your feelings are completely valid !!! don’t worry ♡ but you have no idea how much it made me happy after receiving a notif from you ;-;; thank you for updating as about you even just a little bit and it’s okay if you haven’t updated your writings :)
Thank you love ❤️❤️ im more than happy to know that there are people for me here (even if we dk each other personally). Tumblr has became my comfort zone and the page i visit when i'm down ❤️ i've read the messages in my inbox as well but chose not to reply to them cause i wanna build a collection of comforting words 😂 anyways, thanks to all of you lovely souls ❤️😍
Person A and Person B sucking helium and talking in very high-pitched voices.
Friendship.
All the damn time the word was mentioned, the first person that came to your mind had always been Chittaphon Lee, or Ten, for short. You had been friends since childhood and would probably always be friends.
Those times in elementary school, the chubby boy was never shy about dancing in public; middle school, he lost all his baby fat and became more confident as ever; high school, he performed at school dances and even won the title “Teen Popstar” at a talent show. And yes, that’s your bestfriend.
The end of the school year was fast approaching and for the first time ever you wished it wouldn’t come, as the reality of Ten’s departure to pursue his dream on the other side of the world was coming true, and thereafter a limitation of time spend together.
The human heart is treacherous—you found yourself avoiding him even so just because you weren’t ready for it and you couldn’t see yourself ready for it. It wasn’t that you weren’t happy for him. The whole thing about farewell was so heartbreaking in which you’d rather not make it happen as if leaving a sentence trail unfinished. However Ten wasn’t having any of it, he’d rather spend every second with you doing all the silly stuffs and crossing out your best friend bucket list.
Hence he dragged you from your house to the carnival, and he paid, and he bought you a cluster of balloons, tied them on your wrist so you wouldn’t get lost in the crowd.
Then, he let you took over the car radio and played your favourite song, sang along and rumbled down long empty roads till he stopped at an overlook, offering breathtaking views over the city.
“I’m gonna miss you so much,” you mumbled sadly.
“I’m happy to hear that,” he said, not looking at you. He was occupied with the tangled strings between his fingers, desperate to get his hands onto something he’d been wanting to do forever, but he could hear your sniffling.
“Stop, you’re going to make me cry!” a voice squeaked and you were taken aback from the third voice at first, before realizing it was Ten who had emptied a balloon.
“What the—” you laughed uncontrollably at his success in making you less sad.
“Your turn.”
You took a breath of the helium and spoke, “As I was saying, I’m really happy for you but honestly, I couldn’t imagine college without you. I’m gonna have to walk to class alone, eating lunch alone...” even your sigh came out high-pitched.
“Don’t worry so much about it, you’re going to be fine. You’ll make new friends, you’ll see!”
“I don’t know... People are just... mean. And I don’t see myself having fun with anyone else...” you scrunched your nose in distaste.
Before the voice-altering effect ran out, Ten took another mouthful, “Well, I’m only one call away. You can even come visit me. Smile for me. It’s not like I’m dying over here, quit being gloomy!”
“I know, I know,” you slumped against the seat again and stared at him, “I love you.” You really wished he’d never leave. But then again, you could always visit him there. “You better be a star when I meet you next time.”
“Love you too,” he squeaked. “And definitely, I will.”
The conversation couldn’t get any funnier with your voices sounding like that. When would the time come for you to be like this together again?
You wished you’d never grow up so you wouldn’t have to step into another chapter of life, one without your best friend, you wished for the time to stop; You wished you’d already went through the complications in life so you would be basking in freedom, reunited with your best friend once again, you wished for the time to fast forward.
glad to hear i share the same zodiac as my favourite writer. ❤️ hey hey How are you? :)
😘😘 Well... My professor just signed us up for a thesis conference that we never asked for and i'm not happy about it cause i really don't need any of that trouble.. i'm not a phil major and i dislike writing thesis at some point.. i just want to graduate 😭
I missed you and your writings bub ❤️ i hope you’re doing fine 😊☺️
hey loveee i miss writing too 😭😭😭 i have 2 wip and lots drabbles in my drafts i just wish i can manage to finish them 😔 tho im having sem break atm but it doesn't feel like it omg.. i'll be good
♡ last song listened to → strawberries & cigarettes by troye sivan
♡ hobbies → photography, listening to music, basically having me-time (cause im a loner lmao)
♡ fave colour → monochrome
♡ last movie watched → bad genius
♡ fave book → none cause i couldn’t engage myself in one
♡ dream job → barista, café owner, interior designer or anything related to design
♡ meaning behind url → i was once a die hard fan of jackson wang until things changed yep (and now i met the amazeball jaehyun i swear im loyal)... and ‘babe’ just sounded kinda cool and cute with the single syllables
Person A and Person B trying to hide their relationship. However, it turns out everyone knows they’re dating.
first off- how you and Jaehyun got together i’ll leave that to your imagination, whether you’re childhood friends or church buddies, but in the case where it wasn’t publicly known to anyone else
it was during high school where you two started dating and need not to say both were very shy about it since it was your firsts
though how convenient you guys were in the same class, it was kind of an agreement to keep your relationship hidden- not that either of you were embarrassed about it. you just didn’t want to welcome unwanted attention and concerns
thus, there were secret glances left and right; little notes snuck in your locker with Jaehyun telling you how great you looked each day and all the cheesy stuff that made you fell for him harder; often you would find titbits and your favourite banana milk slipped inside your drawer; water bottle filled when you didn’t have the time to or forgotten to; the most obvious act was when he actually paired with you on your science project, but thankfully it went unnoticed by your classmates
once you were so blessed for everything he’d done for you that you were bursting to scream in everyone’s faces that the man is your boyfriend
in conclusion, you never felt alone
on the other hand- the least you could do was attending every basketball games he’d be playing. be it a friendly match or interscholastic tournaments. your friends would be weirded out at first when you invited them to the bleachers. then they kind of took it as you having a crush on one of the players. i meant- who didn’t? it’s part of high school
Jaehyun being the jock he was, he’d received chocolates, flowers and letters on valentines days, even multiple love calls on ordinary days. not gonna lie you were jealous and annoyed sometimes which ended up with your little tantrums and him convincing you otherwise. but he was no difference, he’d constantly mention the two boxes of chocolates and handwritten letters that you received and running names in his head to figure out your potential admirers. probably planning to intimidate them or brainwashing them you’re actually a badass to fall for
at times when you and Jaehyun had a fight, he’d space out often and sometimes popped out questions about girls with his fellow friends. of course, they thought he was shooting his shot so they never hesitated to guide him and eventually he was able to woo you back. however they started getting suspicious when Jaehyun would glance up the bleachers with every shot he made into the hoop as if he was searching for someone in the crowd, or him rejecting their invitations to hit the parties and pushing away girls that made advances on him
once your friend even caught the two of you lingering behind the cafeteria after school hours and all you could mutter was, “we’re discussing about our science project.. haha..” in your panic mode. but she wasn’t persuaded, “i thought we’ve already submitted it.” nonetheless you were able to brush her off with some other excuse which sounded “convincing”
both your circle of friends each began to gossip about the possibilities like, “guys, do you find her acting weird these days?” “do you think there’s something going on between the girl and Jaehyun?” and someone just confessed that the other day they saw Jaehyun waiting for you outside the campus ground and basically you held hands oh so sweetly. then another day where someone saw you and Jaehyun together at a café, somewhere you weren’t acting like normal friends at all. by piecing everything they’d witnessed it made sense to them that you and Jaehyun were actually in a relationship. but the investigation didn’t end just yet, they decided to observe a little more to confirm their speculations
one day you had a girls’ night with your friends and they bombarded you immediately, “are you seeing someone?” “do we know him?” “is he from the basketball team?” and the straightforward ones just cut the act and went straight to the point, “you’re dating with Jaehyun, aren’t you?” “how long have you guys been together?”
and just like that, everyone in your class knew about your relationship with Jaehyun; vice versa his basketball team. since then Jaehyun wasn’t shy to approach you, receiving blessings and many ooh’s as he did so. you’re basically the ‘couple goals’ that everyone talked about.
Jaehyun’s admirers count decreased, meanwhile yours went from the only two to zero.
your fics never stops to amaze me. how can someone be so creative! there is not one word, sentence and paragraph thats boring to read. Each and everyone of them are put together so perfectly that you don’t wanna skip any of them. When i see you have uploaded fics, i make sure i have enough time to read each and every words! i don’t like reading half way through when it comes to your writings.! looking forward to your amazing writings. ❤️ and Happy New Year 2020 my fav. 🥳💕
I’m late so sorry but yikes.. another heartwarming message from you 😭 most of the times I got carried away when inspiration hit me for that few minutes and ended up with long-winded descriptive paragraphs instead of the actual fluffy content.. I promise I’m writing from time to time to “get back on track” or giving back to all the readers out there 😉😉😉 I’m slow, I know too
NCTsmtown_127: Our Czennies the times we’ve spent together last year are so precious and I’m thankful for them
Let’s run through 2020 even happier - Jaehyuni
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Translation: Alex @ FY! NCT (NCTINFO) | Source: NCT 127 Official Twitter
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