GOODBYE

Thank you all who followed this blog and roleplayed with me but I think it's time I threw the towel in with this one. It was a good run and I won't forget the fun I had. I'm still roleplaying elsewhere but it's adios for this blog.

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Izaya Orihara - H a n d l e b a r s

[Here’s the video finally~ I hope you enjoy and thank you for letting me make this for you bb] (watch in 720 quality. seriously.)

[izayaas]

{ reblogging this here because it's amazing and heather is amazing like whoa. }

[izayaas]

"Just look for pansies and you'll find him."

[shizuchans]

“So with this weirdo, and your other stalker, you really have your hands full with all of these little girls, don’t you?”

[izayaas]

"The way you say it makes it sound disgusting."

"Although, this weirdo isn't so bad. We get along fine and I wouldn't call her a stalker. She's more like a piece of furniture or an accessory. I can't say much for the other one."

[shizuchans]

“You never leave your dumbass apartment anymore. How was I supposed to know you could hear? Didn’t even know you were still alive.”

[izayaas]

"Just because I don't leave my apartment doesn't mean I don't hear about things. I'm an informant, you fool. Not to mention, the girl is never too far from me. If she's around, you should expect me to be in the vicinity." 

[shizuchans]

meeowtherfucker replied to your post: meeowtherfucker replied to your post:…

I don’t even know. Izaya is offended that you’d even forget something like that. He said, “Shizu-chan better have not forgot as well.” I’m not sure when he started to put Kasuka on a throne but…

That flea just has a boner for my brother. Always has.

[blackmaglc]

I’m not even going to lie,

this is completely true.

[izayaas]

"Will you not talk about me like I'm not here and can't see it? You idiots."

[shizuchans]

[izayaas]

{ bukakke }

[shizuchans]

[kadota-mun, izaya-mun, and shizu-mun get real]

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[We are so sugoi I can’t even stand it. Now you guys know how lame Kadota’s mun is~]

[izayaas]

{ Don't be gomen, Heather. We are sugoi. }

[izayaas]

{ semi - hiatus }

Things are starting to pick up again at home, so I'm just going to put this up now instead of just.. dropping off the internet again.  I might be active here and there. But I know for sure that I won't be on as often as I use to be. I might be on other RP blogs more, but it all depends really.  You'll still be able to find me over at my main too, and there's a list of RP blogs there in case you still want to follow me and RP on any of them instead. 

[izayaas]

zayaas said: { =w= “Shizuo cheating on Izaya.” PFTTT, I can’t stop laughing. } what's so funny? you should be upset about it...

"And why is that? He's a disgusting beast. Even if your facts were straight, there's absolutely nothing to be upset over." { =w= anon, you're silly~. } 

[izayaas]

thefabulouslindalinda a réagi à votre billet :  [ You need to learn to keep your sexy under control, Brett. ]

{ nope nope nope nope, there's no sexy here. }

[izayaas]

((Ah fuck... sorry about that... Tumblr has been messing with me all damn day ^^""" *re-follows you*))

{ omfg. you came back, sobs. i promise not to startle you again. }

[izayaas]

thefabulouslindalinda a réagi à votre billet :  [ They were startled by your sexiness. ]

{ They need to come back thennnnnnn, there's no sexy here they misunderstood, sobs. }

[izayaas]

> Get a new follower

> Person immediately unfollows

                       Umm, okay. . . ?

[dammitihatethis]

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..Izaya said sorry. Kasuka realized in a heartbeat. He wasn’t exactly surprised, but he wasn’t expecting him to just…apologize in this manner. Kasuka couldn’t help himself but stare at the enchanting blush on the pale cheeks as he turned away from his gaze. He hasn’t seen anyone — his colleagues blush this beautifully before. It wasn’t the fact that they are unattractive. That’s ridiculous, considering that he was part of the media industry and there are far many others who are more beautiful than Izaya or even himself. But there was just something about the man standing before him, whether was it because of the uncharacteristic reaction he could get out of him or…whether was it because Izaya held a place in his heart that no one could ever replace.

He pursed his lips. Kasuka understood what Izaya was doing — saying. Izaya was apologizing; explaining things between Delic and him, clearing up the misunderstandings that was left unspoken when he said those hurtful three words. How long has it been since that day in his office? How long was this misunderstanding left unexplained? He wasn’t just Izaya’s fault, it was his too. Kasuka never asked for any explanations, just wishing that the other man would volunteer explaining it on his own. What would it do for him to force it out of his dear informant? He would just say what he doesn’t want to hear just to spite him.

He let out a small sigh, reaching out a hand to him to invite him to come closer to where he was standing. “Say no more,” Kasuka murmured, eyes softening when Izaya did — hesitantly. “I understand. I..was at fault too, for misunderstanding. Also…” Kasuka squeezed the cold fingers in his hand. “I’ve never said that i was sorry too, for causing you pain. I hurt you so much more than you did to me.”

“I’m sorry, Izaya, for making you endure this for these past several months.” Kasuka whispered as he stroked Izaya’s cheek with the back of his hand. “And…thank you for telling me all those things you’ve said earlier, it really…means a lot to me.”

[izayaas]

The informant's head shook and despite wanting to move and complain to the brunette about how wrong he was, he didn't. That was the whole point of this. He didn't want to disagree anymore -- at least, not in a rude sense. 

Although, he didn't believe anything Kasuka did was wrong. Anyone could see that - Shizuo reminded him of it often - the situation he was in was all his fault. He'd caused all of it. From the moment he hooked up with Kasuka behind the blonde's back, from the time he began speaking with Delic, to not saying anything when all Kasuka needed was an answer. 

It was all his fault. 

He wouldn't feel bad about it. Not now. It was in the past and it wasn't like he didn't do something he hadn't wanted to. That was the point -- he was selfish and did things despite knowing what the outcome would be. 

He was use to causing problems, use to ruining things, and dealing with the consequences. He wasn't infamous for his troublesome behavior for nothing, after all. 

But with Kasuka - He was sorry.

"No." He breathed, leaning into the soft touch. "Don't be an imbecile, Kasuka. There's nothing for you to be sorry about."

And there wasn't. Again, it was his own fault. He did it to himself when he let himself open up to such disgusting feelings. He had been the one to get attached without even realizing it and that was his own fault.

"You did nothing wrong." He fixed his crimson gaze onto the brunette then. His face almost stern as he grip on the man's hand tightened. "We both know very well, everything that happened was caused from my choices."

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[kasukas-deactivated20131120]

Maaaybe?

Mm. Finally gotten myself a day off. Or rather, a couple of days off. I’ve been really busy for the past two months or so, and being back feels great. I’ve missed several things while i was away.

[izayaas]

I suppose that's true.  Although, it's you so I'd like it anyway.

That so? I. . noticed you were gone and figured you'd be away for a while. We should do something together. .  while you're in town. Have you seen your brother yet? Or anyone else for that matter.

[kasukas-deactivated20131120]

[kasukas-deactivated20131120]

Never thought you would agree to this (because I would not allow that) but alright then, if you say so.

How are you doing?

[izayaas]

I give off the impression I wouldn't like that?

Either way, I've been. .  alright. Busy, I suppose. You've been well, yes?