venue of the fansign event and got there just in time before Stray Kids were called to the stage for their activity to be done, but the moment you got there you saw that the people present were already eating their food away. They noticed your presence entering the room whilst their head turned to look at you. "I... Good morning, everyone." You greeted them. 'Guess their manager got their food delivered.'
You didn't get a reply, except from the group who was more than happy to see that you had food on your hands. "Hyung! Thank God. I was starving." The group's youngest, Jeongin said as he helped you put the foods down on the table. "You're seriously a life saver."
You smiled at him giving him a muttered thanks that earned you a smile from Jeongin. Honestly speaking, Jeongin was the second best person you ever liked in the group, the first being Lee Felix since he was the only person to ever approach you on your first day since he was able to see how much you were so nervous. Felix was also one of the members who taught you korean, the other being Bang Chan. You had always knew the group back then, and now and you were damn thankful that you got the opportunity to be in their circle.
Who's the person that seemed irritated whenever you were around you ask? Why, the one and only visual king, Hwang Hyunjin. He doesn't actually treat you bad, but the way his eyes would always turn dark or displeased when you show up in his line of sight made you feel so small and felt totally unwelcomed. That was then, apparently, since today the male looked a little too quiet and didn't even bother to look at you. Believe me or not that's actually the kindest thing he's done to you.
You would try to go to him to try and talk to him, worried by his silence. You just furrowed your brows and sighed completely aware that no matter how much you try to talk to him he won't even dare to acknowledge you being there for him.
"M/n, are you just gonna stand there? Come and eat." Chan told you, but you just politely declined his offer with the shake of your head before telling him that you had just taken your breakfast and that you were full, more and you feel like your stomach's gonna burst. "Hm, suit yourself, but I'll be leaving mine untouched, so you can eat it when you get hungry, yeah?"
"You're so kind, Chan." You gave him a smile that got Chan smiling also showing his deep dimples that you could just dive in it anytime soon.
"Hey, hey, hey! We've known each other the longest. Why do I still have to call you 'hyung' and M/n doesn't?" Jisung, one of the group's rapper, pouted with folded arms as Chan chuckled before ruffling the kid's hair that Jisung angrily shook off.
"Well, since he's not that spoiled, unlike you." Chan answered Jisung who gasped dramatically. "And he also gained my permission, soâ"
"Whenever or not he's around, is he the only person that ever comes into your mind?" That all too familiar voice spoke out, all your heads turning towards the person. He scoffed and stood up with a smirk on his face, probably in disbelief that the whole group was talking to you and always thought about you. "I mean, come on. There's gotta be something else to talk about other than this... person." You felt his eyes look at you while your eyes stared at him with rising anger. "There's sports, other artists, songs, music, so many and you chose to pick him as the topic of your talk."
"Hyunjin, that is very disrespectful." Chan gritted out, but Hyunjin knew better than to listen or to even stop.
"I'm really not, hyung." Hyunjin's smirk grew wider eyeing you with a suspicious look on his eyes. An idea popped in his head as he opened his mouth to talk. "But, if you want to, I could show you how disrespectful I can get." Without any warning, he took the take-out container and bottled drink in his hand and gave you no second to react as he poured all of its contents onto your head with a loud gasp coming out of you. "There. I'll call it a masterpiece even."
"Hwang Hyunjin!" Bang Chan's voice boomed through the whole room a still smirking Hyunjin turning around to face the older male who was fuming with anger. "Youâ"
"Chan!" You called out to him before things got a little out of hand. For pete's sake their going to just fight because Hyunjin had made a mess of you? You were not even worth the fight. "No. I'm fine. I can just quickly change, that's all. I'll be right back and I better get no reports about you two fighting." You told the two, Chan rolling his eyes.
You got out of the room and ran as fast as you can to the nearest restroom, cleaning yourself as soon as you arrived. Times like this you would immediately bawl your eyes out, but with the constant behavior that Hyunjin showed to you, you grew used to it. Heck, you even sometimes feel that the other boys only act like they liked you being there and when you weren't, they'd stab you behind your back. "Goodness, why won't this get off."
"Need help?" A raspy voice came from the entrance of the restroom, turning your head around to see Felix leaning himself on the door frame with his arms crossed, then untangled them to let his hands rest inside his pockets and stepped inside as you smiled at him. "Do you need more tissue?"
You shook your head at him, your attention back on your stained favorite shirt wiping them clean with the tissues the place's restroom owned. "Nah, there's plenty here. Besides, I'm all dried up now." You said and showed yourself to him, Felix knitting his brows in worry.
He seeped air through his teeth and cocked his head to the side, unsure if you should be wearing that now dirty shirt when you'd be with them during the activity the whole time. "I don't think you should be wearing that."
"Why? It's my favorite sweater." You chuckled half-heartedly.
"Yeah, I know, M/n, but it's dirty. Plus, I think it gets pretty uncomfortable seeing that stain on your shirt and it gets sticky. Yeugh." Felix pretended to barf which got you laughing softly. Felix, though not trying to be funny, whatever he does it always seemed so funny to you.
"Fine, fine. I'll go change, the problem though is that I didn't bring an extra shirt with me today." You told Felix scratching your nape.
"Really? Well, I guess we have to borrow from one of the group's." Felix suggested, but your eyes grew sizes bigger upon hearing that and waved your hands.
"No way, Felix! I have already done enough damage, I can't afford to borrow a shirt from one of the members, or to you even." You told him, but it all fell on deaf ears as Felix refused to listen. "I'm just trouble, Felix. You don't have to worry about me."
Felix hummed with two fingers pinching his chin gently. "Yeah, I don't think so." He took your wrist and started to drag you back to the dressing room. "Come on, I know there's someone willing to let you borrow a shirt." You just sighed, knowing that Felix won't even dare to change his mind when he had already set them on something.
Alas, as you two got there, none of the members even had a spare shirt to let you borrow. They were very willing and even tried to look around if there was anything, but to no avail. Although, there was one last person you didn't ask. "Hyunjin. You were the cause of this mess, you let him borrow your shirt." Felix sternly told the older male who pilled his brows together.
"What?! No way! Are you telling me I'd offer to do something for that guy? No!" Hyunjin retorted making Felix growl.
Felix was so ready to throw punches at the male who didn't seem to be bothered by the situation, but you just put a hand on Felix's shoulder and assured him. "That's alright, Felix. My sweater was thick enough to not get my undershirt wet. Although, I'm grateful for your effort." You smiled at him and sighed.
Just in time, you heard a call from one of your co-manager that the group was already being requested to be at the stage right now. You gave them an encouraging smile as they all did the same. "Alright boys. It's time to go out there and meet millions of your fans."
The group all shouted, excluding Hyunjin, hurray and hurried out to get on stage, you following behind after you were able to discard your sweater, leaving you only on your black t-shirt. You shivered at the cold now that you were left with a thin clothing that wasn't appropriate for the type of weather you were having and not mention that the place was fully air-conditioned.
Your shaking was not too evident, but one of the members, Seungmin, was able to notice it. Feeling pity he made his way to Hyunjin and tried to convince him. "Jinnie, M/n's cold. Please lend him your jacket, at least. He'll get sick if he continues to get exposed to the cold."
"Better for him."
"Hyunjin, please... Besides, you're already wearing thick layers of clothes why not let M/n borrow." Seungmin reasoned out and solemnly knitted his brows to persuade the male, Hyunjin rolling his eyes at his bestfriend and huffed before taking his jacket off of him and handed it over to Seungmin who silently squeaked. "Thanks, Hyunjin." Hyunjin brushed it off with a 'whatever', the younger of the two jogging his way towards you and gave you the jacket he got from Hyunjin. "I noticed your shivering, so I want you to take this jacket and no, you can't say you can't accept it."
You nodded your head at him and took the jacket from his hands. "Thank you, Seungmin."
"My pleasure." He smiled at you with those puppy dog like smile. He skipped back to reunite with his group while you put on the jacket that Seungmin offered you. You were still in thought though how Seungmin was able to convince Hyunjin to let you borrow his jacket. You knew Hyunjin owned the jacket since he wouldn't let them go since the moment you arrived.
You noticed how the jacket was too big for you, since the sleeves of the piece of clothing only let your fingers peek out through the holes while the flaps reached further down your hips, but it totally felt cozy and smelled like... Hyunjin. How do you explain it? You don't even know where to begin. It was him. The reason why you wanted to work with Stray Kids. You didn't want to look like you were some type of stalker, but all you ever wanted was to befriend Hyunjin.
The befriending process didn't go the way you actually thought it would go. Everytime his eyes met yours or you heard his voice you'd get all flustered and so nervous that your tongue always gets tied, the words you want to tell him gets trapped inside your mouth. It all started to be just an admiration towards the slightly older male until your determination to become his friend gradually became an unknown feeling towards Hyunjin, until realizing later that you actually liked the group's rapper, despite all his bad treatment towards you.
Back to reality, you hugged yourself and took in the wonderful scent the artist gave off until one of your co-worker nudged you. "Hey, stop sniffing the clothes. You totally look like a sasaeng."
"W-what? I wasn't sniffing anything." You denied it earning an eye roll. Later, you heard the whole place bursted into shouts of joy and excitement as Stray Kids made their appearance on the stage greeting all their fans inside and outside of the place. They all took their turns taking the mic to express their happiness and gratefulness to their ocean of fans that filled up the whole place.
Soon, the group was seated at a long rectangular table that was a perfect fit letting all the members seat on their respective seats. There were chairs as well settled in front of the table with each settled across a specific member.
You were appointed to keep guard and stand behind Hyunjin, in any case of fans throwing shade at him or any forms of harm or hate towards the member who had just been caught up in a supposed bullying rumor.
The line started to form as people who were present inside the place took their turns to talk to each member and get a sign from them. So far, you could only wonder how paranoid the company was to keep you on guard of Hyunjin when all these people here are Stays and they wouldn't do such thing to throw hate to any members in the group. Right?
The line was still too long to be gone in just minutes making you sigh, hearing your tummy rumble hoping that no one heard that. You now finally regret not eating that noodles that Chan offered you, the hunger finally hitting your system as your tummy continued to grumble. You pursed your lips and forced your eyes closed while you brought your head down in embarrassment. 'Fuck... why now?'
After a short while, the line was starting to get shorter and shorter, you thanking the heavens for the fast passing by of the time. But, the moment you least expected to happen happened. You felt a harsh tap on your legs and another and another after it finally took your attention, getting a little shocked that the action was done by the person who hated you the worst. "Take it before I change my mind." He told you. You complied and bowed at him politely as he tuts his tongue. "Who would even think of going to work on an empty stomach?"
'You... poured it on me?' You thought then shrugging it off before you looked at the treat offered to you by Hyunjin. You wondered what type of bread it was and hesitated, although Hyunjin's back was facing you he was able to sense your hard time on trying to eat what he gave you.
"It's not poisoned, M/n." He whispered as he signed the album that had his photo on it, then looking up at the fan who would like to talk to him.
Their talk wasn't audible to you, but you opened the packaging of the nicely wrapped pastry and bit on it with your body facing the wall so your back was turned against the people to cover yourself while you ate. One of your co-manager did notice your unwanted behavior and stomped his way to you and took the baked good from your hands and threw it to the ground to step on it and crush it good. "What do you think you're doing, L/n?! You're being inappropriate right now." He gritted out to you with a small voice almost like a whisper so no one else would hear you two. You bowed your head subtly before a hand was placed right below your chin as you looked up at him confused. "Spit." He ordered, referring to the food you were chewing.
You nod your head and spit out the food that was in your mouth into his hand while he picked up the wasted food and left, then threw it all at a trash can. "Fuck." You sighed as you held your chest and slowly turned around to face the non-existent line, the group now interacting with their fans.
Just looking at them now, you were able to remember when you were the one who was there seated at the chairs shouting out the name of the person you would call as your bias, which is no other than Kim Seungmin. At least, when you still didn't take the job to be one of the group's manager. Usually, it would only take one manager to manage the group, but why did this group require another one? You questioned yourself. It was all unexplained to you, but all you gotta do was to just be glad that you get to be friends with the people you see as your role models.
"Hyunjin-ah! When did you start trading jackets with your manager?" The question came out as a shout that got everyone laughing, including the group. You were only able to chuckle knowing that it was Seungmin who convinced Hyunjin to let you borrow his jacket.
Hyunjin didn't get to answer the question, when another fan spoke from the crowd that got every fans' attention. "Are rumors true that you don't treat Manager L/n well?"
Chan furrowed his brows and picked up his microphone. "Where did you get this story?" He chuckled trying to make it sound that it wasn't true and just pure bluff. Chan looked at Hyunjin with the face that told Hyunjin that he should start treating you well if he didn't want the netizens to know about his treatment towards you. "Anyways, it's seriously not true."
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A few minutes later and the event was finally finished and the group was bidding their goodbyes to their fans as they started to walk backstage. You waited for them at their waiting room with a handful of bottled waters for the boys to pick up once they get inside. The door soon opened revealing the group with a tense atmosphere following them that got you so confused. "Heyâ"
"Hyunjin. If word gets out about your mistreatment to M/n, that would be a serious damage to our image and to M/n as well, 'cause he's obviously in pain because of you!" Chan yelled at the trouble causing male who only rolled his eyes paying no heed to his warning.
"Atleast, I never went too far as to really hurt him physically." Hyunjin deadpanned Chan growling at his response. Your eyes flickered to Hyunjin, then to Chan not knowing what to do in this situation.
"You are seriously being a jerk right now, Hyunjin." Chan fumed in anger while Hyunjin just continued to act deaf and played on his phone. Chan, giving up, sighed and plopped down on his seat. "Ayayay."
They took turns in getting your glances as you thought of a way to calm the atmosphere. You had already been their manager for a over a year now and this was the only time that Hyunjin ever spoke up to Chan and, to top it off, with sass and without the slightest feeling of being bothered. That was the moment you felt like you had enough. You've had enough with all these things. You were tired of yourself to even think that Hyunjin would finally soften up to you and be his friend. You were wrong to even apply for this kind of job. The group wouldn't be fighting if it hadn't been for you appearing in their lives all so suddenly. "Guys... let him do as he pleases. I'll be the one to take of whatever the netizens hear."
Chan raised his eyes up at you with furrowed brows. "What do you plan on doing? Whatever it is don't do it."
You smiled and nodded. "I won't, Chan." You held up the bottles in your hands and turned on a toothy smile. "Water? Anyone?" They all sighed in relief and got their turns in picking their own bottled water, the last one not being picked up by Hyunjin, so you decided to give it to him. You brought the cold drink to his face making him flinch as he looked up at you. "Thank you for the bread, by the way." You told him and giggled. "I've already packed your jacket in your bag." You informed him and patted his back.
The once crazily terrifying atmosphere now turned into a more comfortable one, the one you always would want to see. You didn't know what got you the courage to speak or blurt out whatever you had in your mind, but you looked at Hyunjin and said: "Hyunjin, can I talk to you privately?" Thankfully, their loud voices was able to distract themselves from hearing your request to Hyunjin who sighed and nodded his head. He stood up from his seat and started to move outside of the room. You followed behind closely, feeling intimidated by the month older's tall figure. "Hyunjin..."
"Cut to the chase, M/n. I don't have much time." He told you as you nod your head in understanding and fiddled with your fingers.
"I know, you'd probably like hearing this, but could I have the permission to quit as your group's manager?" You asked him, his forehead creasing that made him pull his brows together. "I was able to notice what the group had become the moment I became your managerâ"
"And do you think quitting would change it?" Hyunjin asked you with a raised brow. "If anything, it'd probablyâno, it would break their hearts to know that you quitted. If you do so, you're not only quitting as a manager, but as their friend as well."
"And you're able to say that after you purposely tried to have me fired or suspended from work by offering me that bread?" You sarcastically answered, Hyunjin clearing his throat.
"Well... that wasn't my intention. I didn't even know it'd get you fired." Hyunjin replied making you chuckle.
"Yeah..." You replied with a sad smile. "But, I don't wanna be the reason why you and Chan would always fight. Stray Kids is Stray Kids because they're fun and loving, caring. And I don't want to change that by being around the group." Hyunjin never replied anymore and you sighed. "I'm heading back now." You said and as you started to walk back inside, Hyunjin spoke.
"I wish you never entered our life, at all, M/n." He told you that got your heart broken into pieces. Sure, you admitted that he never liked you even just a bit, but him saying it so bluntly to you, it's like he does really mean it and could only care less. You were about to speak when Hyunjin beat you to it. "If so, I wouldn't be able to garner these undeniable feelings I have for you."
You froze. Were you hearing right? You just cleaned your ears this morning, well you do it everyday. Is your ear trying to play with you? "W-what?"
"DAMN! WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT?!" You gasped with your mouth full of popcorn, your boyfriend, Hyunjin seated beside you at the movie theater. He smiled at you admiring how cute you looked with your shocked expression that was being illuminated by the big screen. "Jinnie! Look, they're gonna kiss! AH!!" As the two actors in the movie was about to kiss, one of the movie's cast bursted out of the door cutting the kiss and earned a few 'oh's and 'I hate you, Chan's. "Chan is such a cock blocker."
"Watch your mouth, babe." Hyunjin told you making you pout.
"It's true, though!" You retorted and Hyunjin could only laugh at your cuteness and honest opinions.
Lucas, a player and possessive... What a match made in hell, but his reputation precedes him.
A seducer like him shouldn't be chasing someone, but when a very cheeky Y/N comes into the story at one Halloween party, his enamoring feelings come into play very quickly.
"Bro... are you listening?" One of Lucas's teammates exclaims trying to get his attention.
"Huh... What?"
"I was telling you about this new routine that i made for our game, do you think our coach is gonna like it?"
"Uhuh.
Yeah" Lucas was trying to string onto any type of words to use while he was bored out of his mind.
"Hell yeah.
So, what's up with you and Becca?"
"The foreign girl?
Nothing, we're not exclusive... Yet"
"Oh, d'you got plans and shit?"
"There's this like shitty Halloween party coming around, and i was planning on getting it"
"Getting what?"
"Are you- you nimrod, what do you think??"
"Oh right, hell yeah"
"Imma be wearing like a vampire costume, i got like eyeliner and shit, it's gonna look so dope dude"
"Yeah, I'll be coming too"
"You... Really?
It doesn't seem like your type of scene"
"Nah nah, I'll be there.
I'm getting my Einstein costume ready"
"You?
As Einstein?
I did not see that coming"
"Yeah me neither, this is what happens when you get impromptu diarrhea"
"WH-...I'm not even gonna start with that"
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"JIWOO, I CAN'T FIT IN THIS"
"The fuck do you mean 'you can't fit in it'???"
Motherfucker, your waist is like 2 inches, you're gonna be fine"
See, Y/N was getting ready for that infamous Halloween party that everyone is going to, but the only thing that's important is to get your own costume.
And you did.
A slutty devil.
Were y'all expecting that?
Yes you did, don't lie.
"My momma always said 'boy the fuck do you got that tiny ass waist? For other men to grab?' and she was absolutely right "
"Ah, they grow up so fast"
"Oh, so how about that cheerleading thing you got going on?
How did it go?"
"I got in first try baby"
"Now that calls for a celebration-"
"Nope, I'm not missing this party and if i wanna get drunk I'll be tipsy at the party only, there's no way I'm vomiting on my very nice expensive ass carpet"
"Suit yourself.
No seriously, suit yourself, we leave in like 2 minutes"
After some very tough clothes stretching and acrobatic shit happening to get into his outfit, Y/N managed to do just that.
It was red, accompanied with tiny wings on the back and a long spikey tail, Y/N's back and stomach were exposed with an opening in the costume.
"BITCH, JIUNG'S HERE WE GOTTA GO."
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"Nice party by the way" Lucas said, walking inside of Becca's house.
"Thanks bae, my parents ain't here and god knows what they would've done if i told them I'm getting their place trashed for a party" Becca said before handing him his drink.
"Nah, they wouldn't do anything, I'm their 'favorite guy' remember?"
"Oh my god, i can't believe you still remember that.
I suppressed that nickname in the back of my brain cus it's so embarrassing, all you did was babysit Mike cus i wasn't home that day"
"True, i did wanna ask you something that day though"
"What was it?"
"Well it would've involved a lot of handy work" Lucas said, slowly sliding his finger over the top of the glass he was holding.
"Oh my god, i cannot with you" Becca said before leaving to greet the other guests.
This wasn't anything new to Lucas, he didn't do this because he wanted to, it's because he needed to.
His reputation was extremely important to him and one wrong move could've absolutely ended all of the things he worked so hard on achieving.
He didn't like girls romantically and quite frankly, not even sexually.
But, you can understand how him suddenly coming out could make his image crumble.
Until... he came.
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"If we don't arrive on time I'm putting your ass on blast immediately"
"Relax ye of little faith, we'll make it in time."
"Well, i need drinks in my system and this bitch better not have only punch cus oh boy i will riot."
It wasn't that hard to miss the house, considering how there's a big sign next to it indicating that there's a party happening.
So, Y/N decided to ring the doorbell first , getting a glare thrown at her from Jiwoo.
"This is a party, you can literally just barge in babe"
"Oh."
"Y/N BITCH HEEEY"
"BECCAAAA"
Y/N and Becca knew each other since kindergarten and seeing each other dressed as weird creatures was such a.... great... reunion topic.
I mean, Becca is literally dressed as an alien.
It can't get weirder than that.
"How have you been?"
"Pretty good, currently in my last year and this school keeps beating my ass"
"Tell me about it, this shit makes me wanna projectile vomit every-
Y/N don't look now, but Lucas is starring daggers at you"
When someone tells you that, there's no other choice but to look, and that's exactly what you did.
Against your better judgement, you turned around only to be met with a pair of eyes, filled with interest.
He stared at you like a moth to the flame, before getting distracted by a random chick in a squirrel costume??, and you let out a loud breath almost as if his stare sucked the air out of you.
"Told you not to look.
Although be warned, Lucas is a known player and he ain't a good catch that's for sure.
Just be careful."
"Girl, I'm not gonna date him or anything just because he looked at me all seductively,
I got my morals don't worry"
"Oh i never worry with your crazy ass"
"True, remember that time when i crashed my dad's car because you told me not to drink and i still knocked 9 vodka shots like it's nothing?"
"NO BECAUSE I YELLED-"
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After last night, Lucas could not get Y/N out of his head.
Seeing Y/N walking and talking was something of a daily routine to him.
But they had a game to play and he wasn't losing any time soon.
Lucas was at the top of his game-
Oh no.
The door to the auditorium opened, and in came Y/N.
Lucas was stuck shut.
"Alright people, LET'S GO"
The cheerleaders started their usual routine, uplifting the crowd.
He watched as Y/N jumped and turned, his ass shaking at every step with his lower abs slightly exposed complimenting his curves-
"LUCAS??"
He slowly got to his senses, seeing one of the opposite players moving next to him.
Lucas quickly intercepted him, catching the ball and slamming it in the hoop.
The scoreboard showed 45-40 signaling the end of the game.
"AFTER PARTY BITCHES AT MY PLACE !"
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"Y/N, chill with the drinks.
I don't need you vomiting everywhere"
"Don't worry, I'm good bae" Was what Y/N thought he said, but he's shit drunk so it sounded like "dOuN wOrrY aImM gOaD bAa"
"Y/N, we need to talk" Lucas stopped your conversation with your friend, grabbing your hand and dragging you to the nearest room.
"Hey, what's your deal?"
"You cheeky motherfucker, you know exactly what you're doing"
"What-"
"The provocative devil costume, the staring from afar-"
"First of all, I didn't dress up to seek your validation Mr. Fuckboy McGee, and second of all, you looked at me first at that party i didn't initiate shi- ugh"
Before you could finish your sentence, Lucas slammed you against the wall spreading your legs and positioning his knee right under your dick.
"So, what's stopping me from fucking you right here and now?"
"Wait, hold up,
"I thought you were straight....?"
Let's just say I'm craving for a different type of ass tonight"
HOLY HELL, this was a long ass fic, i think this might be the longest one i wrote đ
To the Anon that requested this, i hope it was ok and that it was right up your alley and that i didn't fuck it up in any way, and if i did you have the right to beat the shit out of me, success 100% guaranteed âŒïž
WARNINGS: Rough throat fucking, Hyunjin being a jealous best friend
SUMMARY: Hyunjin didn't like the way you were only having fun with his friends, so he let all his jealous out on fucking your mouth.
(A/N: This one's a bit too short and I hope it didn't look rushed. LOVE YOU ALL!)
Usually, Hyunjin wouldn't mind you hanging out with his friends. In fact, he loved to see you finally coming out of your shell after being kept hidden inside there with no one for you to talk to. Everytime he sees you with his friends playing basketball, playing music, creating music and going on music gigs in some clubs, he would smile and become the proudest friend a man could ever be.
But, you see, here's the catch. It is true that Hyunjin is the happiest when you're around people, specifically his friends. Heck, the word happiest can't even match up the way he truly feels. It just so happens though, that you were making more time with his friends MORE than him. And it didn't quite feel right to him.
He is your best friend. He is your childhood friend, so he knows you better than anyone you had ever met. He met you the longest, that's why he felt so jealous why you were only looking for his friends. "M/n, Seungmin and Jeongin are not coming." Hyunjin rolled his eyes in annoyance, having had enough of your constant questioning where the two were.
You tapped your palm on your thighs for the nth time and turned your head from left to right to see if there were any signs of Seungmin and Jeongin, but to no avail. You bit your lip and shook your head, earning a groan from Hyunjin. "I just know they're gonna come." You said.
Just when you thought all hopes were lost, the two people you were waiting for sprang into view as you smiled widely at them and waved your hand at them from afar. They, too, did the same retracting their hands almost immediately upon seeing the look on Hyunjin's face. He certainly did not look happy with them being around. "Oh, great. They're here." Hyunjin grumbled while glaring at the two males.
"Glad you two could make it." You giggled as you gave the two a warm hug. You pulled yourself away and smiled. "Let's get inside, then. The movie isn't gonna watch itself." You chuckled as you led them inside the movie theater, Hyunjin being behind you three.
"Guh-reat." Hyunjin crossed his arms.
As you all made your way to find your seats, unfortunately, since the movie was a big demand, you had to seperate into pairs since there were only a few seats left with you and Hyunjin being at the furthest back of the theater, while Seungmin and Jeongin was seated at the front row. Your lips formed into a pout with the popcorn in your hand. Hyunjin was able to notice the sadness on your face making him groan silently. "What's wrong, M/n? Are you upset Minnie and Jeongin is not seating with us?"
You didn't reply, but you weakly shrugged your shoulders. You were very close to the two and wanted to talk about how much you loved the show. You were always a part of the fandom since you were young. Sure, it was an age restricted show when you were younger, but your father didn't mind you watching. If anything, he was happy he had you to enjoy its shows on t.v.
You got so excited when news came out that F/S was releasing a movie this year and it just so happens that the release date was on your birthday. You just felt so lucky. Not lucky enough though since you didn't get to seat with Seungmin and Jeongin. "It's clear you are, M/n. I can see it." Hyunjin said snapping you out of your thoughts, his face holding a very angry expression.
"W-what? Hyunjin, no. Please, don't think like that." You tried to clarify the situation, but you realized that you were in fact feeling a little down that it was only him here with you.
Hyunjin scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Is my presence not worth acknowledging enough, M/n?" Hyunjin let out disappointed. "You're looking for someone else when I'm already here."
You furrowed your brows and held his hand. "Hyunjin, stop. I just thoughtâ"
"Just save it, M/n." He sighed. "Focus on the movie. It's about to start." Hyunjin told you as he gently removed the hand which you held and glued his eyes on the big screen in front of you.
'Why's he being like this?' You thought as you let yourself stare at him for a few more seconds, then moved them to the movie that was about to start.
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As soon as the movie ended, you have already forgotten that you had started a rising beef with Hyunjin, who already looked like he was gonna eat you alive for acting like nothing even happened between you two. He licked his lips before poking the insides of his cheeks, folding his arms over his chest, his leather jacket rustling at the action. "You're in so much trouble, my little prince." He mumbled to himself as a smirk appeared on his face.
The day still wasn't over yet, you went on a shopping spree blowing away all the money you had earned from your part-time job, going at an amusement park and getting on every single rides that the place could offer, gift giving, taking a walk, adopting a dog, late night road trips while the music blasted from the radio as you all vibed to the rhythm of the music.
Alas, the moment Hyunjin has been waiting for. Going home. "See you guys at school tomorrow!" You waved them goodbye while the two separated ways with you and Hyunjin, the latter finally able to have you for himself. You smiled to yourself whilst you got inside your shared house with Hyunjin placing all of the presents you received from Seungmin and Jeongin in your bedroom, wanting to open them later on after you have taken a shower.
But as you were about to walk to the bathroom, you were caught on the wrist by Hyunjin, whose face didn't need a lot of asking, but it was for sure looking really agitated. "So, you're just gonna act like that, huh? Neglect all that happened today?" Hyunjin smirked, you wincing when his grip on your wrist tightened.
"Hy-Hyunjin, you're hurting me." Your face distorted at the pain you were feeling, wanting nothing more than Hyunjin to let go of your wrist. "Hyunjinâ"
"On your knees, M/n." He demanded of you through gritted teeth, but he felt his blood boil even hotter when you only whimpered in front of him and didn't listen. He growled and pulled you closer to him as you squeaked out in shock. "Don't let me force you to do it, M/n. You already know how rough I could get if you don't listen."
You gulped and nodded your head. You slowly fell down to your knees, your eyes locking with Hyunjin who watched you get all submissive in foront of him. God, he just loves watching you look so vulnerable in front of him. "That's right, M/n." As you wanted to get this all done with, you wasted no time to unbuckled his belt and pull his pants down only to realize that this friend of yours was bold enough to not wear any underwear while walking around the streets.
Your eyes darted up at him with knitted brows. "You... you didn't wear anything under? S-someone else might have saw your.. uh.. boner."
Hyunjin chuckled and entangled his fingers with your hair. "I'd like it if they did see it, M/n." He smirked, caressing your hair ever so softly, before he pulled on it making tears prick inti the side of your eyes. "Now, suck, hun. We don't have all day."
With that being said, you wrapped your lips around the tip of his cock, sucking on it like it was the head of a lollipop. You earned a satisfied sigh coming from above you, giving you the idea that he was feeling good. Usually, you'd tease him sending butterfly kisses and casual kitten licks on his tip, but not wanting to anger Hyunjin more, you just went and cut to the chase.
You poked your tongue on the slit of dick, the taste of precum seeping from it hitting your buds. You let his cock dig deeper inside you as you inserted a few more inches of him inside your mouth. "I want you to take me all in, M/n. Not like the usual." Hearing this, you knitted your brows and opted to pull away to argue with him, but the moment you tried Hyunjin thought otherwise and pushed your head back into his length forcing you to take all his size inside your mouth, releasing a deep howl from the older male who chuckled at how you tried to get accustomed to his size, but he gave you no time as he thrusted his dick in and out of your mouth while you let out choked out noises.
Hyunjin chuckled with his voice falling an octave deeper, finding it fun that you were taking his cock like you were a pro cock sucker as he liked to call it. "Fuck, M/n. Your mouth feels so good, I could do this all night." He huffed and groaned in pleasure at the euphoric state he was in.
"Can anyone else make your mouth feel good?" He asked you, snapping his hips forward and didn't let you reply afraid of what he gets. He doubled his speed and growled, holding the back of your head with so much force due to his reckless behavior inside your mouth, your eyes rolling to the back of your head. "FUCK, SHIT! M/n, YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD!" He shouted out, giving zero shits about the neighbors who could hear him.
Looking at your fucked out face Hyunjin couldn't help himself, but to chuckle deeply while he remained on his merciless pace and pushed his head back in pure bliss. "I didn't know fucking your mouth felt so much better than fucking my other hook ups. I didn't know either that heaven was being brought to me by my own friend." He laughed manically, increasing his pace.
You slurped and slid your tongue on his long rod, taking every inch with every last piece of consciousness left inside of you. You swirled your tongue and played with his tip when you got the chance, only to choke again when you felt Hyunjin bury his dick inside your mouth and hot, thick, white liquid fell down your throat, you not taking any drop to waste. "That's right, M/n. Take it all."
As he finished inside of you, he pulled out his now flaccid cock while you licked him dry, breathing heavily. "Damn, I never felt that good in so many days."
"You just wrecked my ass yesterday, Hyunjin." You stated, getting up from your knees. "Now, go get an underwear." You said, face going red.
"You're lucky I wasn't planning on wrecking your ass again." He said and was about to leave, but he thought of something. "Or, maybeâ"
"Hwang!"
"Okay, okay. Goodness." Hyunjin chuckled. "And P.S, I wasn't jealous with Seungmin and Jeongin." He huffed and left making you roll your eyes, making your way to the bathroom to finally take a bath.
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(A/N): Ok soâŠI donât know if it was a good idea to continue this but I made a chapter selection so itâs easy to get to specific chapters and I also added them at the end of each chapter. I know you all are probably getting bored with this fic but donât worry the romance will come in soon after chapters 8 and 9 which are on cue now. As always I need to reach a quota of responses from my last chapter and also some feedback from you readers to know how this is doing, your thoughts on the plot, what youâre expecting from future chapters and how my writing is. Itâll be greatly appreciated and itâs a great motivator for me! Thank you everyone! And enjoy reading!
contains - a bit of swearing, internalised homophobia? blushy mushy mark.
synopsis - mark has a crush on you, itâs a feeling beyond ignoring at this point; he canât help but stare at you from across the room, he canât help but blush when you lock eyes and he canât help but scribble your name in his notebooks; itâs become a guilty pleasure.
Mark literally borrowed a pink pen from his friend, it was just a colourful alternative from the blue and black pens heâs been using to decorate the corner of his notebook. It wasnât even intentional; some days heâd just be writing your name and adding hearts and heâd just blink for a minute when he realises what heâs doing. Other days it became a guilty pleasure, heâd bite his lip feeling criminal for thinking about you like this⊠but your name looks so pretty.
Youâre not even in the same major as him. Heâd met you at the library when he had gone to greet Kun; both you and his friend being in the medical faculty. Your smile was just so captivating; and then heâd catch you in the University food court, with some of his other friends, in study halls. It became a routine to just admire you from afar, on the same table you and his friends were sitting on if he got really lucky.
âWhat you got there?â Johnny just pops out of nowhere, coming behind Mark who just shut his notebook like he was withholding top-secret information, mumbling a quick ânothingâ as Johnny sat across from him on the table in the campus courtyard. Johnny rolled his eyes, picking up the soft-drink can with the straw sticking out from the top that belonged to Mark, taking a sip of the drink, âSure, because that wasnât suspicious,â he says, before furrowing his brows at the drink, and sliding it back to Mark, âThatâs not Fanta, bro.â
Mark looks away, using his elbows to keep the book in place on the table, âWhatâs up?â
âSaw you sitting alone, dropped by, thought you were studying, thought I could help even though youâre doing visual communications and Iâm over in lawâ but hey, what the fuck? youâre my friendââ Johnny explains, taking another sip of the Fanta before frowning and putting it back again, âYeah, then I see you using a pink pen in an empty notebook.â
Mark avoids looking at Johnny. Yeah, theyâre friends, and Mark is very comfortable around the guy, but heâs not gonna tell him about his obsession with you. Mark just nods, way too suspiciously, âThatâs.. nice?â
âC'mon,â Johnny presses, âWhoâs the girl?â
âI- The what?â
âOh my god,â Johnny leans in towards Mark, squinting at him for a quick minute, trying to read him through curiosity, âDude. Are they a dude?â
Markâs eyes widened. He didnât like you! No, wait, he liked you, but he didnât like-like you! It was just admiration! He doesn'tâ heâs notâ surely itâs normal to write the name of a guy who doesnât really know you all that much? Youâre just really worth looking up to? Youâre attractive but not 'i, a fellow dude, want to kiss your lips out something attractiveâ. You know, itâs just⊠itâs not gay, âJohnny, Iâm notââ
âMark, dude, you say that, but your face is so damn red you look like a tomato,â Johnny interrupts, sitting down in his seat again, âAlso, nobody is straight. I refuse to believe it anymore.â
Mark didnât say anything for a moment. He couldnât bring himself to admit it for the longest time but hearing someone else say it made a bit of sense. It might be a little gay, butâ no, itâs not, heâs just enhancing his comradeshipâŠ
â⊠Are you gonna tell me who it is? You donât have to, but, I hope you know you can trust me.â
Mark was going to give a name, but he was interrupted by the sound of a familiar, very familiar, voice yelling out; âJohnny!â
Johnnyâs face lit up, waving at the man who called out his name and indicating the guy to come his way, â[Y/N]! Whatâs up?â
You walk over to stand next to Johnny, giving Mark a big smile as you clasped your hands on Johnnyâs shoulder, âI was heading to Medical to help Kun with his project, and I saw you withâŠâ You look at Mark for a moment, you know exactly who he is, but you had to stop yourself from giggling at the redness of Markâs cheeks, âMarkie, are you alright?â
You know his name? âI- yeah! Iâm okay! I think Iâm just running down with a cold,â he coughs, looking at Johnny who has a sceptical expression on his face. Heâs so bad at pretending, Markâs just praying that Johnny doesnât catch on.
âDamn,â you mumble. You reach forward with the hand that was on Johnnyâs shoulder to place the back of it on Markâs forehead, checking his temperature. The poor boy wanted to start crying with how flustered he is; you spoke to him, you were worried about him, and now youâre touching his face, and not moments ago was he decorating his notebook with your name. âMark, holy shit. Your burning up, you should go home.â
âT-trust me, Iâm okayââ
âCan you drive?â You asked, your hand moving down to his cheek. Johnny almost started laughing, Mark looked like heâd melt. âI can take you home if you like.â
Whatâs happening? Whoâs doing this?
âYou know. I think you should take up the offer, Mark. [Y/N] is a medical student, heâll kiss your wounds,â Johnny feigned his sympathy, finally catching onto the boy that caught Markâs attention. Mark wanted to glare at him, but maybe also thank him, he hasnât decided yet.
âOkay, okay,â Mark nodded, looking up at you with a smile and red cheeks, your hand still on his face, âI, er, my apartment isnât far from campus, I really hope itâs no trouble..â
You rolled your eyes, âDonât be silly. Letâs go, Iâll make you soup too.â
Youâll make him soup too? Johnnyâs got a stupid grin on his face, a whole 'i know who it isâ look and Mark canât even be mad, heâs just gotten everything heâs ever wanted in a matter of minutes, and heâs barely embarrassed himself.
Skipping one lecture for the boy whoâs name you scribbled in your notebook isnât a horrible idea..
