Just a girl

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Confused

I wish I wasn't so confused, and I wish you weren't so confusing. There are days you make me feel like the prettiest girl in the world, but then some days you don't even speak to me. I'll catch you staring at me, smiling, but then you just turn away. You act like you might feel the same way, but then you never say it out loud. And all the while, I'm falling helplessly in love.

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I've had so many knives stuck into me, when they hand me a flower I can't quite make out what it is. It takes time.

Charles Bukowski

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Don't put your happiness in other people's hands. They'll drop it. They'll drop it every time.

C.Barzak

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One Heartbreak

Darling, I can’t tell you it doesn’t hurt. It will hurt like nothing before, but you will be okay. I promise you, everything will turn out fine. It may not seem like it now, but you will heal. The pain will fade, you’ll find your breath, love won’t seem like a distant memory. And just think: when the last tears are finally dry, your one heartbreak closer to forever.

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Please, you must.

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And when it hit, I couldn’t breath. I had never understood what people meant by heartbreak until I was sick to my stomach, my throat burning for air, my eyes stinging with salt. I hadn’t even realized I loved you, but the thought of losing you broke me.

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Set me free to dream, under a cloudless night, with only stars in sight.

jr rogue

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Me: I'm over it.

Eyes: *see him*

Heart: *shatters*

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I think about you, even in the strangest of places.

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What if we had never met, and I would never feel the pain? What if you are my only, and I will never love again? Do you think that it was worth it, this thing with you and I? The way it left us breathless in love, then the way it made us cry? It would be like not seeing color, but not knowing color was there. Would you give up knowing the beauty of the world, or would you do it all again?

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I have loved the stars to fondly to be fearful of the night.

Sarah Williams, “The Old Astronomer” 

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Always

It was always you. Every moment I felt truly alive, every time my heart skipped a beat. It was always you that filled my stomach with butterflies and my head with wistful thoughts. It was always you, and I wonder if for you it was always me. 

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Past, present, and future You are there.

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Cravings

I crave you. 

I crave those late night conversations.

I crave your silly jokes. 

I crave your mind.

But then again, I crave you in other ways too.

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I have late night conversations with the moon, he tells me about the sun and I tell him about you.

S.L. Gray

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Hate

She hated him for what he had done to her. He hated him for making her love him. She hated him for the sick feeling his name gave her. She hated him for all the things she never said. But most of all, she hated him for what he never did: he never loved her.

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We're lying, most of us