Young & Beautiful April Mendler

Some people call me a Princess, but I'm a Queen.

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ryxn_cxrter ; i’ve been waiting to get this out but its out now and 💕

[martyturner-deactivated20140814]

I’m seriously losing my mind. I swear, if I hear that song one more time it’s fucking over. I’m done.

[itsaprilyoufools]

I don't know how it's possible but I've heard it that many times I basically know all the words. I think I need to re-evaluate my life. 

[itsaprilyoufools]

But first... let me take a selfie.

[ingrid-odell-deactivated2014082]

I’ll throw down a rope and we’ll go together. My toes are looking a little dull.

[itsaprilyoufools]

See real friends find rope and lift their lame friends out of holes. Oh you get your toes done? I have this weird thing where I can't have people looking at or touching my feet. Feet should not be something people acknowledge.

[ingrid-odell-deactivated2014082]

Its because the dirt is soft, and can easily be carved into stairs. Exit in style.

[itsaprilyoufools]

Hm true, but I hate having dirt under my nails. Speaking of style I really need to get my nails done, I better find a way out of this hole and into a salon.

[ingrid-odell-deactivated2014082]

You’ve dug yourself a hole. Lucky for you its an easy one to get out of.

[itsaprilyoufools]

Why? Is it because I'm actually pretty tall and the hole I dug isn't very deep?

[ellis-hamilton-blog]

The list comes to a complete tally of; one. The one being you. Unless you count my mom, but she gives pie to everyone, so she doesn’t qualify.

[itsaprilyoufools]

Yeah my list is probably just Daisy and you, assuming that you would actually share pie with me. But you seem like the kinda person who shares pies so. Ugh can I meet your mum? I think I would really like her.

[ellis-hamilton-blog]

Fantastic! I’ll add you to my list of people who’ll willingly share pie with me. 

[itsaprilyoufools]

Is that a long list, or?

[lolita-sawyer]

Netflix is a best friend to everyone, but what’s even better are the one-night best friends you meet in the bathrooms at the bar. 

Am I allowed to ask why you haven’t come out lately or not? 

[itsaprilyoufools]

Unfortunately I have made a lot of drunk best friends over the years and definitely regretted it when they call you up the next day wanting to hang out and become apart of your 'entourage'.

Self-imposed exile basically. There's just a certain person I've been trying to avoid -it's been really successful so far.

[lolita-sawyer]

Probably, yes. I’d say go for a walk to the bar, there you can socialize and hate life with other people. 

[itsaprilyoufools]

That's probably a better idea than sitting around watching netflix and eating pie. I might even make some new friends.

[ellis-hamilton-blog]

So long as they’re different from day-to-day, I wouldn’t consider it a rut. But, damn, now I’m craving pie.

[itsaprilyoufools]

Same, well it's almost 1 so Daisy will probably bring a new one around soon. You're welcome to come over and help me eat today's pie? I'll add you to my list people I've been in contact with and then I wont feel so rutty. It's a win win.

[ellis-hamilton-blog]

Depends. What flavor is the pie?

[itsaprilyoufools]

Well they change from day to day, blueberry, raspberry, apple, pumpkin, pecan. Daisy is surprisingly good at pie making.

[rexsalah]

I’m struggling to remember why I ever moved out of my mum’s house right now.

[itsaprilyoufools]

Is it because she kept calling you by your first name?

[itsaprilyoufools]

I haven't left the apartment in almost a week, the only contact I have with the outside world is when Daisy brings me a pie. Am I too young to be in a rut?

[itsaprilyoufools]

Toxic || April Self Para

It was a Friday night and April was sitting around at her apartment sulking. Even though she was trying to avoid the party scene anyway there was always something to do on a Friday night like seeing a movie with Daisy, or going out for dinner... or anything else in the entire world actually, but no April Mendler was moping around on her couch with a bag of Doritios in one hand and her tv remote in the other. Tonight was the night her interview with Jimmy Fallon and she wasn't exactly excited to see it finally aired. It was recorded about a week ago just after April received her would you rather  but before Wren took to twitter to air all of April's secrets.

When you’re next asked about Wren Wilde, say that you like him but you think he’s punching above his weight with you looks-wise. or Make sure you’re caught being unforgivably rude to a young fan of yours.

At the time she'd agonized over what to pick, not wanting to hurt Wren or any of her fans. Back when she'd filmed the interview the only way she'd been able to get through it was the fact that she knew Wren would forgive her, ironic seeing as she couldn't forgive him. Not that Wren had really seemed to want her forgiveness or seemed that cut up about it -April got the idea that it was all a game to him and that was probably what had hurt the most. She'd never believed the rumours about Wren being a jerk behind the scenes, but after what he did to her the idea didn't seem so far from the truth anymore. Now after what Wren did to her on twitter she wasn't as tortured over her decision to diss him on national television. Key word being 'as'. No matter what Wren did to her and how much it hurt her she couldn't help the apart of her that still liked him and his ridiculous puns. It was stupid and she hated herself for it but she just couldn't get over him at least not completely. Not even her weekend away in New York could get her mind off all the drama back in LA. 

April's publicist had put a halt on the interview as soon as Wren's tweet surfaced and the whole world's heart broke over 'Apren's' very public 'break up'. Not that that's what April would have called it seeing as they weren't even dating -but it devastated the world no matter what they were. After her pr team decided that April's comment about Wren could be used as some kind of public retaliation and add fuel to the fire -there wasn't really anything April could do to stop it. After all she had said it, so she felt like she kind of deserved all of this.  Despite herself she didn't want to hurt Wren with all this, she wasn't sure itf it would even affect him seeing as the whole time they were hanging out she wasn't even sure what was real and what wasn't. Honestly after she'd last messaged him she never really wanted to talk about this again. She just wanted to pretend that they had never been anything else but co-stars and after the current season of All Caught Up ended she'd get her manager to get her out of the show telling everyone that April 'wanted to focus on her film career' and then she'd never really have to see him except for events and such. Which she could handle, she was an actress after all. April cringed back into her sofa as the show's opening music started playing, waiting for her section to play and distracting herself by shoving handfuls of chips into her mouth. So this was emotional eating. Her interview had been edited and cut to make her sound as mean and bitchy as possible -which would probably encouraged by her publicist. Nothing like a scorned woman to get more attention and press, she could already tell their shows ratings would be at a all time high after this. When it was all over she switched off the tv and shut her eyes. Okay so the majority of her interview she'd been her fine happy self talking about her upcoming projects and what not. It was only the end where she'd slammed Wren that had been awful to watch, her phone was already going off with all the twitter notifications she was getting. She desperately wanted to apologize to Wren and she even went so far as to type the message her thumb hovering above the send button, but she couldn't bring herself to do it, slowly back spacing the message letter by letter.

[lolita-sawyer]

My grandma used to have parakeets and they were pure evil. I hated them so much. 

[itsaprilyoufools]

I've never been around birds before today. But they flap and screech and I don't like it.

[lolita-sawyer]

I’ve always had a strange fear of crows pecking my eyes out. Is that weird? 

[itsaprilyoufools]

No not at all, birds are terrifying. They are 100% capable of doing something like that.