Is there a life on Mars ?

| XIX | Asexual | Laveyan | 

[iwishidontexist]

A very unfortunate announcement.

Hello, followers. I'm still here. Just can't access this account. Follow me on my new blog, inmemoryofenidjerztlooper.tumblr.com. Love always, Enid

[iwishidontexist]

Telephone

The first word On the first telephone Was "Hello" As it was ours When we crossed paths Our feet thumping Onto the ragged pavements We open our mouths "Hello" I say As I try to break Into a smile "Hello" You say Obviously forcing yourself To our conversation The moment You said "Hello" My world crashed Like the telephone lines and poles Long, wide, in between An infinite sequence of wires It was so distant I remember him In you At you By you I tried to accept The up surging realization That He's not you "Hello" You say And my heart Perished Your Words ring like A telephone being repeatedly Unanswered But I pick it up I am holding it Putting my ears I wait I listen I hope That you will answer Your voice Is what I'll hear But it's not Somebody else did Replied to my call Somebody New I'm so mad That it was not you I'm so mad That I am trapped In this repetitive cycle Of waiting for you I grew tired Watching The telephone poles Extending eternally Getting far So I have to call someone Someone like you

[iwishidontexist]

I'd rather walk alone than let them throw dirty confetti ~

Sia - Confetti

[fyp-psychology]

When an introvert is quiet, don’t assume he is depressed, snobbish or socially deficient.

Laurie Helgoe (via fyp-psychology)

[iwishidontexist]

Still cant recovdr this account. Keeping it alive in mobile tho. Help 😞

[chuloa-deactivated20160907]

I pretend a lot of shit doesn’t get to me.

10 word story (via p-rincessri)

[iwishidontexist]

Hi. I was this victim of this massive hacking in which everytime i try to log in via desktop or pc, tumblr will prompt mw to change my password. I have never had the problem before, and i never received any emails for reset. I posted this just to inform my followers that i am not inactive, i just cant relogin to my tumblr. I wanted to recover it mostly because i wanted to continue my writings and work and i want to use this platform for compilations. If you can, please comment on this post to help. Thank you.

[temp0raryurl-deactivated2014051]

Anonymously ask me, "Would you..."

[iwishidontexist]

Clementine

Open wide Here he comes It's all right He's not gonna hurt me He promised.

Lay on your back It aches Breathing, bleeding He tells me I'm a good girl.

Stay still I offer my all To and fro Subtle cries I died inside.

Don't tell I have to Keeping it in mind Hush Pursed lips.

[iwishidontexist]

my literary adviser encourages me to audition for a seminar to improve my writing skills, my heart says yes but my depression anxiety and overthinking says no maybe idk

[iwishidontexist]

update: I got in ! Will be posting some pics later

[iwishidontexist]

Galatea

I would love whatever it is A daughter A son I would love whatever it is But he would not.

I give birth to it A daughter A son I give birth to it But he cannot.

I raise it the way he wants A daughter A son I raise it the way he wants But he want not.

I pray to the Gods for it A daughter A son I pray to the Gods for it So he would not.

I earn what I've prayed for it A daughter A son I earn what I've prayed for it But he still not.

I yearn for the right doings of it A daughter A son I yearn for the right doings of it But it could not.

I beg forgiveness to it A daughter A son I beg forgiveness to it But it cannot.

I blame myself for the death of it A daughter A son I blame myself for the death of it Cause I could not.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Tomorrow is somebody’s last day on Earth and they don’t even know it.

[blazeberg]

I think I might be the saddest happy person and the meanest nice person to ever exist

[kevingetem]

If u don’t have good intentions w/ me, please just leave me alone. I’m tired.

[uglygirlcrying]

[nightshade-the-demon-deactivate]

I want to _____ you.

[uncaging-the-chaos-deactivated2]

reblog and see what your followers say

Interesting..

[eye4aye-blog]

I’VE LITERALLY HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU PEOPLE

[willemscream]

I was just reblogging for the above post I didn’t think I’d get any

[dutchster]

apparently you guys want to do a lot of different things with/to me

[eerie-was-i-deactivated20250218]

Okay, guys. Go ahead. I know what’s coming.

[pomegranateandivy-deactivated20]

*cautiously reblogs this*

[kikokay-k-deactivated20220521]

I’m gonna have an empty ask box…Aren’t I? *rolls on floor*  

[lilmissrantsypants]

^ My thoughts, but I’m still going to try.

[bemmiecake]

lessss do this

[prismaticspace]

lets see if i get any :’)

[forgotten-tale-official]

Doyle mod: p-please send some thing nice! i-if you would!

toymonnie: SEND STUFF NOW! I DARE YOU!

[capricoto-deactivated20161129]

Now I’m scared.

[quietpagan]

This should be interesting.

[g0lden-l0ve]

I want this XD

[astrhoes]

please?

[princelemmy]

I hope everyone wants to kill me

[adepresseddelusional]