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Siffrin kinnie no. 437,26F,737,369,616,E74 Icon by: https://x.com/TehAwesomestKit?t=a5IKOiCkuFSjHhPkd2oFNg&s=09

[jadejemdoesstuff]

I had an interesting night last night

[under-the-arch]

I’m so glad I have tumblr gold so I can view this post

[irishironclad]

Tumblr gold users rise up

[babanabread]

you can only reblog if you have tumblr gold. dont even try if you dont.

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog if you have Tumblr gold

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CHARACTER(S) ADDED!

Tumblr Gold Users

[qi-mera]

More of you need to learn about these ☝️

[jadenebula]

[simplified-birds]

More pride crows!

[maidthings]

im so glad i live in a world with birds in it

[motherblackcap]

I heard it was that time of year again.

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[trashboxs]

hi slug tumblr do you like my image ok bye slug tumblr

[cannotacrowmb]

wemby is so great. he's 22. he had a potentially fatal blood clot. he's in a fantasy/sci-fi book club for nba players that's just him and one other guy. he beat the okc thunder in the nba cup semifinals and said immediately afterwards he was happy to be playing "ethical basketball" (implied: unlike them). he has a high kick so high that it can knock a basketball out of the hoop. he decided the best way to recover from the potentially fatal blood clot was training with shaolin monks. he could have had a career with fc barcelona but turned it down because the coaches weren't challenging him enough. he's 7'4". actually he's 2.24m because he's french. he cries on the court because he "refuses to hide the burden of [his] emotions." he elbowed a guy in the neck last week. he hates iso ball. he hates ICE. he's the first guy to win defensive player of the year in a unanimous vote. he's currently building a 7,500-piece lego model of the millennium falcon

[zoesupreme]

we're for real gonna be telling stories about this man for centuries

[zoesupreme]

yall I feel like I'm floating right now

[isabelopaque]

Im tired of not speaking my truth to stay uncouth. We simply must torture The Character in perverse and cruel ways for my enjoyment and pleasure. Guards begin

[hemipenal-system]

every time theres a shipping or headcanon discourse i get so confused because like wait you people think there are RULES?? you can just do anything with characters

arthurshelby peakyblinders is transfeminine. kinkajou wingsoffire is in an objectum romantic relationship with the popcorn butter dispenser at her local movie theater. every dinosaur in the jurassic park franchise is a lesbian

stop trying to justify wanting whatever you want. headcanon or ship things because it makes your heart happy or your dick hard. everything is free forever

[samglyph]

This is true of the manga, but I love how the anime accentuates the absolute physical trust the apprentices have with Qifrey. Specifically with Agott, the way she is so ready when Qifrey says “hang on tight, I need my hands free” to cling to him a mile into the sky, and then in the latest episode, how, as soon as she impacts Qifrey while flying to him, she makes no move to save herself, she just curls into him and trusts that he will keep them from falling.

And I think it works as a signal to the audience, to subtly go “hey, I know we don’t trust Qifrey right now, he’s being shady, but we can always trust him to protect the physical wellbeing of his kids. Remember that.” Idk man maybe I’m getting too attached to a teeny detail but aaaaaaghhhh that’s her dad.

[athena-cat-wizard-official]

I am currently inside a tumblr post

[asodhjadjasdkjasdkasd]

this

is a reblog

[cyberkotolog]

So glad I started replaying LoR lately because I completely forgot about this scene...

[nattousan]

ok so, I approached my local library with a proposal to donate a mural as a way to A: build portfolio/gain practical experience and B: give back to a beloved public institution. The director was very enthusiastic about it and i've been working on it since the beginning of March. Come with me as I endeavor to paint what is in all honesty an excessive amount of birds

I wanted the birds to look like they were actually in the space so first thing after doing the draft was to do a lighting study

after that I covered the walls in letters in lieu of a projector/vr headset bc i have neither of those :) Then i take a picture of the section of wall and superimpose the lineart over top of it so I can pencil in the lines

et voila

and that was a whole week on it's own so next comes the paintin' >:)

[nattousan]

and now, the birds

Birds 1 and 2/14: Red Winged Blackbird, Male and female, Agelaius phoeniceus

[nattousan]

Bird 3/14, American Robin, Turdus migratorius

[nattousan]

hoo boy, ok *out of breath*

GIVE IT UP FOR BIRD NUMBUH 5, THE CANADIAN GOOSE, Branta canadensis!!!!

this guy took me about 4 days to completely finish, all of those freakingk coverts were a bear to render

[nattousan]

speaking of obnoxious coverts:

bird 5/14, Bluejay, Cyanocitta cristata

the friggin stripes almost got me chat, i may not make it

[nattousan]

Madam....

[nattousan]

birds 6 and 7: American Goldfinch, Spinus tristis, male and female

pleasantly simple to paint! next is the flickerrrrr

[nattousan]

*melts into goo*

BIRD NUMBER 8, (yellow shafted) NORTHERN FLICKERRRRR, Colaptes auratus

genuinely made me start questioning my sanity around day 3, it's half the size the of the goose, WHY did it take me 4 days to finish??

nothing but pain and suffering, i'm sure hope the next bird will be much easier and with FAR less barring :)

[nattousan]

in other news, I am losing my mind hairline

[nattousan]

SHE'S DONE!!

Bird number 9: Red-tailed hawk, Buteo jamaicensis

my chains are broken i am FREE. although i did have a great deal of fun with this, the barring on the wings itself took me like four days and i am READY to move on

this was a week and a half of continuous work so please excuse me for getting a little emotional in the bg 🙏

[nattousan]

*does a little jig*

BIRD NUMBER 10!!! The Male Mallard Duck, Anas platyrhynchos

the male and female ones are gonna be posted separately bc they're taking a lot longer lol but yea! super happy i was able to capture the iridescent green of the head, i found metallic green and blue paint at a craft store that really made his head POP. it looks better in person i promise

ALSO!! As this is the 10th one, BIG announcement. The end is in sight!!!!! I plan to finish within the next 3 weeks and there will be a small dedication ceremony/ unveiling happening at the library to commemorate its completion on the 16th of May. If you live in the Western New York region and want to check it out for yourself shoot me a dm!

Also thank you everyone for your kind words and support throughout this whole process, it's been a genuine treat thinking there are potentially thousands of you out there cheering me on while I paint this 🥹

[nattousan]

aaaand another one bites the duck,

we're movin right along with bird numero 11!! The lady Mallard!! Anas platyrhyncos

the 16th is looming in the distance so i'm trying to get thru these as quickly as i can so i can have as much time for the GBH as possible. i still need to do the names next to all of them so i've got about a week and a half to finish everything which is GREAT because i have adhd and nothing gets my ass in gear like a fuckin deadline, let me tell you

[nattousan]

power couple that they are, here's bird number 12 and 13,

the Northern Cardinals, Cardinalis cardinalis

and NOW that they are complete, ITS GO TIME, in the next five days (library's closed for mother's day 😭😭) i need to have the GBH fully rendered, the names of the birds vectored, weeded, masked, applied to the wall, and then painted, plus additional cattails throughout. I may be able to get away with just getting the GBH done in time for the unveiling and then just have the names and cattails added later, but i'm gonna really try to get it all done in time. BUT, i have a plan. Part of why i take so long on these is because i really am just figuring it out as I do it lmao. there have been many a time where i am sitting on top of the ladder googling "how to paint birds" but I think if i take the time tomorro to do all that figuring out how to approach it beforehand, this will go a lot faster. I may also recruit some of my artist friends to help with the placing of the names... hrmm we'll see.

Anyways, shout out to the librarian who tracked down exactly the thing i needed so i could figure out where to place the highlights in my birds eyes, ur the real mvp

[nattousan]

thanks for the reminder, kid

[nattousan]

at long last, we've reached the end...

Bird number 14 out of 14,

The Great blue heron, Ardea herodius

thank you to everyone who reached out or got excited about this project, it genuinely gave me the fuel i needed to keep going. In total, the 480+ total hrs it took me to cover this wall pales in comparison to how long its expected to spend on there, hopefully imparting a sense of beauty and love for the natural world to the next generation and here's hoping i'm only getting started with these.

i'll see y'all soon :')

[animentality]

[coldgoldlazarus]

[teaboot]

Bruh

[pajamasecrets]

Uh, I don’t think this is my style.

Shut up, kid! Tell me more about my eyes.

Star Trek: The Next Generation, 2x10.

[honourablejester]

I had no memory of this scene whatsoever, so I went back and rewatched it real quick on youtube. And the thing I love about it …

Okay. So Wesley is extremely uncomfortable here, and it’s for extremely teenage boy reasons. He doesn’t think this is his style, because it’s too much. Too romantic, too sincere, too over the top. He’s afraid he’d be laughed at, he’s never going to say words like that to a real woman.

But Will Riker, full of confidence, argues that you need to take the plunge immediately. You need to go all in, play in unsafe, take your chances. Because Will Riker’s self-confidence is godly.

BUT. But. The gifs don’t quite show this, but if you watch the scene. Right after his opening, ‘you are the most beautiful woman in the galaxy’, and just before he says ‘but that might not work’, there’s a tiny moment where Wes and Guinan share a look, and that look is amused. Slightly incredulous. And that’s where Riker immediately dials back and goes ‘but that might not work’. He only comes back and goes all in when Guinan goes, no, no it would, and basically gives him her blessing to follow this path. Which is where Will, having permission, knowing this is what his conversation partner wants and enjoys, goes in and gives it his all.

And Wesley’s expression, incidentally, slips and becomes both embarrassed and somewhat concerned.

It isn’t verbalised, but that was also a great lesson on why Riker is as successful as he is. Because he asks. Not verbally, but he takes his chance, and then adjusts his approach from feedback. If she acts embarrassed or upset or amused or incredulous, he takes a step back and goes, right, that’s not the approach you want from me. But if she responds, if she indicates that hey, this conversation is in fact something she might enjoy right now, he grins and locks in and puts some effort into it.

It’s also a tiny detail, but the conversation starts, after Riker has asked Guinan over to help him, with him pulling out her chair. Even if it’s a lesson and they all know it’s a lesson, he still takes the time to get the small details right. This is a date, even if it’s a fake one. You damn well pull out your lady’s chair for her.

And in the conversation itself, he and Guinan are having genuine fun. They’re playing off each other. And they address the ‘sincerity’ of the play-acting. Because flirting, ‘lines’, always have an air of artificiality to them, but their fake flirting actually addresses that. The line is a ‘knock on the door’. It’s fake, but it’s an indication that the other person is willing to put some effort in. To say things to make you feel good, and have a good time in the conversation. There might or might not be anything serious happening behind them, but the game can be fun in and of itself, and you never know, something might develop from it. Guinan is having genuine fun. To the point that she doesn’t need it poo-pooed by a teenage boy, and tells him to shush while she enjoys a man having taken time out of his day to flirt outrageously with her.

Wesley doesn’t get any of this. He doesn’t understand more than the words that are happening. But there are actually a lot of good lessons in here. To take it less seriously, to be willing to be foolish and embarrassed, because it’s not life or death or the end of the world, no matter how much if might feel like that to a teenager in love. To take it more seriously, to be willing to say things that are rich and expansive and romantic, because you want your partner to feel valued. To respond to cues, to start from an overt opening where your interest is clear, so that you can see if your partner wants that or not. To be willing to go all in, if it turns out your partner does, at least right now. To make some effort, to get the little details right, to go out of your way and do the small things, the romantic things, to make the other person feel special.

Like. He probably should have verbalised more of that for Wesley, because if teenagers could pick up non-verbal cues like this they wouldn’t need lessons to start with. But it actually is a pretty good showcase of why Riker-the-flirt had as much success as he did. Because he’s responsive, because he’s expansive, because he puts the effort it, because he’s willing to look foolish, because he wants to make his partners feel good about what’s happening. He’s confident, but he’s not predatory. He wants everyone involved to have a good time. And it shows.

(And he also is a little uncertain, as well. He has self-confidence to match Q, but he is also taking chances, and when they appeared to laugh at him a little bit, he did pull back and recalibrate. His grin had something nervous around the edges. He’s afraid to be laughed at too. He doesn’t like rejection any more the next man. He’s just willing to take his chances regardless, and to take the hit if turns out he has to).