Jun 1
"but god, if only I could give up the life I can hardly call mine"
#guess who has found a new song to listen to on loop#(me. its me. i have been listening to this for two days now)#i know the song is about how len “killed” his pre transition self to become who he really is and be free#but what about the bravery in “killling” everything you currently are in the hopes that being more genuine* will lead you to a happier life#*when i say genuine i mean true to yourself in spite of the way you will be seen by others (aka simultaneously the murderer & the victim)#his old self had to be brave first for him to exist in the first place. she knew that she would always end up dying no matter what she chos#so she chose to “die” in her own terms and give Len the opportunity to live. consequences be damned#the girl as both victim and savior. the boy as both murderer and rescued. the kindness of both towards each other#i dont know man im just emotional about this. both old and new selves had to be very brave and kind towards each other that is themselves#both had to sacrifice something and both do it out of love for the other despite the mentality of “her or me” because for both of them to b#happy she always had to die. otherwise they both would have been miserable until death. and they knew this#just. self kindness and love framed as tragedy and loss by others. the grief of it all#is this anything#eyestrain#eye strain#tw eyestrain#lake's art#do not repost#ego renegade boy#kagamine len#vocaloid fanart#kagamine len fanart#Ego Renegade Boy ft. Kagamine Len#flavor foley
