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please do not feed the fears

[itsnotthursday]

it was always him. not you or you or you.

the man i found now makes me understand why it could have never ever worked out with anybody else. i get it now. i had to wait for him, and i'd do it a million times over.

i'm happy.

[blossomfully]

I really think there are people who you will love forever, whether or not they remain in your life for that long.

[itsnotthursday]

Finally. 23.5.17

I met someone new the other day and for the first time it feels like it’s not just to spite you

I feel free

[itsnotthursday]

Still. 17.5.17

I ran into you today and you were fucking glowing

I don’t think I will ever get tired of you

[blossomfully]

But, but. Sometimes you still wonder how it would have felt to hold his hand, to trace the curve of his spine. Sometimes you still hold his secrets in the gaps between your lower ribs, like tiny stars waiting to erupt. On nights like these you find yourself missing something you never even had. “We could have loved each other,” you say into the emptiness. “It doesn’t matter anymore,” the emptiness replies. “Why torture yourself this way?

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

Perhaps we were meant to fall in love with each other but always be apart.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[s3xnoise]

I thought I was over you I really and truly did but then one day I told my mother that I had spoken to you again as friends, of course, but she just shook her head and told me it was impossible for “just a friend” to light my face as bright as he just did

Here we go again (via abilifys)

[heartbrokenromantic]

It’s hard to keep up with someone who treats you like you’re special one day and then acts like you don’t exist the next.

I wish I understood you. (via heartbrokenromantic)

[itsnotthursday]

I’ve spent the last twelve months of my life bleeding myself dry for you and you’ve given me the equivalent of a pat on the head in return.

[itsnotthursday]

over a year since i wrote this and i still feel the same. i'm still bleeding out for you.

[wnq-writers]

Just apologize, pen to paper, or ear to phone, or face to face, or lips to collarbone. Just tell me that you’re sorry, even if you’re not, even if you have to clench your teeth or bite your tongue. Just tell me that you know what you did was wrong.

thisteatasteslikeyou  (via wnq-writers)

[itsnotthursday]

I could never, ever, ever put into words the way you made me feel

[itsnotthursday]

2+ Years & It's Still You

More than two years later and I'd still take you back in a heartbeat if you asked me to. At this point I truly believe I'll never get over you and that breaks my heart more than you did.

[stoneseasonsx-deactivated201511]

[itsnotthursday]

Please say you made a mistake and promise never to put me through this again

[itsnotthursday]

Please tell me you've changed your mind and that you're sure now

[itsnotthursday]

Please please please please please come back

[healingsuggestions]

Let him leave. You will be okay.