Recovery to Relapse.

Here to record and relate for those who care. I DO NOT encourage self harm in any way Age:24 Sw: 155lbs Cw: 125lbs Gw #1: 130lbs✔ Gw #2: 120lbs...

[buddhaprayerbeads]

Positive Quotes.

[ivorybones]

Now I wait some more for results.

I got my biopsy done yesterday. They didn't give me enough numbing and the wipe they used to sterilize the area not only itches like crazy but it burned like fire on my already raw skin. They chose the older of the tumors in my neck and went to work. Theres something so unnatural about someone fishing around at the base of your skull with tools and punches.

not so fun fact - the biopsy punch sounded and felt like a office hole puncher.

I hate this. I know im sick its just waiting to hear how far gone I am.

[ivorybones]

Biopsy day.

here's hoping its not cancer....

[cwote]

Let yourself feel.

Thanks for the inspiration @kindersuggestion :)

[ivorybones]

at the local ER today with a migraine. yay for IV pain meds and hydration.

[ivorybones]

I have little to no will to live today

[ivorybones]

down 8lbs overnight.

ive been eating whatever I feel like, whenever I feel like and just sleeping.... fuck I think I am sick....

[ivorybones]

turns out I might have cancer

maybe ill be thin before I'm dead.

[ivorybones]

#progress. me minus 18lbs

[anothredhead]

“I didn’t plan to make it this far.”

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[ivorybones]

(So dont ask me why I dont have a plan for my life, you won't like my answer. )

[ronronthefox]

[ivorybones]

7 more pounds and I hit my first weightloss goal 😍

Gotta keep going!

[ivorybones]

despite my back and ankle injury I managed to continue losing weight, hopefully ill be back to my full workout routine again soon

[just-shower-thoughts]

If musquitoes sucked fat instead of blood, life would be so much better.

[cyberexic]

friends: you need to eat!! me: im ingesting calories right now friends: alcohol doesn’t count as a meal me:

[ivorybones]

drunk and starved.

yup its a cool club, the perks include liver damage and throwing up a lot.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Adulthood is waking up in the morning and looking forward to going to bed later that evening.