beingV

With me, comes vibrance, radiance, love, laughters, smiles, fragrance, elegance

[itsyourviji]

The only milestones I reach

[deviika]

—Albert Camus

[itsyourviji]

That moment when your eyes start blurring, that moment when you remove you specs to catch your tears, that moment when your soul crumbles into a thousand pieces, and heart skips beating, that moment when you can't contain the agony, that moment when you just give up...

[itsyourviji]

I gave, and thought it will make me happy. I sought, and realised, they have nothing for me. And I know it's no give and take, but now I'm empty, hurt, and unhealed.

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Issues Unaddressed

Yes, I've let down important people. Those that trusted in me.

Yes I went alone on a journey, a journey I wasn't supposed to take.

Yes I don't address the guilt, Yes I don't accept my mistake.

Yes I still have reasons, but I don't expect them to be heard. Yes I still have a motive, but now I am just a tired bird, in the sky of unknown.

Earlier wandering out of curiosity and thrill, now I think I'm just lost. Yes I never ask for help, 'cuz I can't repay what I cost.

[itsyourviji]

...that moment when you know there's no future, but you still love them...

[itsyourviji]

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5 posts! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyieeeeeeeee

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All She Wanted

Sean : ...I only talk to you, I don't have much to share, I don't speak so much... Sky : You do give me few minutes, when you feel like you're bored. You let the string not break. You weigh my emotions for you everyday, to check whether I'm still there for you. You keep yourself protected from me, so that you don't fall in love with me, but make sure I don't fall out of love, with you. It's like, you crack my heart into a million pieces, but hold it together from shattering apart. Sean : ....you always want to make it a fight, why do you think so much? Sky : You didn't see this coming? Do you think I'm blind to your ways? Or are you in denial, that one day I would ask all of this to you rightfully? Sean :What do you want? Sky : Love me, in a way I feel loved too, listen to me, talk to me, not like it's a duty and that you have no choice... choose me, choose me over those that you couldn't be with, and so you're using me, treat me like I matter to you, treat me like you care for me,..... *starts sobbing*....look at me, share your dreams with me, make me a part of your life too......

Sky falls on her knees and starts crying profusely. She does not expect Sean to understand any of this. She is heartbroken as she has stooped down to the lowest. She has begged him for love. What a pity! She knows she cannot face herself anymore. She also knows Sean wouldn't respect any of it. She had been so strong forever. But it had only eaten her up from within. She cried, for how desperate it had made her, and how incapable it had made her. She didn't deserve this.

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How dare you decide to run our relationship, knowing only I was the one making every effort? Did it please you to see me suffer for the slightest of your attention? You couldn't push me away, so you left me hanging in the most miserable space around you.

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I sing for peace. I might not be the best out there in the game, but hey, there's a whole life to improve. But if I be honest, since I never really learnt how to sing professionally, it just relieves me of the pressure to be the best one. Hope you like.

[itsyourviji]

"Maybe the journey isn't about becoming anything. Maybe it's about unbecoming everything that isn't really you, so that you can be who you were meant to be in the first place."

Paulo Coelho

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God gave me kind eyes, and a blissful mind. So, every minute, I try to live up to it. Looking around, there's all sorts of abyss trying to soak me in, but here I am, a magnet of joy. Trying to rain positivity on barren hearts.