10-12-15

+lilly xo; she/her cisgender female | pansexual intersectional feminist | INTP cancer | little | amateur writer insta: @philtops2k16 | :-)

[itsashton5sos]

hey guys..

so i've had this tumblr account for years. probably since i was 11. it has so many great memories and posts but i want to start clean. all new. it's a new year and everything's changing and my tumblr is one of those things. nobody probably cares anyway though. but this account will stay up as a kind of museum of my lame writing, editing, fangirl tags, and just fetus me. i will check in once in a while to see if anybody messaged this account. which nobody will. i am creating a brand new account soon and i will keep you all updated on the details. thank you for understanding, it's been fun :-) i love you guys. bye xx

[blushingluke]

x

[grdnpixie]

Calum is genuinely too nice for this world like he refuses to say he hates anyone even when he really doesn’t like them and he buys fans tickets just because and now he’s popping up with that tweet just to remind people that negativity isn’t worth it and honestly we don’t deserve him

[ifunnyws]

[ohddaniellee-blog]

Reblog this if you are literally suprised when people find you attractive.

[sobbingsoftly]

[vergen]

I avoid looking down at my body, not so much because it’s shameful or immodest but because I don’t want to see it. I don’t want to look at something that determines me so completely.

Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale (via dark-splendor)

[murdrized]

[murdrized]

[darkparadise-88-deactivated2019]

[howliing-wolves]

I’ve been in love with someone that didn’t love me back, and I’ve been loved by someone that I didn’t love back. And I don’t know which is worse: to be broken or to break another soul.

(via bled)

[hackedaccount888888-deactivated]

x

[limsjaebeom]

Ashton immediately goes in and starts playing drums and comes up with like “Well what if it had this feel?”

[conceptualsolitude]

concept: me, laying in the sun on the softest grass imaginable. i have nowhere to go, no one to be

[urbanoutfucks]

“Women are more likely to be attracted to personality and men are more likely to be attracted to physical appearance.”

Woah maybe that’s because we teach women to see men as people and we teach men to see women as objects.

[backshelfpoet]

I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up? [delete] It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb. [delete] I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you. [delete] You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter. [delete] You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too. [delete] It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you. [delete] I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried. [delete] The girl who sits next to me smells like you. [delete] I miss you. [delete] I have never had so many bad nights. [delete] Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came. [delete] They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand. [delete] You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it. [delete] Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it. [delete] We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been. [delete]

“15 Texts I Almost Sent You” by d.a.s (via clinginess)

[uglypnis]

how many dead bodies do you think are in the ocean?