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Loving someone doesn’t mean carrying what they refuse to unpack.

You can love someone through the dark, but you can’t carry their torch and their willingness to walk. You can point to a mirror, but they have to look. So here’s the truth: you’re not giving up on them. You’re giving back the parts of them that were never yours to carry.

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I wonder if I was your hardest goodbye? Cause you sure as hell were mine.

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“I came to a point where I needed solitude and just stop the machine of thinking and enjoying what they call living, I just wanted to lie in the grass and look at the clouds.”

— Jack Kerouac (via quotemadness)

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Almost

We almost said goodbye.

Tears falling in our eyes.

We can’t make up our mind.

If it’s the right time to let this all go for a while.

But we suddenly found each other in midst of those tears.

We cannot live without each others love and fears.

We risked everything we have.

To save this failing love.

We almost lose it.

But we didn’t let ourselves fall on that pit.

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RUNAWAY

“Let’s runaway to the place, where love first found us.”

A day before this day, you told me something. You said it will hurt, but it is the best thing to do.

Each word you’ve said tore me to pieces.

I cried as if a part of me was broken wherein the truth is I am no whole at that very moment.

But as you tell me you love me, I found peace.

And suddenly saw myself becoming whole again.

I finally realized what you have just said.

I am for you and you are for me, still.

We just need another refreshing start to ease the pains we didn’t know that came along with the memories we’re making.

It’s okay to feel these pains, but it is not okay to keep it within our relationship.

And being honest with me with how you feel is the best way to get rid of it.

Like how the song goes, we should just runaway to the place where love first found us and it is in each other’s arms..

Thank you for staying. It’ll get better, I promise.

11:31 | January 25, 2017

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J E A L O U S

I easily get jealous. I am a paranoid. I admit. I hate seeing you make other girls smile. I hate it when you hug them. I hate it when I know you're having a good time with them. I HATE IT. I feel like I am not enough. Thinking she might be better than me. Thinking you might leave me just for somebody you got comfortable with. I HATE IT. The feelings. The insecurities. The fears. But I need to believe and trust you because I know you aren't that kind of guy, that will break my heart just because of these reasons. I know you aren't and you wouldn't. 5:42 PM | Saturday