Bones

Fuck it

[mallltripp-deactivated20220730]

[skinnyminyoongi]

Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.

[lunebrilles]

if you think you can just follow me and start talking to me as if we were friends well you are correct

[happythinvibes]

[daysgobye-deactivated20230109]

thought you all might relate,,,

[cribblingdebression]

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

[skinnygrungedreams]

pretty sure i’ve reblogged this already before but it’s just so accurate

[suicidal-kiwi]

this is literally so fucking accurate. my brain will always tell me shit like “just have a fruit and dont log it” but bitch i know what i did!

[from-dust-to-glory]

Made this to remind myself.

[ana-mia0]

Reblog if you’ll BE like this some day 🙌🏼

[satanwithdiaries]

[relapsingmyedthings]

[ineedchips]

LMAO happened last week

[coolskeletonmemes]

[coldbrewbones]

me: *freaking out over the cals in a kiwi*

my ed: yeah that makes sense :)

also me: *binges on mac n cheese*

my ed: wait no-

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

Eating disorders have many faces

They can look like fearing carbs and fats and they can look like carefully planned ‘junk food’.

They can look like drinking litres of water and they can look like a fear of liquids.

They can look like constant adrenaline-fueled activity and they can look like being unable to move.

They can look like strict regimes and they can look like a jumbled mess.

They can look like constant checking in mirrors and they can look like a fear of your reflection.

They can look like loved ones begging you to change and they can look like nobody knowing there’s a problem. 

They can look like drips and tubes and they can look like being physically healthy.

They can look like relapses and recovery attempts and they can look like never changing.

They can look like countless behaviours always changing and they can look like the same thing every day.

They can look like isolating yourself from the world and they can look like an active social life.

They can look like years of treatment and they can look like never getting help.

They can look like understanding that there is a problem and they can look like complete denial.

There is no one image of someone with an eating disorder, as there is no one image of someone with a broken leg, someone with cancer, someone with a virus.

[ddaintyrose]

[k-ayo]

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