desire is an instinct

(on semi-hiatus!)

[itadoricest]

minors dni | this blog is 18+

↑21. she/it.

mostly jujutsu kaisen (all/Ijichi + goiji + makinao)

dmc + mashle + sometimes others

this is a sideblog

ao3

[mod-na-shizy]

I tried out a new brush, but it's still difficult to get used to CS

[blond-shell]

the two most important things that can happen to a man on ao3 are premature ejaculation and erectile dysfunction

[jessaerys]

father figure with benefits

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Naoya calling Maki almost every evening since she leaves to Tokyo, literally stalking her no matter how many times she changes the number or her cell in whole, all to pester her with "whos that loser you're hanging out with?" "when are you coming back to kyoto?" "what kind of panties are you wearing now?" shit

i love this so much… Naoya acting like Maki’s shitty ex boyfriend without ever being her boyfriend to begin with. he stalks her and her friends and calls her while he’s obviously jerking off. if she has social media, he’ll find it. if she changes her number, he’ll find it. she’d throw her phone into the ocean if she could but even then he’d probably show up at the school to bother her.

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he’s asking her what shitty food she ate today (the food was fine) and how badly she fucked up her most recent mission (the mission also went fine) while she rolls her eyes and tells him to stop breathing so loud because it’s getting on her nerves. all while he’s sweating buckets alone in his room with his hand in his pants hoping she won’t hang up on him this time. because he’s a loser.

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Naoya eating Maki out purely for his own pleasure really. does something for me..

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both!! it’s definitely both!! in my opinion, Naoya’s superiority complex and thinking with his dick go hand in hand when it comes to Maki… Naoya wants to break Maki down, he wants to dominate her in some way, he wants her squirming and crying and trembling. making her cum feels just as good as breaking her bones did during their fight, maybe even better. because it demonstrates his superiority, yes, because it makes her vulnerable to him, yes, because it gets his dick stupid hard, yes. these are all true!!

[junglejim4322]

Man with female hysteria x woman with male loneliness or something

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making accidentally calling naoya ‘mai’ or ‘mommy’ during fucking and immediately slapping him across the face from embarrassment

actually i think “mommy” would be on purpose.. Maki has strap delusions, she tells Naoya she’s gonna knock him up and make him a mama and Naoya just has to deal with it if he wants to get off

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another thing very specific to my personal makinao thoughts is Naoya insisting over and over that he hates eating pussy and it’s disgusting and he’s not putting his mouth down there. then eating Maki out once and coming to the mortifying realization that he actually loves eating Maki’s cunt but he has to act like it’s a big awful chore for his own dignity.

[zeninsect]

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Naoya giving Maki a lecture on modesty and respectable dress (she wore a tank top) while he’s wearing a low-cut fitted shirt that barely covers his tits </3 her ass is not listening

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Naoya can’t even finish his lecture before Maki starts groping him. he’s not saying anything she wants to hear, and he must want her to touch him; people only wear revealing clothes when they want to be touched, he says. Naoya stumbling over his words, still trying to shame her while she plays with his tits. Maki kissing and sucking and biting all the skin he’s showing, leaving marks on his chest that can only be covered by wearing something more modest.

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Maki crying during sex combined with my Naoya pussy-eating agenda… 🚬

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Naoya eating Maki out until she’s sobbing, getting her overstimulated and overwhelmed before he ever puts his cock in her. so when he does finally fuck her, she’s already hiccuping and her face is all wet and her eyes are bloodshot, but she’s still wrapping her legs around his waist to pull him deeper, still squeezing his cock so greedily, somehow still so pushy and demanding while fresh tears are streaking her face. and Naoya is so so so turned on and obsessed, he’s obsessed, he loves it when she looks so fucked out and ruined

[itadoricest]

thinking about makinao again

[sncrlynwtms]

fandom etiquette as a whole died when people who didn’t grow up on fandoms became stans during lockdown, yes, but why am i seeing people openly mocking fics on twitter. why am i seeing screenshots of fics with captions like “bro what is this 😭.” why am i seeing people mock fic writers for not knowing how sports or theater or college or any other organization operates in the real world.

“college is absolutely nothing like this” “why are we writing four people on the team scoring a hat trick in one game” “so tech work is nothing like this, hope that helps!”

if you don’t like a fic, and if you can’t suspend your belief enough to enjoy a fic that exaggerates or ignores real-world orgs, you don’t have to read it. you don’t have to screenshot it and put it on blast for twitter. you don’t have to post a link to it in the replies. the back button is literally there on your phone. it’s not giving baby’s first fandom anymore, it’s giving entitled asshole and it isn’t as cute as you think it is.

[prokopetz]

Today's aesthetic: fic that spends several thousand words establishing Kink World, the world structured entirely around the author's excruciatingly specific kink, does one sex scene in like chapter two, then spends the next thirty chapters interrogating the sociopolitical implications of Kink World.

[nilkadnaquada-deactivated202307]

Gals you have not fucking lived until you've held a girl down by the wrists while she genuinely tries and fails to squirm free, and seen the fear in her eyes as she realizes she can't do it.

[nilkadnaquada-deactivated202307]

When I pointed out how scared she looked she replied, through a lot of stammering, "well, yeah, you're pretty scary on top of me like that" so I asked her if she likes scary girls while grinding against her and she took a long time to moan out a "yes"

[zeninsect]

lmao bye