Broken And Messed Up

Don't read if you can't handle darkness and depression..and a bit of craziness

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If you wanna know more about me look at my likes... I don't reblog that much

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People often mistake me for a stupid person but I am just disconnected from my brain a lot of the time😂

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No.

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This is exactly what overthinking is meant to prevent:

The shock of being blindsided

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I just want somebody to prioritize me for once😭

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I have so many cards to play here, how do I know which one I should choose?😥

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Whatever good may happen to me in this life, I can't shake this feeling that it's

too little too late

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I don't know why, but you no longer have the same worth in my eyes. You're suddenly just another person.

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Someone else will be grateful for the precious thing that you let pass by. Me.

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I finally understand that stage of "fuck you, I'm moving on".

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What we had is broken and can never be fixed, cause you can't see the value of it.

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No one else can give you what I could. If you had the nerve to reject it, you never deserved it.

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If you think you can do better, by all means, go ahead and try. But you won't succeed. I was the best you could ever have. Shame you couldn't see it.

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If you don't want me, you don't deserve me.

I'm not some extra puzzle piece begging to be placed somewhere. I don't need you. I have other options.

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No one else can give you what I could. If you don't want it, someone else will.

You should've known what a rare chance you had with me and it's a shame you didn't see that, but really, it's your loss. If you had the nerve to reject me, you can never ever have me or my trust ever again. And I respect you less for that. What we had is broken and can never be fixed, cause you can't see the value of it.

I can find someone better than you. I didn't want to, but I can. And I will.

And I finally understand being in that stage of "fuck you", I'm moving on.

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I don't know what I was thinking. If you don't want me, you don't deserve me.

If you think you can do better, by all means, go ahead and try. But you won't succeed. You might think you did, but you won't. I was the best you could ever have. Shame you couldn't see it.

Someone else will and they'll thank you for it.

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Imagine meeting someone who wanted to learn your past not to punish you, but to understand how you needed to be loved.

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Makes me wanna cry🥲