[becherdireinen]

Do you ever just miss a bond you had with someone? Like regardless of what happened between you two, you miss the conversations, the laughs you guys had over the stupidest things, or the way that they were there for you when you weren't at the best. The little things matter.

[ixiomdraws]

Box of stuff I had marked to send to an ex friend upon my suicide. Suicide didn't work obviously. I realized that they'll never try to apologize or fix things, it's been 3 years now I think, so I wanted to take a picture to idk.. document it? Before I give all the stuff away to other ppl. I feel so stupid, I had everything individually wrapped and everything. I wanted them to remember me fondly, sometimes I wish my suicide didn't fail, maybe things would have been better that way. Idk. I'm over it I guess. I'm getting this box off my shelf so I don't have to look at it anymore. Maybe one day I'll forget.

[perrfectly]

Photo by Thought Catalog

[onceiwashere]

you criticize her, but before taylor swift had her private jet she used to ride a horse everywhere and when she reached her destination one of her personal assistants would shoot the horse point blank in the head. she did this hundreds of times, if not thousands

[howlsnteeth]

there’s a point to this but my pasta is done and i’m tired of waiting

[howlsnteeth]

so am i right, or wrong for writing this song

[andysambrg]

Fleabag (2016 - 2019) / beetlejuices / bondhu tomar (friend of mine), krishnokoli / honeybee, trista mateer / honeytuesday / motion sickness, phoebe bridgers / chungking express (1994) / hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo / Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous / by langston hughes

[hel7l7]

CAN YOU PLEASE BE WHO YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE

[heartoffailure]

Ah... I bought a few used poetry type books, bcuz I like poetry and I wanted to maybe use it for inspiration to draw stuff, but I just got one in the mail, and there's a few pages that were already dog-eared, and they're.. very specific.. so it sparks my paranoia a lil, but, in reality this was probably accidental or the person chose these on purpose when they sent it just to like, give someone a boost, or something like that. Idk. Anyways, here's the dog-eared pages, the book is called 'we hope this reaches you in time' by Samantha King Holmes and r.h.sin.

[sas-66closedd]

there was a difference between what you said and what you did

[smokeinsilence]

have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t

[viridianmasquerade]

I make my ramen the way a friend taught me in eleventh grade. Every fall, I listen to a playlist made for me by a boy I drove across a border to hook up with. I eat sushi because a girl who won’t talk to me anymore made me try it, and Indian food because my best friend’s parents ordered for me before I knew what I liked. There are movies I love because someone I loved loved them first. I am a mosaic of everyone I’ve ever loved, even for a heartbeat.

[i-have-thicc-deactivated2022080]

[neckkiss]

J.S. PARK

[redrola]

[romcommunist]

“id send you this post but u are dead to me” is such a strange feeling. im retreating to the woods

[anguam]

When you stumble across a meme that perfectly fits the niche of someone you no longer talk to…. like we have parted ways for good reasons but i’m still left with the knowledge that this would make you laugh. What do i do with that

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

if you say you’re gonna stay knowing i have a mental illness but leave when i’m symptomatic i hope you know that there’s a special place in hell for people like you

[nightmaresorpromises]

I feel like a burden and I feel like whenever I talk about my feelings or kind of exist I’m just like, causing problems. And I feel really sad and lonely, but I don’t want to tell anyone because I know A.) nobody cares, and B.) it’s just going to make people feel bad and me seem like I’m attention seeking. And I guess I am looking for attention because I want social interaction, but I also genuinely just feel down and unwanted. Like no one really cares that I’m alive and no one would care if I wasn’t.

I just want to feel like I matter, and when I feel so insignificant to others, it doesn’t feel like I do. Even if I’m my head I’m fighting to feel as though I deserve to take up space in the world. And I don’t know what to do. And I don’t know what the answer is, or if there even is an answer. I’m just tired of being sad and alone, and am equally tired of trusting people who break my trust, or just talk to me to get something. So idk. That’s my ted talk.

[ixiomdraws]

For anyone who's interested, I stopped using this blog, @heartoffailure is my new one and it's lupin and among us stuff mostly rn bcuz those r my current interests, also my twit is the same name as that blog