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I don’t smoke when I know I’m going to see you because I want to treasure, enjoy, and remember every second I’m with you.

- First Date 2/25/19

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Remembered how much I love to travel with the boys #snowboarding #TaHoes #frozentoes #GotSnow?

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The scariest and most anxious thing that’s happened to me is reconnecting with that special someone I lost a while back.

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The bestest friend I’ve had since I lost mine in 2017

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“Look at everything as though you were seeing it either for the first or the last time.”

— Betty Smith

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This lesson took a minute for me to learn. Take these words in, reflect, and always be kind.

[tamper]

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Hasta la luna y de regreso

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I know I should but I can’t

It’s been a while and I’m still in love with that person I though I’d spend the rest of my life with. It’s harder when you try create distractions and move away to move on but find yourself in the same place thinking about that special person every day. Has anybody experienced this?

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If you can’t see youself in a life with someone, why be with them?

You need to feel as you can’t breath when you’re away from them and the thought of losing them cripples you down

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Hope is that last thing that dies.

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My Dream of Her

Our life was situated somewhere else and everything seemed as familiar as ever. Although these were new surroundings I new and felt as if I had grown up in this town. The breakup with her (K) was real but here she didn’t have a someone else. We talked, sorted things out and tried to start again. (The opportunity I had been praying for to correct all the unjust events I put her through). I felt the happiness and joy I had forgotten about and thought would never experience again (the feeling I haven’t felt since I’ve been with her in real life). Although I was ecstatic about correcting all my mistakes and to cherish her for the rest of my life the way I didn’t before, I felt her distant. Although she felt my love I didn’t feel hers. It felt as if she was there out of a sense of obligation.