Hey ho I feel nothing

This is my vent sideblog. You can talk to me anytime

[itsybitsyilly]

hey I’m back! if anyone remembers me

weird to see that my vent art is still flying around

i’ll be making more soon

i have to tell my parents about what happened soon so that they can accompany me to the dentist I have to see (they specialize in ptsd victims and it’s free, i love my country sometimes)

how is life

[itsybitsyilly]

my therapist and I are doing memory recovery this Thursday and I know I have to remember to recover but I would rather fuckign die than remember so there’s that

[itsybitsyilly]

Someone: How are you so good at lying?

Me: Early childhood trauma

[psxgfx-deactivated20180706]

I’m wasting my youth and beauty being a mysterious eccentric loner but I wouldn’t have it any other way

[fleeten-deactivated20150421]

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

[itsybitsyilly]

does anyone else sometimes forget how fucked up their trauma is or is it just me???

[chapelbaby-deactivated20180919]

[cptsdead]

[doktorgirlfriend]

Brain: You’re a horrible, worthless, garbage person, and your life is going nowhere but to hell.

Me: I don’t know what the fuck you expect me to do about that at 11PM, my dude.

[sadiepickles]

Me listening to Mentally Ill people with worse situations than me: My problems are nothing! I’m cured!

Me listening to Neurotypicals who smile regularly: My illness was a curse! I am suffering harshly by God’s cruel hands!

[tatinotchatty]

I know listening to music in a loud-not-safe volume isn’t gonna cure my depression, but that doesn’t mean I ain’t trying it

[sadiepickles]

Trying to explain Psychosis to someone who never experienced it like

[like-the-midnight-sun-deactivat]

me usually: i am an angry disabled bitch who came here to fight ableists

me at job interviews: hello i am neurotypical von allisticpants and i am completely sane and fantastic at eye contact

[lillyjetaime-blog]

I swear to christ, if I tell you not to touch me and you tell me to get over it, I will overcome my touch aversion in all of ten seconds just to punch you in the face

[ghostwithbpd]

Was it really that hard to just keep your fucking disgusting hands off me???

[whore-babyy-deactivated20221130]

I hope someone kills you the same way you killed me

[trauwumatized]

when i’m chilling and my brain hits me with gross sexual intrusive thoughts