âWhat the actual fuck was that all about? Do you have any idea of how much damage youâve just done to your image? Do you have any idea of how much work I have to do now to clear your name?â Gabeâs manager yelled at him as soon as they got into Gabeâs apartment. The model threw his jacket onto the couch and walked over to his mini bar, grabbing himself another drink. âHello?! Iâm fucking talking to you, Gabriel!â The model sighed and threw the glass onto the ground, letting out an angry and frustrated groan. âI fucked up, okay? I get it!â he yelled back. âDo you even know what it feels like to love someone and realize that you turned into such an asshole that said person does not want you in their life anymore because you hurt them too much? Do you know what it feels like to realize that you are not the person you used to be and people actually hate the way you changed?â he said and felt himself tearing up. âIâm not myself anymore, Michael. And that might be the reason I lost the love of my life forever. So donât come at me with that âI gotta clear your nameâ shit. I donât fucking care anymore about my image.â
Despite his many attempts of trying to reach Jack, the other male remained silent. he fucked up big time, but the thought of losing Jack to Gabriel made him irrational. James actually loves him, and he was hoping that after getting the closure with Gabe that the two of them could pick up where they left off. his hand looked down at the engagement ring that he hadnât taken off. the ring that Jack gave him back still in his pocket, he hoped to give it back to him tonight but that wasnât going to happen. he took the drink that was on the table and chugged it down. his anger and hatred for Gabriel growing ever more. If the other man thought he was going to come in and take Jack away he had another thing coming. he wasnât going to go down without a fight. âjesus christ, James. I know what youâre thinking, and isnât tonight enough damage. youâll be lucky if Jack ever talks to you again, to both of you! iâm going to go try to find him. he was already feeling vulnerable and confused then you two pull this crap. stay here or go home, but stay out of trouble. i mean that.â he warned. James shook his head, âI love him, okay, and iâll be damned if i lose him again especially to that piece of shit. you know he isnât good for him. Jack is the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. if and when you see him, tell him i said that iâm sorry. iâll have a few drinks then head back to my hotel.â he shared before watching Doug walk away. Just like he promised, he had a couple drinks to loosen the edge before heading to his hotel.Â