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#rotten vessel - body issues
#dirty says hi - silly posting
#typist not typing - reblogs
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#no moshing - irl vents
#labeled uncurable - sexual posts
#dead in a ditch - minor gore of mine
#romeos distress - heartbreak posting (I know this song is about the kkk but just okay?)
More to come!
I honestly don't think I can keep up tagging tws, so all of this will be mentioned heavily:
vomit mention, sh mention, food mention, gore art, body issues, dysphoria, vents, violence mention, meds mention, sexual jokes, flirting (only with those comfortable) paranoia, anxiety, psychotic episodes/symptoms, cursing, death of loved ones
because my health is shit I’m doing another notes game. I’d like to say that spam is okay, just 1 reblog, and 5 comments are allowed. If you exceeded more, I’m removing this post.
green - unfinished, purple - in progress, white - completed
cw for antidepressant misuse, sh, and basically mental health stuff that isn’t exactly healthy.
I kinda doubt we’ll be able to get anything higher than 20 so I have low expectations for this whole notes game, but I’m going to try.
1 note - I’ll drink water for once
10 notes - I’ll try to get showers more often
15 notes - start retaking my meds at the right time
20 notes - i won’t pull all nighters and go to bed at 10pm (as i say i do to my therapist)
30 notes - I’ll start eating more food
40 notes - i’ll stop SH for a week
50 notes - I’ll limit my weed usage to whenever I’m only in pain or anxious/stressed
100 notes - I’ll stop double dosing my antidepressants
200 notes - I’ll stop SH for a month
300 notes - start brushing my teeth again as a habit
400 notes - i’ll start seeing my therapist more
500 notes - I’ll come out to my dad as trans
1000 notes - I’ll come out to my teachers as trans and ask them to refer to me as Johnny
2000 notes - I’ll quit SH for good measure
3000 notes - I’ll finally quit c.ai after saying I have quit when I never truly did ever quit.
I am back on jiraiblr, only because a lot of jirai bloggers apparently fw me so yeah.
but I wanted to yap about why I have no DNI, so, I honestly find it fun to interact with people whom has conflicting stances, which is also why I don’t like sharing my stances (as my stances are kinda problematic imo, but I do not break DNIS !!) however, the stances i am willing to share : anti-contact , pro-para , pro-transid , pro-Endo , and we’re a fleurason which is a term for people whom has all or most of the ideologies that radqueers has but they don’t want to be in the rqc (I don’t want to be associated with the rqc due to all the drama there.)
