Alex is half-Japanase, half-British with a father with Nigerian ancestry. She grew up primarily in Britain, then spent a few years in her early teens in Japan, then back to the UK around 15. Despite her family being higher class, even as a kid no one took note of her, and then she was ostracized and bullied in her early adolescence. Her necrophilia developed from her desires to have a partner, but feeling too unworthy to have one. She was looking trough some books once at a library (where she spent a lot of her time at) and came across pictures of corpses being ready to be dissected, and it stirred something in her. In the late 90s, her exploration of these feelings continued online, in questionable forums... She gained fantasies of what she called "Snow White boys" who didn't ever wake up, but were forever young, fresh, beautiful... A bit later she gained a liking to ultra violence as well, and snuff materials involving beautiful people. Scenes of violent deaths had fascinated her, but she primarily liked preserved beauty.
When she came back to the UK she decided to herself that she wouldn't be a reclusive loser anymore, and actually managed to insert herself into a group of "popular" girls (in reality they were just very mean). Gained a boyfriend who was older than her at 17, Evan, and she could never really shake him off, despite the fact they didn't have sex till she was 20. She never could figure out if he cheated on her during her "frigid era". She of course also couldn't shake off her paraphilia, and despite her mean girl ways kept the secret that belied her lack of security in herself. Her proclivities made her feel both ashamed of herself, but also made her feel like she's she's special and different, in a way. Her fascination with ultra violence had lead her to develop a photography and film making hobby, with her focus being on violent car accidents she scouted out. Even at twenty she hadn't got off the seedy gore and necro forums, and this is where she posted her videos and photos, and of course met Beef, who was a moderator...
Beef being born a sort of zombie and getting put into the necromancer custody, grew up incredibly dehumanized and isolated. The first few years of his life the necromancer bureaucrats were busy determining if he had a right to live, and when they decided he did they spent the rest of time picking and choosing which human rights he deserved to have. He had contributed to so much research to them, and though he did have advocates that tried to make sure he was treated humanely, and was allowed to make friends with necromancer kids, he knew deep down that in the eyes of others, he was more of a thing then a person.
A sort of background radiation of necrophiliac thoughts did swirl around in his mind all his adolescent, but they remained mostly in his subconscious. However, when he was 20, all it took for these urges to come to the forefront was being left alone, in a morgue, with a body and an opportunity.
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