interacting with people/posts on the Internet is so weird to me,
I've always been online, but never really made posts or commented or anything like that. I kinda just exist in the background, which I was ok with when I was younger–but now if feels so unnatural even if I really want to say something.
And I feel bad because there're so many creators that I want to appreciate and tell them how much their work means to me but typing directly to someone is such a wild thing in my mind that I cant string together my thoughts, and I don't end up saying anything out of embarrassment/fear of sounding too casual or too professional. Especially because I don't use much lingo, So I feel very old and bland. My grammar is pretty bad as well so I end up feeling stupid.
But yeah–i was reading a fic that I loved but I spent like 10 minutes trying to not sound like a robot, which sparked this stupid little rant. I'm getting a little better but again it just feels very unnatural to me. Maybe ranting into the void that is my page will help?
