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YOUKNOWWHOYOUARE : Part II

Ivy Sirena

Jack, Jack, Jack. We are so much older now. From what I see, you look happy. I’m so fucking happy about that. I’m drunk out of my mind and I’m laying on my roof and I’m thinking about the ice cream and your roof and Daughter and the football field. I’m so happy you’re happy now, Jack. I’m 21 now. I’m so much older and it’s kinda funny to think back all those years ago. I care for you my friend. I cherish our time so much. They tore down the old school. I think of you with happiness.

we are older- and yet, memories persist. Sometimes I want all of them gone and forgotten, but, my god, what an awful existence this would be without the knowledge that sometimes, when I think of someone I love, they are doing the same in a parallel, faraway place. I (very) often look up at the night sky and time travel, in my head, and lay down on that field again before an overwhelming feeling of existential sadness pours over me- and it’s not my familiar existential crisis where I think about how small the earth is, and how powerless we are to the will of the universe- I miss you to fucking hell, K

Not where (I know where) but why?

a bunch of reasons, mostly cuz we had to get out of Central Oregon tho

I wandered, last night, through a dark house full of familiar people. Once familiar. Always familiar. I saw J***** for the first time in years, and we spoke like it was not years that it had been. I saw S***** and she still dressed the same way, which comforted me. I saw A****. When I did, I took her by the shoulders and said “oh my god, it has been so long, I have missed you”. She pushed me back and said “I’m sure you did; just like when we walked to the park and you never even looked at me.” I remembered that day, like it happened, though it did not. I remembered how sorry I was that I overlooked someone so kind.

And when I woke

I still felt sorry.

I have been blessed with a Spotify artists account.

I would greatly appreciate it if anyone were to listen to my electronic, witch house inspired music

(via https://open.spotify.com/user/19w695g2wehg7t9xlqtskpmnz/playlist/1O6jy4R3gTfWODnQO5uAXs?si=_bP4lu7hQGyTAPscrZiHfw)

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(via https://open.spotify.com/artist/3KwgSR7vmUbkumi5zGBV9F?si=kR5e6ScPSxyDlVN7_oTQxQ)

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