Ini tentang hidupku. Kesenangan dalam merangkai kata yang menjadi makna. Kata yang ku buat sedemikian indah penuh naluri. Kata yang tak banyak orang paham namun tersentuh uluh hati. Kini terkubur dalam-sedalamnya. Ingin tergerak tanganku untuk menulis, bahkan berimajinasi. Harap ku, tak lagi ambisi. Harap ku mati, hingga terhabisi. Entahlah, apa yang aku katakan sekarang ini. Jangan lanjutkan membaca bila kalian pusing.
Siapa yang kan mengerti?
Saat ini, hanya meminta pada yang di atas. Mengizinkan ku melanjutkan apa yang telah ku perbuat dan menyampaikan apa dari yang keinginanku selama ini. Harap ku ini hanya sebuah jalan mencapai kesuksesan. Tak banyak pinta, cukup tertata. Tertata dengan semestinya. Tak ada lagi yang kan menyepelekan.
Dunia hanya bayangan, semakin kamu kejar dia akan semakin lari, tapi bila kamu membelakanginya dia akan mengikutimu.
Requested by anonymous: Hi i saw ur request open and i was wondering if you could do a jealous lu sicheng x female reader. Like it could be maybe in the middle of training and reader has been hanging out alot with her friend yang their neighbor it made sicheng mad and jealous they ended up fighting and reader cried... Something like that but i was hoping you give it a happy ending please thank you!
Pairing: Lu Si-Cheng x reader
Word Count: 679 words
Warnings: curse words, fighting
Si-Cheng couldn't help be annoyed, watching you talk to someone on the phone. He was training, but it still annoyed him that he didn't have your attention for almost 40 minutes now. He watched you giggling on the phone, your feet kicking every now and then as the other person, who he knew was Jian Yang, said something. It was obvious to everyone that Si-Cheng was getting angry, after all he never really liked Jian Yang to begin with and now said man was constantly talking to you.
As if he was not fuming, the second he heard his name drop with a casual shrug from you, he lost it. He slammed his keyboard, letting his mouse go and clash to the ground. Everybody flinched at the sound, even you did as you lowered the phone. Si-Cheng usually didn't get angry fast and even if he did get angry, he never showed. Yet now, he was practically steaming as he threw his chair back harshly and left the room stomping.
Then everyone turned to you.
You quickly got the hint and hung up on Jian Yang before walking outside, first sticking your head out to see where Si-Cheng was. When you spotted him, you walked out of the house and towards your boyfriend.
"Si-Cheng?" He turned his head before sighing loudly, turning around again. "What's wrong?" You asked and the scoff he let out kind of startled you, making you step forward to comfort him in any way. Instead you were pushed back, stumbling as you tried to regain your balance.
"What is your problem?" You almost screamed at him and he scoffed again, turning to fully face you. "You need to ask? You really need to ask?!" He screamed back and you flinched back slightly as he screamed, not ever having heard him raise his voice. He didn't seem to notice as he continued.
"Do you really think it's normal for you to constantly be talking to Jian Yang? You spend more time with him than me these days! Hell, I haven't been alone with you for a month now because you're out with him!" He continued to scream at you and you grew quiet as you stared at him.
"We're just friends-" "Just friends?! Since when do people drop their significant other in a second for just a friend?! That's not even talking about the fact that you have gone his way at the most ridiculous hours at night! You call that just friends?!" He continued to scream and you felt tears welling up in your eyes as you listened to him, partly out of annoyance and the other part because he was screaming at you. You couldn't even scream back at him, a part of you was getting immensely scared of how angry Si-Cheng had become.
Si-Cheng had stopped screaming, but you still couldn't hold back your tears as they now rolled down your face freely. It was like something in Si-Cheng snapped as his face relaxed before he realized that he fucked up badly. He started to apologize for yelling, but he kept distance nonetheless to not freak you out or scare you more. He lowered his stance, almost kneeling on the ground as he kept apologizing.
You sniffed softly, the tears had stopped running as you reached for Si-Cheng's hand. He quickly held your hand, softly rubbing the back of your hand begore standing up.
"I'm so sorry for yelling at you." He mumbled and you pouted, hugging him tightly. "Me and Jain Yang are really just friends... We talk about you most of the time." You chuckled and he pushed you back with a frown.
"You talk about me to him?" "Well, it's more like I rant to him for about an hour..." You chuckled again, awkwardly scratching the back of your head before grabbing his hand again.
"Anyways, let's do something now. We need to spend more time together now." You said and he could only smile before nodding.
You waisted no time and pulled him behind you, thinking about where you could go while your boyfriend tried to keep up.
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