Mentally unstable jester

Block don't report please Jirai boy! Im backkkk<3

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the jesters into~

Welcome darlings!

okay first and foremost i am a minor!! If you flirt i will block you^^

Also dni if you are a homophobe or transphobe!!

Also i am a jirai so if you're sensitive to sh, talks of pedophiles, sui talk metal breakdowns attention seeking or trans shit and more along those lines best ya leave now<3

anything else is free game

Now actually welcome new or old darlings!

Call me jester or crow or star whatever you want

Pronouns are he/him/jester/they

feel free to interact i love asks, notes all of it!!

I am taken by my lovely boyfriend!

I am not diagnosed with anything so i can't say anything about being mentally ill but if you look at my blog you can see i have issues ^^

I have been jiari for a while just the lifestyle i can't afford the clothes plus can't dress like that tell i actually transition

Some hobbies of mine areee

Bakeing, crafting, collecting, reading, doing dangerous shit, dressing up, gaming

now some of my fandomss:

mtp

Guilty gear

Demon slayer

Painter of the night

Hxh

Undead unluck

My dress up darling

Hells paradise

Marvel rivals

One piece

Bg3

The apothecary diaries

the circus freaks

Spy x family

Blue lock

Evengalen neon genesis

Dan da dan

Chainsaw man

And more i can't think of rn :3

Thats me in a nut shell probably

Moot me up if you want...

My moot made me a banner thingy i know i just came back but thats so cool:3

@jirai-till

User thingys from blogs i love

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How does it feel to be one year cliser to unc status

(Happy bday twin)

Hehe thanks youuu

Also not that much different im still the youngest in my irl friend group T^T

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Tw: talk of gore

im giggling i just looked up at my wall and forgot i hung up a gorey chainsaw man poster not that gorey just you can see his intestines hanging out hehe

i still love it glad i asked someone to buy it for me i didn't have enough money at the time very enjoyable sight loll

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HIHI I LOVE YOUR BLOG OMG ASHIDOOO >w<

Ekkk hiii kirishima!!!!

I love your blog too!!!!

[redriot-jirai]

reblog this post to get an ask in your inbox...

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Cute theme!!! ☆tia out☆

Ekkk hiii tia-chan!!!

Thank youuu i love feeling cute hehe:3

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Some people are a bunch of fucking hypocrites.

“Mental health matters!” Until it’s gross or unhygienic. What? You think that people with depression just lay in bed all day and scroll while looking pretty? Oh so suddenly this person is “gross” because they haven’t brushed their teeth in a month. Yeah what happened to “mental health matters”?

People romanticize depression and mental health so fucking much and frankly, it pisses me off. Bedrotting isn’t a “core” or “aesthetic” it’s an effect of depression. Thinking that suffering mentally is “aesthetic” is just purely sick. Your own mind being your number one enemy is not something to romanticize and until people realize that basic fucking threshold, I won’t rest easy.

Fight me all you want but I don’t give a fuck. It’s not something to turn into eye candy.

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hey theme change already woahh cute

Sorry for such a late reply mootie i was asleep lol

And thank youu also i like can't not be pink i have to be pink so yeah lol

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good morning my lovely darlings!!

Your jester is awake and he had to respond to a bunch of happy birthday messages he just woke up to fun

But is it actually my birthday im officially a little older still scared to actually say my age so it's still a secret hehe

Also i woke up to a bunch of notes!!! Yippee!!!

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i wanna re blog ask games hoping you guys would do them but anytime i did no one interacted whats the point anymore i just want attention talk to me send asks be annon please anyone

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okay okay i keep seeing this and it's lowkey pissing me off im not pointing at anyone im just saying

Why do we keep shouting out jirai blogs that have like over 200 or 300 followers im not begging it kinda just makes me mad theres plenty of small blogs that can be shouted out like anyone but the super popular ones everyone loves and adores why do you keep making them more popular they are fine on there own???

[xoxo-jvliette]

rb if you want your inbox filled with moots/anon asks

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sometimes for no reason i feel so gross for being trans because

You wanna be a man you were born a women why do you wanna be a gross man you know how they treat women you're supposed to be a girl why do you feel that way

But i can't help but want a cock for myself i can't help that i hate the things on my chest and i wanna rip them off i can't help i want body hair and facial hair so bad i giggling and fantasize about it i can't help the idea of me being a man makes me so happy and im sorry i can't change i tried so many times not to be trans i just can't i am a man stuck in this gross female body

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Also now im back again thank you guys we already have 30 darlings and i came back to a bunch of spam and notes i love you guys!!!<3

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I see all of my moots as their pfps btw

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im back my darlings we finshed celebrating my b-day i got more booksss yippee my lovely grandma got me the whole novel series of the grandmasters of demonic cultavson!!

I also got a new fighting game! And new headphones there noise canceling so i won't get overwhelmed at big gatherings anymore hopefully?

Im so happy other then im running out of book space but whatever

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Why do you say 'Jiari' instead of Jirai?

Oh....

I can't spell thats why my bad imma try to fix that habit rn