shyl.xiv

Exhausted

[itsshylle]

[remanence-of-love]

[ynaisboring]

Why am I not allowed to get angry, while everyone else is allowed to do the things that make me angry, and then make excuses for it?

When I get upset about something, it's like I'm the problem for feeling that way. But when they do things that upset me, it's okay because they have reasons, or they say it wasn't their fault and I am just overreacting. It feels like they get a pass, while I'm supposed to just hold it in and be calm. Why is it that my anger is something to be suppressed, but their actions and excuses are just accepted?

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine-de]

Eat Clean

[theshunbun]

Keep fighting no matter what

[what-iz-life]

Normalize not forcing connections. If someone doesn't see the value in having you by their side, don't try to convince them.

[thepowerwithin]

Keep doing what you’re doing. You’re getting there one step at a time.

Dr. Nicole Addison

[itsshylle]

This is so exhausting. Maybe, it wasn't meant for me at all. Ang tigas din kasi ng ulo ko pinipilit pilit ko pa, eh di nga for meeee.

Nakakainis. Umay. Ayoko na.

[itsshylle]

[thoughtkick]

“You are allowed to terminate toxic relationships. You are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself.”

— Unknown

[itsshylle]

"I hope you have the courage to not let losses destroy yoy, to not let them burrow into the heart of who you are and convince you that you failed, or that you are unworthy of the happiness you are standing up for in your life."

- A Gentle Reminder by Bianca Sparacino

[thesadghostclub]

Here’s a long but important comic for you <3

Accepting ourselves the way we are means we allow ourselves the things we need to make life a little easier. You don’t have to fight it, it’s ok have different needs to others. You are worthy of kindness, so be kind to you <3

love from the sad ghost club <3

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[itsshylle]

An open letter for the

one who failed to say goodbye.

Like a puzzle I was left unnoticed and unwanted amidst all the organized objects. Your silent leaving slapped me of how I am not deserving of all of the formalities. You invalidated my feelings, and my peace got ruined. One morning I just woke up carrying on my head that huge question mark. I cried for who knows how many times to the point that my pillows got used to it, my walls pitied me for it and condemned by the fate. Everytime people asking me of what happened? Why we ended? I can't speak. I don't know where to begin, and it leads me to silence— what we had was like an unfinished sentence that I wanted to correct.

Honestly it's the one that traumatized me the most, not seeing even your silhouette turning its back, I wasn't even informed that you were already gone. Until the day I heard nothing from you and that we never see each other again like we used to. Worst when I slowly noticed that my happiness vanish piece by piece and until I witnessed my serenity replaced by a mess. The image of your remains always haunt me down, like I am stuck in a hunted house, embraced by the web of yesterday and not being able to be free.

I ached for the closure and longed for the sorry even for a short explanation. But months have passed and I totally lost track of you, everything fell down and got buried by the loud noise from the crowd. I feel so unrecognized, and I feel so tired of trying to get the answers that I want. If we had only given more time to be together, I would ask you why?

Why you never utter even a simple “goodbye”?

—Writes Yna

[itsshylle]

“However much you wanted someone to want you, there was nothing you could do to make it happen. Whatever you did for them, whatever you gave them, whatever you let them take, it could never be enough. Never enough to be sure. Never enough to satisfy them. Never enough to stop them walking away. Never enough to make them love you.”

- Strawberrytelle

[positivedoodles]

skeleton requested by BBeth on patreon [Doodle of a skeleton saying “You’ll figure it out. Start somewhere. Ask for help if you need it. You got this. You’re going to do great.” in a white speech bubble against a blue background.]

[itsshylle]

You're doing great, self. *self huuug*

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[itsshylle]

*Mood for the week* 🙃🫠

[quotemadness]

“But things work out, you know. Even if it doesn’t feel OK for a long time, or even if it feels like things will never be OK again, (things) work out in the end.”

— Lauren Morrill

[itsshylle]

I hope so.