[jadesen]

you will fall in love

and you will be so in love

it hurts to hold your breath

[jadesen]

tonight

i’m missing your bedroom

more than ever

where we whispered

sweet secrets

sweet nothings

i was in your arms

and you were in mine

[jadesen]

i haven’t written poetry in a long time

then came you

and you broke my heart

and now i’m writing

[jadesen]

oh darling do i love you but oh i wish i never met you

[jadesen]

you i don’t remember how your voice sounds how you form your words or how you smile pictures of you aren’t even real anymore

you i don’t remember you

[jadesen]

you brought me life you’re the only one who makes my heart beat you’re the only one i’ve ever cared for

[jadesen]

don’t cry over dead flowers they’re long gone and there’s no saving them now because darling you’re much too late

[jadesen]

not the one no that day I looked up to the man on the stage he looked me dead in the eye “love ain’t love if you haven’t hurt someone now go make yourself a more better forever”

[jadesen]

i feel so alone not because i am physically but no one listens

i want someone to listen my words may not be beautiful nor may they be the deepest but i want a listener for once

[jadesen]

people always talk about their demons but what about the ones that aren’t yours to claim the ones that smile when you walk by see you as a piece of meat to haunt a host to distress i don’t have demons because they’re not mine to claim they see me then they claw at me i can tell them no but they won’t go

[jadesen]

i’m more afraid of losing you than i am of dying but i question myself how loud does a cry for help have to be before you hear it

[jadesen]

over the course of four years you became my friend then my best friend and soon my crush finally you were the one i looked for in a crowded room i looked for in lovers i looked for in myself and finally came the day and i was truly your's but i was your's long before you knew

[jadesen]

ideally you and me sleeping together my familiar too window open outdoor rain dance holiday lights warm blankets lost in eachother we are one ideally

[jadesen]

by hunter's moon my life will have changed we will both be happy and not so distant rather than look at the star thousands of miles apart i will be right next to you maybe with a warm brew

by hunter's moon i'll be with you

[jadesen]

my bedroom is well lit with the love of the moon there's energy in this place and it longs for you but you can't be here not for four moons and i'll be waiting just for you

[jadesen]

maybe you're the one under my nose and helping me through it a shoulder to cry on the face i grew to trust yes maybe it's you who was there all along

[jadesen]

i just wanted to sit outside and feel the sun on my skin and with you by my side far far away in a land i'll never see you sit in a misery