I really really like how Obssession emphasises the difference in the two Nikki’s by the fundamentally different ways they feel about bear.
Nikki liked bear a lot but did not love him. Not in the way he wanted her too.
She compared him to a brother. She saw him as basically family. She knew him really well and deeply cared about him as an individual.
But just not in the way bear actually cared about. There wasn’t romantic love there. She didn’t need him.
Meanwhile Freaky Nikki loves bear but she does not like him. Because he didn’t create her to like him.
She deeply deeply romantically loves him to an extreme and codependent level. She needs him to function because it’s her purpose. Her reason to even be alive. Her one job is to love bear and make him happy no matter what.
But she doesn’t actually like, know or care about him as a person. His unique quirks and interests are a box to tick at the best and an obstacle to completing her goal at worst. He ends up frustrating her because he’s not letting her just do what he made her for.
She can’t even say she likes him. Because she doesn’t. She only loves him and that’s not the same thing.
In that she mirrors how he sees the original Nikki. He loved her but he didn’t like her enough not to ruin her life. Just like Freaky Nikki doesn’t like him enough to not ruin his.













